Summary: How they would react at you calling them by their name instead of their nickname.
Warnings: cursing.
Pedri
"Flaco!"
You call from the laundry room, you were searching for the mop because of something that spilled.
You don't hear him answering you. "Flaco." You call again, giving him a few minutes to call back. You sigh, finding the mop without the mopping part. "Flaco!" You shout, trying for him to hear you.
You leave the mop there, knowing that it was easier for you to clean the spill with napkins than to find it.
"Pedro!" You call, grabbing a few napkins to clean the mess.
He hears you from the outside of the house, where he is playing with Nilo. He walks inside, finding you cleaning something.
"Did you just call me Pedro?" He asks,
"Si, please turn off the spaghetti." You say, throwing the napkins on the trash can. "Also, I called you like a thousand times. Where were you?"
"I was outside with Nilo." He explains, pointing to the door. "You never call me Pedro." He says, confused at you.
You smile at his confused expression, pitching his cheek.
"I was going like < flaco, flaco, flaco > and no answer, so I used your name." You explain, shrugging. "Pass me the sauce, please."
"But Pedro?" He shakes his head. "I'm your flaco, guapo, bebé. Not Pedro." He pouts.
"Isn't that your name?" You ask, squinting your eyes at him. "Pedro." You say, teasing him.
"Don't call me that." He pouts even more. He walks over to where you are, placing his chin on top of your shoulder. "I'm your flaco." He says, hugging your body.
"You are going to burn yourself with the hot pot, Pedro." you smile, pitching his hand lightly. "Food is almost done, seat down."
"Flaco." He hug you tightly. "Say it."
"I don't know what you are talking about." You laugh, trying to escape his hold. "Pedro"
"Bua, you are killing me." He sighs, letting his hold go.
You smile at him, how cute he looked while pouting and giving you those puppy eyes.
"Grab the plates," you say, pushing him towards the cabinets. "Flaco." You whisper.
He pauses, turning his head to where you are. "Repitelo!" He points at you, leaving the plates on the counter. "Go on, repeat it!"
"What are you doing?" You laugh, hugging him as his arms wrap around you. "You are so funny, flaco." You smile, giving him a kiss on the top of his nose. "Or should I say platanito?"
"Love that nickname." He smiles.
"Okay, let's use that one." You laugh, pushing him lightly. "Platanito."
Gavi
"Can you pass me the remote, ojitos?" You ask him.
He was on his phone while you two were sitting on the couch. You put on a movie but your phones seemed more interesting.
"Ojitos." You call again, taking the eyes from the phone. "Ojitos?" You say, looking at him being dso focus on the phone.
You try to reach for the remote, failing for the third time. You turn no look at him, he was still on his phone, watching this video.
"Pablo!" You call, tired already.
He looks up for the phone. "Si?" He asked
"Pass me the remote, please." You smile at him, stretching your arm for him to pass it to you.
He frowns, grabbing the remote. "Sorry, didn't hear you."
"Thanks, Pablo." You smile, turning the tv off. "That movie was boring."
You return to your phone, checking your tik tok for new things. Pablo, on the other hand, is looking at you with a frown.
"Look at this." You giggle, showing him the tik tok. His questioning eyes are looking at you. "What's wrong?"
He pouts even more, you only use his name when you are mad or you are fighting, so he wonders if that's the case.
"You call me Pablo."
You roll your eyes, trying not to laugh at him. "Oh, don't be mad. You weren't listening, and I needed the remote." You say, moving closer to him. "Love you, ojitos."
He changed his expression, smiling and getting closer to you. "That's better."
Ferran
"Can you hand me the sauce?" He asks, placing the meat on the grill. "Please."
He was fresh out of the hospital, wanting to cook for his friends and family. He was trying to feel like he could do normal things, even tho he couldn't eat that heavy for a while.
"I still think you should be resting, nene."
"I'm fine, I'm a shark. Don't worry about it." He smiles, placing more food on the grill. "Sauce, please."
You nod, going back to the kitchen to grab it. You notice that there were two types of sauces.
"Nene, I have two sauces here." You say loudly for him to hear you. "Nene!"
You wait for a few seconds, nothing. Ferran was too busy watching a tik tok to hear you calling his name.
"Nene!" You try one more time, still nothing. You roll your eyes, walking back to where he is with both sauces on your hands. "Ferran!"
"Hey! I learned how to do chimichurri on this tik tok." He smiles, showing you his screen. "Why do you have both sauces?"
"Cause I called you to ask which one, but you never answered." You hand him one sauce. "Also, we just bought chimichurri, Ferran."
He looks up to you. "Are you mad?" He asks, frowning a little bit.
"No, why?" You ask, confused at his question.
"You don't call me Ferran, like ever. I'm Ferran to my sister, to my mom, to my dad, to the culers, but to you, I'm not."
You smile, getting closer and hugging him from behind. "Sorry, I keep forgetting you are mi nene."
Fermin
You walk inside of his house, a small cake box on your hand. You left your things on the table next to the entrance.
"Guapo!" You left the cake on the table, sitting down on a chair. "Guapo!"
You frown, Fermin texted you earlier that he was home. You meet up to him because you were going to a friend's birthday party and she asked you to take the cake.
You wait for a few minutes, still nothing. You walk upstairs, trying to find him to get going.
"Guapo, are you here?"
You open the door to his room, finding him watching something on tik tok with so much volume it was obvious why he couldn't hear you.
"Fermin!" You shout.
He throws the phone somewhere, grabbing his chest with both hands. He looks at you with wide eyes, scared because of your shout.
"Joder, me he cagao'" He says. "You never use my name, and now you come here and shout at me."
You roll your eyes. "I called you like three times, I thought you were asleep." You explain. "Put your shoes on, let's go."
He nodded, doing what you told him. You walk downstairs to see if you had everything you needed.
"Can we agree on you never calling me by my name again?" He asks, grabbing the car keys. "That was scary."
You chuckled at him, he looked so worried. "Vale, guapo."
Hi can you please can you make a second part for the coparenting plz . If you can't do it that's okay . I really loved your writing .
Coparenting 2 | Barca Boys
Summary: What is it like to coparent with them
Part one
A/N: took more time than I was counting on, but here it is ❤️ also @unreapp yelloooow, you deserve your credits baeeeeee 😭❤️
Pedri
"Don't let me take the ball from you." Pedri says, trying to take show him how to keep the ball. "Vale no, don't push me because if you push someone on the game, they are taking you out."
"Why?"
"Bua, imagine someone comes and pushes you to get the ball. Yo te pongo una roja, chaval."
You shake your head at them, fighting over an imaginary red card. You finish fixing the food while looking at the window to see them playing.
Rosy once told you that Pedri was the same with his father. They were outside all the time playing with a ball.
"Okay, time out. You two need to eat." You call them.
Pedri and you got into a better foot. He was more talkative now. You both sat down to talk, and you decided that you need to be adults for the sake of your son.
