FOR @fourmarksmage
Makeup wiped off on the wool of her sleeve, soaked through with the pleasant chill of September rain. Navy blue silk dress beneath a grey houndstooth great coat, open toe heels laced up around her ankles, freezing in the icy wind.
Sebastian had probably figured out that she’d slipped out on him by now. The dinner had begun in disaster, there was no surprise she’d excused herself and dropped out from the women’s room window.
Her home in the Upper West Side was still trashed from their fight before they’d left for dinner. Broken glass from the cabinet she’d punched when the frustration grew too fierce to control. He’d forced her out the door her hand still streaming blood to get into the taxi he’d called just before asking her support on his latest ‘venture’. She’d not given him a cent yet, near a year of her refusals were wearing her down, he didn’t even know what she did to earn that money. She dirties her hands, he claws for the riches that follow. In private his lust for her had been enough to keep her home alive, his body next to hers staving away most of her nightmares. His use could have been filled by anyone, and he was anyone. This is where anyone had gotten her. Too afraid to let him loose and too stubborn to hand him what he wanted. It was a matter of time.
His subservient role didn’t stop him being infuriatingly jealous and cruel. He’d learned her cues, known when and how to twist the knife. He knew she couldn’t stand being alone now, he’d seen to that. Going off for hours at a time when he wanted his way. Off without a word in the middle of the night so she’d sit restless in bed waiting on him, more likely to agree when he returned with some half-assed excuse she’d swallow for the comfort.
The sex is lifeless and short. Serving more to keep him at her side now than for pleasure, as it certainly did not fulfil that requirement. After meeting Yen, she’s been avoiding his desirous gaze at every turn. Unfortunately this was only serving to raise the tensions in her house.
Wandering with her thoughts, their inescapable noise pulling her from street to street. Looking up after an hour in the rain to find Yennefer’s building. She thought her path had been aimless but her memories knew where she’d rather be. Even just seeing the door had some of the tension melting from her shoulders.
A knock and a buzz at her door she only hoped and hoped and hoped that she was home, and that she actually wanted to see her. She’d grown to crave her attention so fast, hidden texts under dinner tables, photos taken in bathrooms, hushed calls from downstairs late at night, visits when she couldn’t stand being around Seb and needed to feel her, the desire to just be by her pervading her every day actions
Trying to fix her sorry appearance as best she can, only so much you can do when you’re soaked to the bone. So wet, drops can be felt creeping under her hair, slipping down her neck. Her palm flat to the wood of the door in a plea.
“Please be home, Yen.”












