Apr 13, 2021
Kinda wanna make a new tumblr. This one is writhe with the cringe of yore. I need to get better at letting past things go. I wish main blogs could be password locked so I could just archive this bitch
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Kinda wanna make a new tumblr. This one is writhe with the cringe of yore. I need to get better at letting past things go. I wish main blogs could be password locked so I could just archive this bitch
URL change
kosmonewt -> gatsbby
Can't sleep because of hell cramps that ibuprofen can't kill :"")
Once I get insurance I hope I can get some sort of diagnosis and get this shit taken care of. I know it probably won't be the case tho. I likely won't be taken seriously and I'll be prescribed birth control and "proper diet and exercise". I can't keep fucking living like this anymore. I hate my job but once a month I'm grateful that I can leave early without question....
Stages of staying up all night to do homework
12am: Frustration 2am: Wishing I were dead 3:30am: Crying probably 5am: Acceptance
I have a paper due every Monday until I graduate
The notion of sleep on Sunday nights was nice
Kill me
In unrelated news, I finally made some good chai masala. Loose leaf assam works better than orange pekoe
I feel guilty af whenever I choose not to attend a social event bc I feel super overwhelmed and anxious. I'M A DISGRACE.
This weather is so great. I want to sit outside and drink tea.