He was now more responsive with the texts, with calls, he was better in every way. You feel like now you can actually say that he was with you in everything.
That can also is noticeable on your son, he looks more happy, more confident in different activities. It was all for the better, and you are happy with it.
"Croquetas?" Pedri asks, entering the kitchen. "My diet is really suffering, eh."
"You can eat the salad." You tease him, placing the bowl in front of him.
"Con lo ricas que te quedan a ti las Croquetas, I prefer to break the diet." He says, grabbing a good amount of food. (With how good you make the croquetas)
You smile at him. "But your mom's are better."
"I like yours, mami." Your son says, hugging your legs.
You kneel down, giving him a kiss. "Thank you, amorcito." You smile, kissing his cheek. "Now eat your lunch, you need all the energy you can get for the game."
Pedri loves seeing you parenting your son, it was so cute to see. How your voice goes from normal to this very sweet voice.
You are also so delicate with him. Always knowing what he wants or what he says, even when he doesn't understand him, you do.
He looks for you, even at his house. If he doesn't see you, he's always mentioning his Mami. That was something that Pedri always admired about you, your dedication to your son.
Pedri helps you load the dishwasher while you organize the toys on the floor. You like this Pedri, who was talkative, who was helping you and not just answering with an emoji or leaving you on read.
"Need help with something else?" He asks you, leaving the kitchen.
"Can you put him to bed?" You ask. "I just need to prepare his school bag for tomorrow real quick."
He nods, picking your son from the couch and taking him to his room. "Papi, stay."
Pedri doesn't know what to say, he can't just invite himself. "Buaf, guapo, maybe next time."
"No, today."
He can't help but feel bad, his son is used to having only you or him. He blames himself for that, letting his ego get in the way of him.
"We need to ask mam-"
He can't even finish his sentence when his son outer the loudest scream he ever heard. "Mami!"
"Ey, chaval." Pedri tries to cover his mouth. "Para, the neighbors might hear you."
You walk upstairs after the third call you son's make you. Making you wonder what is going on.
"Si?" You ask, entering the room. "Is everything okay?"
"Si, tod-"
"Let papi stay." He smiles, hugging Pedri by the neck. "Pwease."
You sometimes struggle to understand your son, he's little and still learning to pronounce the words.
But this was too perfect for you to think he's saying something else.
"I-" You begin. Clearing your throat. "I mean, it's up to you, I don't mind." You say, trying to sound normal.
He lifts his eyebrows, silently asking you if it was really okay for him to crash over for the night. You nod, letting him know that it was really okay.
"Now, let's get you a warm bath." You smile, taking your son in your arms. "Tomorrow you have school, and Papi and I need to work."
You both do the bath routine. You can't help but wonder if this is what it would've felt if you and him worked better instead of parting ways as soon as the first problem hits.
"You can stay here, or I can prepare the guest room."
"Whatever is fine." He smiles, grabbing a book to read. "Gracias, for letting me stay."
Both of you thought that it was going to be a one-time thing, maybe he won't ask again, maybe she did it to let our son have his way.
But the reality was that Pedri decided to use those weeks that there was left until the game as an excuse on why he needed to be there.
Are you going to argue?
No, you love it.
"Lunch is ready," You announce. They were out in the patio playing with the ball. "Time out, no more playing. You two need to eat."
They sound of their laughs, the extra place on the table. It all makes you feel like you got what you wanted.
"I want ice cream."
"No, mami made us some yummy food." Pedri says, making your son stop arguing. "I want to ask you something." He says, helping you with the plates.
"Aja?" You ask, concentrated on the food.
"Do you wan-"
"Do you want rice or not?" You ask, asking before serving food. "Sorry, I cut you off."
"It's okay, and no, I eat at the club." He answers. "Do you wan-"
"Mami, can I have mac and cheese?"
"Mijo, there's chicken and rice." You say, placing the plate in front of him. "We can have that for dinner."
You sat down, remembering that Pedri hadn't had a chance to tell you what he wanted to tell you.
"Pepi, tell me what you wanted to tell me."
"Oh, si." He smiles, taking a deep breath. "I was thinking that maybe we can go out to eat tonight. The three of us, maybe somewhere where he can play."
"That sounds amazing." You smile, "He has a play date, but after that, we are free."
"Vale, I'm picking you two after that." He smiles, kissing your son's head. "See you then."
You stay happy the rest of the day. You like the idea of going out, it feels like you are a real family.
You change into something comfortable, but not to the point you look like you are home. You still manage to look casual and stylish.
The play date ended quickly. After a coffee and a good chisme from the other mom, you two parted ways into the mall.
When you get home, you have time to brush your teeth and spray some more perfume. You brush your kid's teeth, making sure he is comfortable.
Pedri picked you up only a few moments later. You open the back door, placing you kid in his chair. When you open the passenger seat door, you are welcome with a bouquet of flowers.
"Estoy esperando no haberla cagado, eh!" He says, giving you a kiss on the cheek. "Are these still your favorite?"
"They are, gracias." You blush a little. "Where are we going?"
"Remember that place near the beach we liked when we first came to Barcelona?"
"The one with those milkshakes?" You ask, already craving one. Pedri nods, smiling at your reaction. "I haven't been there in so long."
"But nothing with milk for him." He says, whispering so your kid won't hear him. "Tomorrow's the game, and I don't want him to get sick."
You can't lie that watching Pedri share moments with your kid is something else. He was something else.
You focus on enjoying the time you have with them, hearing him talk about his day, hearing him talking like he used to when you were together.
You wished the day was longer to enjoy more time together, but sadly as the day got to an end. You know you have to go back home and prepare for the important day of your son.
You thought that this was going to be a calm day. You were going to enjoy your son and his friends.
But you feel nervous, you can't help but want his team to win and pulverize the other team. Even if you are talking about kids and not adult footballers.
"Diviértete, and please don't push anybody." Pedri says, walking to the field with your kid in his arms. "Te amo."
"What if I don't win?"
"Then we pay the referee to make you win." He jokes.
"Pedri!" You hit him in the arm. "No, amor. What really matters is for you to have fun, papi is just joking. We are not paying the referee."
"Vale, ve ahí y chuta." He says, putting him down and pushing him to go with his friends. (Go and score)
You find his parents and brother on the corner of the field. You sit with them, talking about what the expectations were for this game.
You really don't care if he wins or not, even tho a win would be amazing. You can say that he might have a very competitive gene on him. After all, Pedri can't help but want to win everything.
The game was slow, the first half was fun, but it wasn't really much to say about it. Pedri takes mental notes to help the team, calling your son over.
"Vale, do you see those kids?" He asks, turning your kid and pointing. "They are the guys that are supposed to defend, but they run with the rest. I want you to take the ball from that other kid and run as fast as you can to the goal and score."
"But if I fai-"
"If you do, then you do it again. Don't be negative about it. You have some of me in you, so I know you can do it."
He sends his kid back to his group. He knows that even if he loses, he's going to be the proudest father.
"Some of me in you." You chuckle at his statement. "He's all you, your smile, your eyes, your accent even."
