#feeling hypocritical

[undinoble]

Me: *angrily creates original characters meant for each other as a rebellious act bc my fav game characters keep being paired with others more often than with each other*

Also me: *starts pairing my meant to be characters with my other characters to build plot and obsesses over the new ships*

[thequeenofhurts]

Today I met a side of myself I didn't know existed

a clingy, dependable and disgusting side that got anxious, sad and grouchy the whole day because the boy I'm currently seeing didn't message me until now to confirm our plans to tomorrow.

I had never been in a relationship before. well we aren't a thing yet, but this is the closest to being in a relationship I've ever been and I didn't know how desperate and stupid I could be.