You should call her :3
sshe blcoked me because i kept sadtexting at two am. she said once i ssorted myself out and got over this she would be willding tto talk again. she said she loved me and she wwont put up. with this.she didnt believem e . im not depressed. im just not me. im not anyone, increasingly so. she thinks its so benign, this rot of my core. i just cant .convince. her,. fuck