"Aren't we both from the same place?" He asks, smiling. "But he has a lot of you. Your stubbornness, your crazy eye and that weird mark on your-"
"I hate you." You frown at him. "Not me saying cute things, and you saying I have a crazy eye." You say, pretending to be mad.
"Ah vale vale, we were supposed to say nice things." He lifts his hands. "Bua, I'm bad at lying." He teases you.
"That's it, you are in time out." You point at him. "Your punishment is to get me a snack over there."
Rosy is watching the two of you. She's happy that you two are finally taking over the role of parents instead of coparents.
She knows that she was out of line when she scolded Pedri about how he was, but she now sees that it was all worth it.
"Mira que si chuta y no le pega ya tendremos pa calentarlo." Fer says at you. "Maybe he's like you and Pedri when he loses, and he kicks mom's favorite flowerpot."
You remember the flowerpot. Pedri got subbed after what he called a bad performance. He was frustrated, and when you took him home, he kicked the flowerpot so hard it crashed over other plants.
Pedri arrives with your snack, passing his arm around you. "Can you believe he's old enough that we are at his football games and not the other way?"
"It's crazy," you say, feeling nostalgique. "Time does flies."
The second half starts, the game continues 0 - 0 to the dislike of everyone. You spend the rest of the game hoping for a change.
It was also about to end, only a minute or less on the clock that was placed on the grass.Pedri calls the name of your son, making signals to do what he was told. He nods, running to get the ball from the first kid.
You can't help the emotion, neither could the other parents. Yelling at your boy to run and to score.
"Chuta, joder!" Fer yells, making someone's mother correct his language.
The whole side of your team yells in happiness when the goals go in. You jump happy, hugging Rosy.
When you turn to where Pedri is, you feel two hands grabbing your cheeks. It was Pedri smashing his lips against yours.
You wrap your arms around him, too happy to care about the reactions of his parents and too into it to care that the game was over.
You two separate, smiling like crazy at each other. You go back for a peck, already missing his lips.
When your son runs to where you two are, Pedri let go of you, picking your son. He's telling him how proud he is and how happy he should be that he scored the winning goal.
You hug the two of them, giving your son a kiss on the cheek, telling him that he was amazing and that he was a champion just like his dad.
You look to Pedri, the look on his faces is not compared to anything. You haven't seen this, not even when he won everything that season.
"I love you so much." You say to your son. "I love you both so much." You smile at Pedri, getting closer to him, joining your lips in a kiss.
Gavi
"Vale, mira." He says, pointing at the goal. "You need to kick the ball there."
He places the ball in front of her, checking that it was aligned to the small goal he has at home.
"Papi, I'm tired." She argues, tired of playing football.
"We will, but first kick the ball."
He picks her up from the grass. Placing her in front of the ball. His daughter looks back at him, turning and going back to the house.
"Ey ven acá. " He says, going after her. "Let's go, one more time, and we are over."
"I'm tired, papi." She repeats.
Pablo hears the doorbell, walking outside to open the door.
"Sorry I'm late, this took more time than it should." You say.
"Come in." He says, moving to the side. "Can you believe she can't score one single goal?" He asks, frowning. "She got your feet."
"Okay, that's rude." You say, giving him a hit on the head. "I told you she doesn't like football, Pablo."
He scuffs, walking inside. "Mami's here."
She runs to you, giving you a hug. "You are so red." You say, noticing her flushed face. "Papi is making you kick the ball?"
She nods, pouting at you. "I want to go swimming with Sebas." She says, making Pablo turn his head to where you are.
He wants to ask, especially since < Sebas > is not a girl name.
"Oh, Pablo. I have the papers you asked me to bring. Let me get them." You smile, walking back to your car.
Pablo took his chance, he walked up to his daughter. "Doll, who's sebas?"
"Mami's friend, he has a big pool." She smiles.
Pablo frowns, turning back to his backyard. "I have a pool." He points at the pool.
"Si, but he has a big unicorn on the pool." She smiles.
He frowns. "I can get you one, two if you want." He kneels in front of her. "You just have to promise me not to go swimming with him anymore, because if you do, the unicorns on papi's pool are going to be sad."
She nodded, excited about the flooties he promised.
"That's my girl." He smiles, walking outside with her. "Now, let's try kicking the ball one more time, yes?"
You watch them both play outside, leaving the papers on the counter. You take your phone to answer some texts.
You didn't have anything else planned for the evening, so you were fine with watching Gavi and your daughter play.
You walk outside, seating at one of the pool chairs he has. You can't help but laugh at how funny he looks frowning when your daughter missed the goal for the third time.
"You know what, let's get you some ice cream." He says, frustrated.
He walks with her in his arm. Telling her that maybe they can try practicing another day. He knows he's maybe a little bit too hard on her about the football thing.
He wants to have something more in common with her. She has a lot of things in common with you, and football might be the only thing he can share with her.
He knows that this past weeks his schedule was too busy, not allowing him to visit her or to do more than just FaceTime.
For him, it's important that when she is visiting. She's having fun and that she enjoys being there.
"Eat your ice cream, I have to talk to mami." He says, pressing play on the movie. He walks over to where you are, seating next to you. "Did you have fun today?"
You turn to him. "I mean, would you consider doing essay research fun?"
"Ni de coña." He frowns. "I want to ask you something."
You nod, leaving your phone and paying attention to him.
"Are you seeing anyone?"
You blink a few times, trying to process the question. "No?" You say, sounding more than a question. "Does it matter?"
"I just, she's saying that she loves going to this friend of yours because he has a pool, and I just." He pauses, not sure how to organize his words. "I don't want other dudes in her life. I don't want another dude teaching her how to swim or helping her with homework. I'm her dad."
"Well, Sebastian is my sister's boyfriend." You say, making him feel dumb. "And he is not teaching her how to swim or helping her with homework. I don't have anyone because I'm focusing on college and on her, but I'm not saying that if the opportunity comes I'll deny it just because you fear she might get help with her homework."
"It's not about the homework." He says. "I just don't want any other dude near my daughter."
"So I have to be alone just because you don't want her to have any male contact appart from you?"
"You don't need to have anybody, joder. I'm here for the two of you. If you want to be with someone, be with me."
You don't expect Gavi to be the one to say that. You and him haven't been together romantically since before the baby was even born.
Your sister always told you that it was pretty much dumb to have hopes to go back to a relationship with Gavi.
He was a footballer who had girls throwing themselves at him. He was one of the biggest footballers in Spain at the moment.
"Papi"
You feel like your daughter could read the desperation of your thoughts and how you can't figure out how to answer.
You follow Gavi with your eyes as he goes inside the house with your daughter. You take a few more minutes before going back inside.
"Pizza or burgers?" Gavi asks her.
"Me?" She asks, making him nod. "Pizza."
"You still like the half veggie half full meat with extra cheese?" He asks.
You smile. "I actually haven't had that in so long. The last time I had it was with you, actually."
