**Long - Winded** I’ve wanted to write/post something for a bit now, had to wait and see how my emotions were, if I could get through it. I think one word comes to mind. ✨Grateful✨ Everything going on around us in the world, man it’s just crazy surreal. Never imagined. I am so fortunate, thankful, and grateful for my support system. My fiancé j, my family and soon to be family, my friends and of course my work team. This definitely has been a trying time! I know that we are not going through the worst in our lives, we are healthy, have jobs, and our families are healthy. But, it is a big occasion in ones life... so postponing everything was not ideal, so thank you for you all being so gentle with us and putting in effort to make things special during this time. I have to praise my God, he has comforted me and surrounded me with people that are gracious, faithful, compassionate and thoughtful. I cannot put into words how much I am grateful for Him, I know he’s with me and is hearing my prayers, not just for our wedding and the stressors/decisions that come with that, but for my grandmothers in assisted living and all the assisted living workers/elders. As well as our healthcare hero’s, those that are experiencing furloughs, those that are unable to work at all, the grocery/pharmacy/trash/construction workers that still are working. Government leaders and pastors. I believe God has a plan even though we cannot see it. #fearstopshere Ephesians 3:20-21. Philippians 4:4-7. Basically my mantra moving forward (which should always be) I hope everyone stays healthy and safe. Take care of each other. 💕💗💕💗 (at Dallas, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-nKff4nfb5/?igshid=1mn5qtgahjbfn