#fandom humiliation

[anniemar]

(For fandom humiliation): 1 and 2. ;D

1. What’s the worst fanfic you’ve ever written/have thought about writing?

Okay, so the worst fanfic I THOUGHT about writing was like, where all the bad boy vampires (Spike, Lestat, Damon, Erik Northman) are like, a vampire team, and they fight evil. Evil masked as good. Like a vampire Justice League, or Avengers. Sigh … I don’t know what I was thinking.

2. Admit to a kink you’re ashamed you like.

I admit to not really getting into anything too crazy, so this answer is probably boring. I suppose the kinkiest fic I’ve read was a Bucky/Darcy/Steve one that involved the double-P. And I ain’t mad at it.

Actually, if any of y’all have any good Wintershock, Shieldshock or OT3 recs, give me a shout out ;-)

[anniemar]

1, 7, and 12!

1. What’s the worst fanfic you’ve ever written/have thought about writing?

The worst was the first fic I ever wrote and will never be posted publicly. It was a Delena fic. Enough. Said.

7. What is your fandom guilty pleasure?

Bucky/Steve/Darcy OT3 fic. *hangs head* I feel like I’m cheating on my OTP twice as hard. Heh. 

12. Someone found your delicious account/bookmarks/AO3 account or however you keep track of your favorite fics. What’s the one fic you’re going to be most humiliated about?

Lol … okay. Um. It’s not that it’s humiliating, it’s just that I laugh uncontrollably whenever I think about it (especially the Loki bit … I’m laughing right now, actually). I just bookmarked it on AO3 if you want to find it. It’s about hand jobs. Hahahahahahahahahahaha. My inability to not be a 12-year-old when it comes to this fic is what makes it humiliating. I am not a grown-up, people.

[squirrelstone]

4, 13, & 15. (4 is something that mystifies me, have been thinking about looking up Harry Styles RPF for the laughs, even though I can't name one song he sings).

4. I read one RPF (kind of). It was an AU in which Tom Hiddleston and Loki traded placed and Tom was just like “I have no idea what’s going on. Chris, Scarlett, please tell them you know me. Wait, what do you mean I’m Loki?” It hasn’t been updated in a while though.

13. I’ve never been caught, but I have done it in public. Straight face game strong.

15. Oh dear lord. There’s AUs of AUs, smut, horribly-written fics that I just had to get out of my system, multiple series, and a couple of pieces of fanart.

[abovethemists]

Fandom Humiliation Meme #9

9. Describe the first time you read a smutty fanfic. What ship was it and what kinks were involved?

Oh, God. It was so long ago it’s hard to remember. I was probably 13 and it was probably Jane Austen fanfic. I was so obsessed with Pride and Prejudice and Persuasion and just wanted more. So I found fic online and quickly fell into smut. If I went back and read it now it was probably super innocent, but to 13 year old me it was totally illicit. I have vivid memories of reading Pride and Prejudice wedding night smut late at night on the family computer after my parents had gone to bed.

[abovethemists]

14

14. What would your parent/guardian/family friend think if they saw your tumblr?

Ha ha ha. Well, I’m 28 so it doesn’t really matter what my parents think. My mom would read all my stuff so I’m very thankful she doesn’t know about this. I would actually be mortified if any family members found my tumblr. I just like keeping it private. 

[abovethemists]

Fandom humiliation 8

8. Share something you did in fandom that you’re embarrassed about.

Nothing? I mean, I don’t tell anyone in my real life about fic (except my hubby because it’s hard to hide it when you live together). I’d be pretty embarrassed if anyone I knew read my smut. But within the fandom there’s nothing I’m embarrassed about.

[abovethemists]

11 & 13

11. Already answered

13. Ever been caught reading smut/writing smut/drawing smut/looking at smutty drawings?

Thankfully no. I tend to exit out of everything any time my husband comes by, even though he knows. I guess I still feel shame.

[abovethemists]

2, 3, 7?

2. Answered

3. Copy paste a line from the first smutty fanfic you wrote or fess up to a sexual fantasy you have about a character.

The first smutty fanfic I wrote was Remadora and I don’t have the file on my computer, but I’m sure it was terrible. The first smutty Rumbelle fic I wrote was my Toxic Event ‘verse.

"And this kiss is anything but gentle. It’s raw and demanding and desperate. It’s the clash of lips and tongue and teeth. They manage a little finesse after a moment, and then Gold is maneuvering them back across the room toward that blasted twin bed." 

7. Answered