You can't help but feel excitement, he wanted you to choose him. To be together and raise your daughter like a family.
You wish you could make your sister know what happened, like a broadcast thing where she's able to hear and see that Pablo was the one finally giving that step.
< "You think that Pablo and you can be a what?"
"Can you not laugh?"
"Y/n, why would you ever think a 17 year old boy would want to get serious with the girl he got pregnant?"
"I not saying that it has to be right now, but mayb-"
"Maybe in 10 years? When you notice you gave a big part of your youth to a boy who's never going to be more than just the father of your child?"
"I think that maybe someday we can be a family." >
Maybe this is your someday.
"Next week I'm going to be in Milan, but after that I was thinking maybe you can let me have her all day this sunday?"
"Sure, I can drop her." You smile, eating a slice of pizza. "Maybe 9?"
"That works. Escuchas princesa? Pasaremos todo el domingo juntos." (You hear that, princess? We are going to spend all Sunday together)
You can't help but feel butterflies on your stomach with him now saying that he can be the one for you.
Your mind works at a million percent the whole week, you can't help but feel like everything he does or says is a signal.
Your daughter insisted on speaking to him because she refused to go to bed without saying I love you to him.
"Vale, now you need to sleep." He says, turning the light on the nightstand off. "Look, even I'm going to sleep."
Gavi was in Milan, the team was coming back in the morning because they wanted to give the team the day in Milan before coming back.
You grab the phone from her hands, walking to the balcony so you won't bother her. "She's off, thank you."
You and Gavi have been talking at night for a couple of nights in a row. It was becoming something you were looking for at the end of the day.
"My mom was at my house the other day, and she almost killed me when she found out she still sleeps with me in my room."
"If you are giving her a room, please don't paint it with the barca colors."
"Que va, I wanted to ask you to help me decorate it. Maybe a bigger bed than those kids ones, so you can crash for the night."
You can feel your smile grow. "We can talk about it when you are back."
You say goodbye, hanging up the call. You can't seem to drop the smile you have. Nothing was going to make you doubt that this was going to the way you wanted.
You know that you should wait and test the waters, but you have waited three years. You'll be fine trusting.
When Sunday finally hit, you woke up earlier than normal. Got your child ready, letting her watch a movie while you got ready.
Since Pablo was going to spend the day with her, you thought it would be an amazing idea to join them.
You have this plan in your head that with you joining Pablo will notice that you are compromised with the idea of him being back in your life.
You got yourself ready, putting on some nice clothes, doing some makeup to enhance your features, and doing a little bit more than just brushing your hair.
"Vamos, amor." You call her, turning the tv off. "Papi is waiting."
The whole drive feels quick, you have the best mood. You sing with her in the car to some of her favorite songs, making it the best of it.
"Okay, don't forget your doll." You say, fixing her hair before walking to Gavi's house.
You let her knock on the door, she was also happy that she was going to swim with him. You waited for a few minutes, knocking again because maybe he didn't hear it the first time.
You were on the third time knocking when the door opened. You would have preferred to see a sleepy Gavi or maybe for him not to open the door.
You have to wait a few minutes before answering to her. The shirt she had on was the same one you picked for his past birthday, the same one your daughter gifted him.
"Where's Pablo?" You finally ask.
"Oh, he's inside." She smiles.
You fake a smile, knowing she's not the one at fault here. "Can you call him over? Please."
"Sure, wait here."
You nod, watching him get inside the house. "Hey, bubs." You say to your daughter. "Why don't you go to the car? Mami forgot that papi wanted me to take you for breakfast before coming here."
She nods, you open the car door for her. Telling her that you were only going to take a moment and you'll be back to her.
You turn, finding Gavi looking at you. "Seriously, Pablo?"
"Joder, perdona. I got caught up last, and she was supposed to leave before you dropped her." He explains, making things worse for himself. "She's leaving, I promise."
You roll your eyes, wanting to smack his head to bring some sense into him. It's crazy how he can be so childish in the worst moments.
"I'm not doing this." You say to him.
You should know better than to be disappointed. You should know better than to feel like this was your fault.
"I'm taking her for breakfast, I'll text you when we are done so you can pick her up at the restaurant. Please take a shower and change the sheets."
"Why can't you leave her?"
You scuffed, shaking your head at how stupid he sounds. You walk over to your car, not feeling like explaining the obvious to a boy.
"Pablo." You call him before entering your car. "I don't want you to ever mention that you are < here for me >, okay? You are her dad, and I love you for that, but whatever game you are playing, it's over."
Ferran
"Why do teachers hold meetings so early?" He groans, reading the note his daughter gave him. "Why do I need to be at a 7:30 meeting with her kindergarten teacher?"
"Sucks to be you, huh?" You smirk. "It's not a meeting, you need to pick her report card."
He doesn't argue anymore. Knowing that no matter what he says, he's not winning.
"Oye, venga, why does Mister Puffy get more tea than me?"
"You ate Mister Puffy's cake."
"Pero hombre, he offered it to me."
You shake your head at them, enjoying how Ferran argues with the bear about eating the imaginary cake.
You grab your wallet and Ferran car keys. Walking to where they are, he looks comical.
The chair he's using looks like it's about to lose the fight. The tiara on his head matches the tutu on his hips.
"Do you want anything from the store?" You ask him, fixing the tiara.
"Maybe some carrots and some celery, please." He says, hand on his pockets to get his card. "Amore, do you want anything?"
"Juice." She smiles. "Pwease."
You nod, giving her a kiss on the cheek. "I'll be back with dinner, love."
You fix her tiara, moving some of the hairs away from her face. If you love something about being a mom, it's being a girl mom.
"Can I get a kiss?" Ferran asks, trying his luck.
You turn to him, getting closer and grabbing his chin, knowing that if you let him, he'll get advantage of the situation.
You place a kiss on his cheek. You can't lie that you want more, but for now, it's all he gets.
"I'll be back. Don't burn the house." You smile, getting up. "No cookies or snacks while I'm gone. It's about to be dinner time." You warn him.
While you are gone, Ferran keeps playing to the tea party. He even got Mister Puffy to be unnivited after he drank all the tea.
He can't lie that he feels happy. You agreed to move to the house he bought you, being much closer to where he is, even agreeing to let him stay.
He got a three bedroom house, thinking that you would agree to let him stay on the spare bedroom you got.
But no, the couch he picked himself was his own torture. You purposely left the spare room not ready, wanting him to suffer a little bit more.
He wasn't going to complain. The fact that you even let him stay after bedtime was enough for him. The physio can help with the back pain later.
"Papi, I'm hungry."
"Well, me too." He chuckles, making the little girl frown at him. "You look a lot like your mami when you do that."
Thankfully for them, you walk back carrying a supermarket bag and a bag from the Chinese Restaurant you know Ferran loves.
He gets up to help you with the bags, using the opportunity to steal a kiss from you.
"That's rude." You say, moving away tying to hide the blush. "Let's go wash our hands, princesa."
