#feels ugh

[churchsex]

and maybe it’s time to never really know or be known again

[ncvaflows-archive]

//-sobs-

[little-forget-me-not]

the ending of silent hill 2 where james talks to mary one last time and admits how he killed her...not just because he wanted to put her out of her misery...bt because he also hated her for taking his life away because of her illness...it always...hits me hard

mary’s true letter

it makes me cry. and the voice acting was so good and...god. 

i remember actually crying when i first watched that ending. heck even the voice actress cried after reading the fucking letter

gah.

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"In my restless dreams, I see that town. Silent Hill. You promised me you'd take me there again someday. But you never did. Well, I'm alone there now... In our 'special place'... Waiting for you... Waiting for you to come to see me. But you never do. And so I wait, wrapped in my cocoon of pain and loneliness. I know I've done a terrible thing to you. Something you'll never forgive me for. I wish I could change that, but I can't. I feel so pathetic and ugly laying here, waiting for you... Every day I stare up at the cracks in the ceiling and all I can think about is how unfair it all is... The doctor came today. He told me I could go home for a short stay. It’s not that I'm getting better. It’s just that this may be my last chance... I think you know what I mean... Even so, I'm glad to be coming home. I've missed you terribly. But I'm afraid, James. I'm afraid you don't really want me to come home. Whenever you come see me, I can tell how hard it is on you... I don't know if you hate me or pity me... Or maybe I just disgust you... I'm sorry about that. When I first learned that I was going to die, I just didn't want to accept it. I was so angry all the time and I struck out at everyone I loved most. Especially you, James. That's why I understand if you do hate me. But I want you to know this, James. I'll always love you. Even though our life together had to end like this, I still wouldn't trade it for the world. We had some wonderful years together. Well, this letter has gone on too long, so I'll say goodbye. I told the nurse to give this to you after I'm gone. That means that as you read this, I'm already dead. I can't tell you to remember me, but I can't bear for you to forget me. These last few years since I became ill... I'm so sorry for what I did to you, did to us... You've given me so much and I haven't been able to return a single thing. That's why I want you to live for yourself now. Do what's best for you, James. James... You made me happy.”

[hollow-roses]

Is it bad to say that I wish you were here and I wish I could hold you and I wish I could make you happy?

[satanslilslut]

If anyone invents a device that sends hugs through tumblr could you give me one? Thatd be grand would like a hug rn

[iwantalexturnerhard]

It’s surprisingly how fast my day can go to shit

[wildtaire]

HIMA THIS IS NOT OK YOU BETTER STOP THIS RIGHT NOW YOU BUTT UGH

[incessantcomposition]

You could spend hours counting the number of beauty marks that JB has. There's so many of them; constellations mapping across his skin. D: