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[newmomfatmom]

I’ve been very admit in my mind space to not accept the norm that most woman except when it comes to birthing. that it is painful. sure it can be. but when you prepare mentally it can be calm and expansive. I just have this deep feeling that It will not be painful like everyone is telling me it is. yes its my first child and these are mothers who are saying its painful. but i have watched hypnobirthings where mothers are in no pain what so ever. they have their baby calmly and they expand with their surges, give birth to their babies and there is no talk of things being painful

intuitively i feel in my guy that it will be easy, and calm.

[thefatmomdiary]

Thinking of goals...

Once my kids starts back to school next week I want to really push myself and start walking. I know that doesn't seem like a lot but with how much i weigh i think its a good start. I also have a trampoline i can do exercises on at home. My goal for walking is two miles, so a mile to where ever, turn around and a mile home. This should burn about 600 or so calories based on my weight. I want to get outside as much as i can before the cold sets in too much this year. I think i want to set my goal for 30 days of walking minus weekends because ill be doing family stuff. and my body will need a break since I am new. I want to start September 8th since that's his first day back so yeah. Until then ill be doing my jumping on the trampoline. I did it for the first time yesterday and was able to do almost 8 minutes straight so I am just going to work off of that, mind you i was just lightly jumping and trying to keep pace but thats a start for me. 

[newmomfatmom]

new mom fat mom

I got pregnant, But I’m still fat.

I think being fat and pregnant has its own vibe for me.

I hide. I don’t take photos. Why do I need to see my self like this.

The heaviest i have ever been.

people out there, must think I’m just really fat.

I hate going out there.

today, during my bath, I lost my luffa... i thought i was trippin.

like loosing it because I swear I just had it.

I just led back in the bath, to take a moment.

and found it stuck between my fat belly and my fat thigh.

I laughed. fat people stuff i guess.

things no one talks about.

B Bellies.. Not a normal cute pregnant belly. but a B belly.

I look like a big old Fat B. 

no cute pregnancy clothes.

but I finally found a skirt that I really like.

Ill probably wear it mostly every day.

The pregnancy underwear I bought, Suck....

returning one pair short.

my other underwear finally stopped working.

they were to tight.

I don’t go anywhere so I just don’t wear underwear.

my boobs.. forget about it. I have one stretchy bra thing.

It isn't a real bra. its like 10 years old.

Nothing else fits. everything is so tight.

I hate wearing bras.

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[ketoatyagirl]

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[ketoatyagirl]

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[ketoatyagirl]

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