You like having Ferran around more than he used to. Thanks to the small distance, he can spend more time with you two.
After dinner, he took care of getting your daughter ready for bed while you organized the pantry and clean the kitchen.
When you are done, you walk upstairs, finding Ferran reading some princess story. You knock on the door, catching his attention.
"Your blanket and pillow are ready downstairs. Also, if you need towels, they are in her bathroom if you want to take a shower."
He rolls his eyes, "You hate me, that couch is killing me."
"Try to sleep early, we need to be on time tomorrow." You smile, moving to your room.
After making sure your daughter was asleep, he went to the bathroom to take the glitter off. He changes into his clean pijama you place in the bathroom for him to change.
As much as he tries, he can't sleep on that couch. The size was a problem, the roughness of it, the cushion was to stiff.
The other problem was that if he wanted to join his daughter. The small bed wasn't much of a better option, yes it was more comfortable but not big enough for two people.
He grabs his pillow and blanket, moving upstairs to your room. He opens the door carefully, trying not to be loud.
He moves you a little to wake you up. "Five more minutes." You mumble, turning to the other side. He tries one more time, tapping on your shoulder. "What?" You ask, opening only one eye.
He can't help but laugh. "Can I sleep here?" He says with the biggest puppy eyes. "The couch is killing me."
You are too sleepy to care. Nodding and moving to the side to let him into the bed.
He knows he might get kicked out, but it's worth the try. Joining you in bed and wrapping his arms around your body.
You don't argue, feeling the warmth of his body comforting, or maybe it's his lips kissing your shoulder what's relaxing.
"Can we skip tomorrow?" He whispers in your ear.
"No." You whisper back, hearing him curse under his breath. You smile at that, enjoying the warmth you need from him.
You can't lie that he wasn't exaggerating when he used to mention that you were the reason he didn't felt like leaving the bed.
All those times he told you to give him more minutes before training is now turned to you. When you begged him to give you five more minutes, grabbing onto him to make him stay in place.
Now you are suffering from the consequences by being a few minutes later than you should.
"You are here!" You boss and friend say. "I thought you called sick. We had three people doing it."
"Oh no, I was-"
"I don't care, it's you, and I forgive you." She smiles. "Can you take care of the three year olds? I know that's where your daughter is, but I swear I can't stand the blonde mom that's there."
"Will do. Do you want me to just do it in general or one by one."
"Whatever is fine, did Mister ball came?"
You pointer towards the lined up parents. Ferran was holding your daughter while checking his phone.
She gives you a look, making you laugh as you walk into the class. You decide to call one by one.
It wasn't that long, all you have to say was, < Oh, your kid is such angel. Here's a golden star for them >
Ferran was the last one, you know that he was doing that to tease you. When he gets there with that big smirk on his face you can't help but smile.
"Señor Torres," you say, grabbing the report card. "Nice to see you here."
"Oh, my pleasure."
"Well, she's been doing her work in class, she's attentive, she's a hard worker. Wonder who she got that from."
You expect him to pull this praise speech on how she's so like him. "She's like her mom. She's the smartest, nicest, most beautiful woman I've ever met in my life. If I can say something about her is that I'm proud our daughter is like her."
You know that it might not be the place, but you don't care. You grab his face, giving him a kiss.
"Let me take this to the principal, and we can go." You smile at him.
You grab the few report cards that were there. Giving it to your friend and telling her that there was nothing else for you.
She was okay with you leaving, as soon as there were no more parents in the area where you should be, there's no need for you to stay.
"Okay, I'm free." You say, joining them in the entrance. "What if we go for some breakfast and maybe later we can go to the store, I need some boxes."
Ferran grabs your hand, confused frown on his face. "Boxes?" He asks.
You nod. "Yes, I need them to pack the toys and everything." You explain, opening the car door for him to place your daughter on the car seat.
"Why do you want to pack them?" He asks, buckling the girl. "Where are you putting them?"
You smile at him, sometimes you wonder how he's that mindful on the field. "That way I can bring them home to you."
Fermin
"Papa."
Fermin looked up from his seat, he was entertaining his son with painting. "Wow, that's beautiful."
You had this very important project that needed your full attention. Having no other option but to ask Fermin to help you while you finish it.
It was the last project you had of the semester. After this, it was going to be easier for you to concentrate on your child.
It's been two weeks, and you are finally about to finish it. After all the stressful nights and stressful times you put Fermin through.
He was happy to help, even offering to move to his house while you worked on the project. It was easier for him to return from training and pay full attention to his son.
"Want to see mine?" He asks his son. "Mine has a son on the corner." He points to the smiling sun.
He knows he's not the best at entertaining babies. That's why when he's out of ideas, he calls his mom.
His mother makes a plan for them to do, a walk on the beach of Barcelona, a nice evening at the park, swimming in the pool.
You don't worry about what they are doing, you know that your son is secure. You trusted Fermin with any activity.
"Why don't we get you cleaned." He smiles, picking him up. "Then we can take a nap, cause honestly I need one."
"Mama"
"No, amor. Mami is busy right now, and the soonest we leave her alone is the soonest it takes to finish her work."
You hear how Fermin says this to your son. You decided to take a break, a much needed break.
"Hola, guapos." You say, hugging Fermin's back. "I missed you."
"We missed you too, mami."
"I heard you talking about a nap," you smile, pinching your son's cheek. "Can I join?"
Fermin turns, giving your head a kiss. "That sounds like a plan."
You love how Fermin gets to take care of everything. Even when the plans changed in the last minute.
He never argued about it, he just supported you.
You all moved upstairs, ready to take a well-deserved nap you all were craving. Fermin, and you don't share a room, he wanted to give you your space.
But for special occasions like this one, you all share a bed to be more comfortable. That also felt right to you.
You can't lie that these past weeks you felt the luckiest person. Not only was he helping you to an extent not every father feels like doing.
But he's also the type of guy to take you food to the room where you are studying, he takes you coffee, tea, a snack, dinner.
You worked better when he was home because he would make his mission to entertain his son to the point you have enough time to work and to even take a quick break before taking over.
When you get to present your project, you feel nervous because what if it was wrong? You don't want to disappoint everybody.
Fermin texted you a picture of your son and him, wishing you all the best. "We trust you, mami. No matter what, you are our star."
You feel the confidence taki g over you again. You know that no matter what, like his texts read, he was going to be there for you.
You walk home, bag on your arm. You can't wait to take the heels off and to put something more comfortable.
"Hey!" He calls from the kitchen. "We are eating our snack, want some?"
"I was thinking that maybe we can go out later." You say, walking to where he is.
"You okay?" He asks, worried about your blank expression.
You shake your head, trying so hard to hide your smile. "More than okay, I'm fantastic. The professor loved my project so much."
Fermin smiles, getting closer to you. "I'm so proud of you. We both are." He says, giving your cheek a kiss. "You hear that, buddy? Mami got her project approved."
"So, do you want to go out to celebrate?"
"Joder, I more than anything want to."
