Apr 10, 2021
What I need to be doing:
That report
Filing taxes
FBAR (US thing reporting bank accounts abroad)
Cleaning
Sleeping
Leading a roleplay event tomorrow evening so I absolutely cannot put stuff off until then
What my brain wants to be doing:
Writing sweet smutty slightly angsty fanfiction for a niche cheesy lesbian musical political satire film that doesn't even have a fandom tag on AO3
#brain why#about rinari#ugh this has been a not-super-vacation-y vacation week#i did just like do nothing the first few days#still felt tired and just drained#then my mom fell flat on her face and got a concussion so i headed to her place for a few days#not super restful but i did fix her grain grinder and order her a sim card and she got to the hospital and she doesn't have a broken nose#so yay for that#but yeah#rinari's life#not grumping just... frustrated with my brain. really frustrated.#i saw a post about like interest-based attention (specifically in relation to adhd)#what a person can and can't focus on#and. well. just @ me next time. goddamn. called the f out.#fandom spillover