You both finish with the snack, moving to your rooms to change into something more appropriate for the evening.
You kept it casual formal, nothing too fancy but nothing too casual. It was the perfect middle.
Fermin got a call from his mother, trying to check on him and the baby. She knows sometimes he oversleep, so she's making sure they're awake.
When she hears the news about your project, she gets happy. She likes you a lot and she's always happy about your achievements.
"Okay, talk to you later, kiddos." She says, waving at the camera. "Love you, have fun."
You wave her back, moving one arm of your kid to say goodbye too. You love the small laughs that come out of him.
You order some food, talking about his day. What's next for him in the season, what's next for the next season, everything basically.
"I was wondering something." He says, leaving the fork and knife. "I know that this project is over and that maybe you want to go back to having your own place."
You nod, not because you agree but to show him that you were paying attention. You can't lie that being together was fun.
"I want you to move permanently to my house." He drops the bomb.
"Are you sure?" You ask, scared that maybe he's just used to having you and not because he really thought about it.
"More than sure, I know that I want to have you both with me at all times." He smiles, grabbing your hand. "I also want to ask you something."
"Tell me, you know you can tell me anything." You smile, thumb caressing his hand.
"I want us to try being together. I love you and our son. We are young, yes, but I know that if we both want to, we can do this."
You smile, moving your hand from his. You close the distance between you two, giving him a kiss as an answer.
Summary: Maybe it was only a metaphor, or maybe it was how your relationship felt.
Warnings: cursing, broken relationship.
A/N: I know you love Barca Boys, so here's it is a little angst for you ❤️✨️ also because the votes and anons were clear about you loving this series. Happy late Sunday to you!!!!
Pedri
"No," You say, making him turn back to you. "I'm not going."
"Joder, you are really testing my limits today." He says, trying to keep his cool. "I said let's go, now move it."
You throw your bag into the couch. Walking over to the kitchen. You grab your favorite mug, leaving it on the counter.
He sees you walking over the fridge, taking your dunkin' donuts caramel coffee, you poor it over your mug.
"Para." He orders.
You ignore his words. Grabbing some icecubes and pouring them onto the cup. "Go, it's late."
You knew that moving in with him was a big step, you very much inside of you knew that you might not be ready for it.
But you also knew that you loved him enough to make sacrifices. For him, for you, for the relationship.
"I said stop." He says, trying to grab the mug from your hands. "Give this to me."
You hand him go back and forth with the mug. "Pedro, what is wrong with you? Let go!"
He does, hitting his hand on the counter. He tries to calm himself. He walks over to the office, grabbing his keys and jacket.
"Stop that shit, let's go." He says, trying to sound less mad than he is.
"Are we really doing this?" You ask him. "Pedro, we are not fine, and honestly I don't feel like putting a big fake smile on my face for your family to think that everything is gummies and flowers in happyland!"
"We are fine!"
"No, we are not." You say. "We can't keep doing this."
You two stay quiet, trying to think about ways to fix what you two have, trying to make a smart choice that doesn't involve one of the two taking a different way.
"Te amo." He says, looking at the floor. "We can fix this, I know it."
"I know it too, we just need to know how."
"Let's think about it once we are back, just for tonight, let's not act this way."
You nod, leaving the mug and everything else on the house. He walks over to the couch, grabbing your purse and your jacket.
"Let's go." He smiles, kissing your forehead. "We can talk once we are back."
You can't help the feeling of tiredness, how much this situation is weighting on your shoulder.
You can feel his eyes on your hands, he wants to be able to hold them like he used to, but the feeling of guilt was bigger than his desires.
You noticed that, and like always, you took the initiative and grab his hand. The quickness of his actions makes you let a small smile.
He brings it up, closer to his lips, giving the skin a peck. "My dad is going to be so happy that you are coming." He says.
You nod, knowing that to him, making it seem like everything was fine in front of his parents was the most important thing.
His parents advise you not to move together, < you are too young to be thinking about that >
But you didn't listen, so here's the consequences of your own actions. You are not only young but also very dumb.
Everything was easier before. Everything seemed like a dream, but no. You had to ruin it.
"Do you want more salad, querida?" Rosy asks you.
"Thank you!" You smile at her. "This is delicious, I really like it."
"Well, Pedri always talks about how much you love this salad and I made it especially for you!"
You can feel Pedri's hand squeezing you, you smile and thank his mother one more time.
You take your hand and place it on top of his. You know that you have a long talk as soon as you hit home, but you want to keep with this fake narrative of being okay.
"How's everything?" Rosy asks when you two are alone, noticing the sad eyes you two have. "Are you doing okay?"
You don't want to talk to her about your problems with her son, you also don't want to uncover the truth you can't accept.
"Yes, I just feel tired from staying up late." You lie. "Do you need me to wash the dishes?"
She knows you are lying. It's easy for her to notice that. "Leave that, come with me." She asks, taking the glass from your hands. "Let's go for a walk while the boys play outside."
You nod, walking with her to the entrance of the house. You two decide to walk around the block.
You know she's about to ask, you know she wants to know what is going on, you know she wants the best for you and Pedri.
"Did you two fight?" She asks.
You stayed quiet, you feel embarrassed to even talk with her about it. You know she will tell you that she told you both not to do that, but you still did it.
"If you don't talk, then I can't help."
You look at her, she noticed the tears in your eyes. "It's not that." You try, chocking on a sob. "I just don't understand where it all went wrong."
"Ay, cariño." She hugs you. "It's okay, let it all out."
"And I know you told us that this was not the way to go, and I'm so sorry about not listening." You cry even harder. "I just thought that maybe it was going to be easier, and I don't want to lose him."
She grabs you by the shoulders, walking you over the bench that was at the small park you two were walking by.
"And I'm so sorry, I know this was a mistake, please don't be mad."
"I would never be mad." She smiles, holding your face. "But you know that this has to stop, right?"
You shake your head no, getting up from the bench. You fry your tears with your sleeves, calming down your urge to cry.
"I'm sorry, Rosy." You say, turning to where she is. "I think I overreacted, sorry you had to see that." You say, smiling.
She wants to talk about your reaction and try to know more because to her, this is not a normal reaction to have.
"It's getting colder. Maybe we should go back." You say before she starts speaking.
She got the hint, you weren't going to talk. She just nods, walking by your side in silence. She didn't want to seem disrespectful by trying to force the words out of you.
Before you enter the house once again, you grab her wrist, looking at her with puppy eyes. "Please don't tell anybody about what happened." You beg.
The last thing you want it to create more problems between Pedri and you.
She nods, placing a hand on your face and squishing your cheek. "Want some cake?" She asks, knowing that will make you happy.
You smile, giving her a small nod. You two walk inside, watching how Pedri, his brother, and father are eating a piece of cake already.
"Did you even leave us any?" Rosy jokes.
"A little bit only." Fer jokes.
You enjoyed a piece of cake with them, Rosy and Fernando moved to the kitchen after a while. They were talking and putting everything away, even if you offer help, they denied it.
After a few minutes Pedri moved to where his parents are, taking the plates and cups. You zone out, thinking about the fight.
You can't help but feel hopeless, can it help if you go back to live in separate houses? Can it help if you take a break? Can it help if you go to a counselor?
Maybe.
Maybe not.
"Vamos," Pedri says, handing your things to you.
You frown a little. "I thought we were staying a little bit more." You say, getting up and walking with him to the door.
But he doesn't answer. In fact, he's afraid that if he does, he might say the wrong thing. He just shakes his head, opening the car door for you.
When you get home, he is still in this quiet state. You want to ask, but you prefer for him to be the one telling you what is going on.
"Did you talk to my mom?" He asks.
You turn to where he is, already knowing that a fight is expected. "I mean, we took a walk and talked." You say. "Why?"
"I don't know, maybe because my parents were talking about how you were crying and asking her not to be mad at you." He says in this very deceptive tone.
You grab a napking, cleaning the small drops of coffee you dropped from moving the mug that you left.
"Do you really think moving together was a mistake?" He asks.
"I d-" You pause to think if what you were about to say was the right thing. "I don't know. I think we may have hurried into making that decision."
"So this is it?" He asks, mad at your answer. "I don't think we rushed."
"But we did." You say, wanting to shere what you really feel. "I think we need some time apart. We need to go to counseling or to go back to have our own place."
"You don't want to live here anymore?"
He knew this was coming, but he doesn't say it, maybe because he is afraid, maybe because he feels like his heart is about to explote, maybe because he feels embarrassed that his relationship is failing.
You take a deep breath, knowing that what you are about to do is the hardest thing you've ever done.
But it was necessary.
"No."
Gavi
"Wait, Pablo." You grab his arm, making him stop. "Can you please talk to me?" You ask.
He just frowns, taking his hand and moving your hand. "Vamos." He says, walking over to the car.
You follow him, opening the door and getting on the passenger seat.
"If you are mad, sad, angry, or anything." You say, grabbing his hand. "Can you please tell me?"
He does this thing where he just acts like anything matters, he gets this frown on his face, and he gets quiet.
"Pablo, please." You beg. "Talk to me, anything you want to say, just talk!"
"Do me a favor." He says, taking his hand away from yours. "Please be quiet, I have a headache."
You feel the pain in your heart. You got comfortable on the seat, even when you don't want to be in the same car as him.
You can't keep with this situation, he never shared his feelings, he never shared his thoughts.
It was like fighting someone with your eyes closed. You know nothing about them and you don't know where the next punch is coming from.
You push the seat all the way to the back and bit more down. You know he hates when his seats are moved, he likes to have the same distance between the driver's seat and the passenger seat.
You know that even if he wants to talk, he won't. He will fix it as soon as he can and then continue with this silent treatment trick he pulls.
"I hate when you do this." You say to him. You are done with hiding your feelings just because he hides his own. "If you are mad at me, if you feel like I said something you don't feel comfortable with, if you want me to tone it down, just say it."
The silence continue.
You focus on the busy road, the traffic in Barcelona was crazy tonight. Just what you needed, more time with him in the silente cage.
You think about the day he asked you to be his girlfriend. He used to be someone reserved since the beginning, yes.
But this wall he built to hide his feelings, it was impossible to climb. No matter how hard you tried, no matter how much progress you make. He always finds a way to bring you down to zero.
You turn back to him, his eyes are on the road. You can't think of when all this started, when he started to hide himself.
You used to think that you were happy.
You used to think that you knew him.
But you don't.
You don't want this life, you don't want to have to go the extra mile for him to express his feelings, you don't want to feel like you need to beg him.
"Pull over." You say, undoing your seat belt.
Pablo turns to you, the alarm of the seat belt ringing, alerting him more than it should.
"Are you crazy? We are in the middle of traffic." He says, grabbing your arm with on hand.
"I'm not, just pull over." You say, freeing your arm from his hold. "Please do."
He sees the entrance to a mall, he earns a few honks of the other drivers, but he does not care.
He parks on the first spot he finds. As soon as the car is safe to get off, you try to do it, but the hands of Gavi are stopping you.
"Pablo, let go off me." You calmly say.
"No, I'm not letting you get off." He says, gripping on your arms a little more. "Amor, please."
The look in his eyes is confusing. You can't understand how he goes from full anger and being so closed and then go to begging you with those glossy eyes.
"I can't do this anymore, Pablo." You whisper.
"Don't say that." He begs. "What-, how-, wha-."
He can't even get a sentence without feeling like he's doing something that might make you leave faster.
"Please, suéltame." You say one more time.
"Let me fix thi-"
"No! Pablo, I've tried so hard for so long, but you act as if I'm the enemy." You say, pulling your hands away from him in a very hard pull. "I love you, but I'm tired of feeling as if everything that I do is wrong, as if I'm a bother to you or to your feelings."
He shakes his head, trying to find the right words, but he can't.
"And I begged you, fuck Pablo I've begged you to tell me what's wrong, if I'm doing something." You keep going, expressing everything you feel. "You have no idea what it's like to feel like a bother, and you don't care because clearly you don't mind me feeling like that." You open the door.
He undo his seat belt, running to your side to stop you. "Wait, preciosa, that's not true."
"Move, out of my way." You say, trying to pass over him. "Gavi!"
"No, stop, please, so we can talk." You scuff, trying to go past him. "No!"
"Okay, then tell me something." You say, taking a few steps back. "Are you going to stop being so uptight and start being honest about your feelings with me? I'm tired of being the only one who tries."
"Pero- joder, I don't get why are you so stuck on that!"
You don't need another word. You understood perfectly.
"Pablo, I think it's time for you to leave. I leave by myself." You say, pushing him out of your way.
"Espera," He calls, trying to get you to stay. "Amor, what about us?"
You turn to him, the look in your face is enough to make him shut his mouth.
"There is no us, Gavi."
Ferran
"Do you need help?" Ferran asks, poking your side.
"Stop that." You say, moving his hand away from you. "You already embarrassed me enough during dinner."
"Don't be like that," He says, smirking. "It was fun."
You ignore him, closing the door of the car and leaving him inside.
During this party with his friends, Ferran decided to over shared some not so funny stories about you.
To him and his friends, of course it was funny, because Ferran is used to do that to everybody. He loves to share different stories of moments that made him laugh.
You sometimes feel like Ferran doesn't take anything serious, it's been like that since the beginning.
At first, it was fun.
You can't deny that you find his humor fun, how he didn't take anything that serious. But after some time, you find it nit that funny anymore.
You told yourself that it was because of his work. He needs to be extra serious, and he needs to be concentrated on the field.
It's also that he is an oversharer.
He will share everything with everyone if he is feeling like it. That was something that you feel like in the beginning didn't really matter, but now you feel like sometimes he shares too much.
And you know that when he's home and out with friends, he can be himself. The thing is, he sometimes can't seem the difference between being serious and have an open time for jokes.
"Don't be mad." He says, closing the door after him. "Where are you going?"
"To make some tea."
You walk over to the kitchen, trying to calm yourself down. You don't want to fight with him, not again.
Last time you did, Ferran took it as always. As a joke. Trying to calm the airs with jokes, because in his mind that was going to work with you.
Sometimes you are thankful that Ferran gives you the space you needed. He can't take some situations with the maturity needed, but he knows when to back off.
You stayed on the couch for a little bit, trying to think about what to do with the situation you have on your hands.
You asked Ferran multiple times to take the things with more seriousness. That you needed him to pause his overly good mood for a moment and act like an adult.
You decide to rest the subject and go to bed, you were staying with him for the night. He was playing fifa while talking with his football friends, so you left him alone while he's doing that.
You do the little routine you have while you stay with him. You check your phone after doing the routine. Noticing that your friends were talking about the stories Ferran mentioned, all of them teasing you.
You can't help but get mad again, especially when you noticed that they were talking about something you told Ferran not to tell.
"Ferran, can you come here?" You ask, trying to keep your cool.
He tells the boys that he's going to be off for a few minutes, to not kill him on the game. He leaves his mic off and headsets there, running to the room.
"Si? My team is waiting, tell me." He says, jumping anxious about his game. "What's wrong? Did you forget your cream again?"
You try not to roll your eyes at how desperate he seems to go back to his game. "Stop moving." You say, frustrated at him. "Did you tell our friends about what happened the other day?" You ask, trying to get him to confess first before saying anything.
He thinks for a few moments, "Do you mean the work thing?"
"So you did!" You point at him. "After I told you not to!"
He rolls his eyes, "Baby, they are our friends." He says, smiling at you.
"It doesn't matter, I asked you not to tell, and you did exactly that!"
He doesn't seem to see the problem, he feels like sharing is caring. His friends will share their lives with him and he does too.
"I know, but Miguel had the same experience, and I wanted to let him know that he's not the only one."
"Fer, but that was not something that you could just tell." You explain, trying to remain calm. "That was something that I wanted to keep private and to be able to tell whenever I felt like it. I told you because I trusted you to keep it."
He sighs, "Can you drop it?" He asks. "I have a game to go back to." He point to his game room.
"Perdona?" You ask, not believing that he was acting as if you are the one with the problem.
"My game!" He points. "I'm in the middle of it. Let's drop this, yes I told my friends, yes you are mad but boo hoo, move on!"
You are speechless, he was in this < I don't give a fuck > type of mode, acting like if you can't be mad at him airing your business.
"It's not boo hoo, Ferran." You try to reason with him. "You told everybody something that was mine and only mine to tell. The worst part is that this is not the first time you have done this. Do I have to be more careful now and filter everything I say to you?"
"Why would you? Amor, seriously stop exaggerating."
"No estoy exagerando, Ferran. I'm mad because I trusted you and yet again you ran to your friends and aired my dirty laundry."
"Yet again? Why are you so onto ruin the night <yet again>?" He says, trying to copy your words.
You look over at him, feeling disappointed, Ferran rolled his eyes, walking back to his game room. He doesn't believe he's in the wrong.
You change back into your clothes, putting the stuff you have in the bathroom back in your bag. You are mad and won't spend the night with him.
You call an Uber, waiting for it to be outside, you put your shoes. You grab Ferran's wallet, walking over to the game room.
"I'm leaving. Here's your wallet." You threw it over at the table. "Bye."
He pauses the game. "Espera!" He shouts, cursing under his breath as he shuts down the game. "Wait, don't leave."
You turn to him, his face showing regret. "I'm tired, Fer." You say, feeling like you are the bad one.
"But tired of what? Are you seriously mad about me talking with my friends? Are you that dramatic?"
"Yes, I am seriously mad. Yes, I am dramatic because you keep kissing and telling, and I'm not up for that." You say, opening the front door of his house.
You feel his hand grabbing your arm. He then blocks the door that goes to the street. "You can't leave."
"I can. In fact, I am leaving." You take his hand away from you, trying to walk out of his house. "Move."
"Look, I know I fucked up, but you know how I am."
"And that's not an excuse anymore." You say, moving him to open the door.
Just in time, the Uber pulled to the driveway.
"I made so many excuses for you, but I'm over it, Ferran. And for you to tell me that I'm being dramatic and exaggerating? Sorry, but I'm out."
"You are seriously going to break up with me over something I said?"
You look back at him. "I will. In fact, im doing it." You say, opening the door of the Uber. "But don't worry, go tell your friends about it."
Fermin
"Be careful." Fermin says, grabbing your hand as you walk back inside the house.
You try to let his hand go, failing miserable as he thinks it is because you are falling and grabs you by the waist.
You are coming from a doctors appointment, and Fermin is treating you as if you just came back from war or something.
"Fer, you're making me feel hot." You say, trying to give him a hint. "Can I have some water?" You ask him.
He nods, running to the kitchen to get you that glass of water.
Something you and Fermin always talk about is that he sometimes doesn't know how to give you your space. You need to have your own time to de-stress from everything.
But he's more into long hugs from the moment he sees you to the moment you say goodbye, or even if you're in bed, sleeping over at his or yours, he will have his arms around you, one lg over yours.
You like that, love that your boyfriend is clingy. The things is...
Fermin is more than clingy, he is obsessed with you to the point he will want to hold your hand when driving, when out, when in.
He will want to hold you all the time, even suggesting a warm bath so he can cuddle you inside the bathtub.
It was amazing, you love your boyfriend.
What wasn't so amazing were the fights because he was mad that you needed your space. Meaning you need him away, meaning you hated him and you wanted him to get lost...
Or that was what was happening inside his mind.
You talked about space with him, being able to do your things, to be able to have your moments. To read in peace, to eat without holding his hand, to be in bed on your side without his arms.
"Here it is, princesa." He says, handing you the glass of water.
Pau
You feel him hugging you from behind. You feel yourself cringe at the overwhelming feeling. You hate yo feel that way, but sometimes you can't take the full clingyness.
"Let's get ready for tonight?" You ask, trying to act as if you want to go upstairs. "We need to be ready for Pablo's dinner"
"That means I have to go home, I wanted to watch a movie."
"Fer, our houses are literally three minutes away. You'll be fine."
He pouts, giving your forehead a kiss. "I'll pick you up, okay?" He asks, making you nod. "See you in a bit."
You feel lighter when Fermin left. Sometimes you want to be able to tell him yo give you space without sounding like a bitch.
You had plenty of time to take a shower and prepare for the dinner. It was a simple party with his football friends and even some masía friends from his junio era.
You watch an episode of your show before doing anything. Picking a simple outfit after a shower, some light makeup just because you want to hide the bags under your eyes.
You hear the doorbell just in time, grabbing your bag and praying the last bid of perfume. You find Fermin waiting for you outside, a smile on his face.
"Let's go!" You smile.
During the trip from your house to Gavi's house, Fermin didn't let your hand go. Using every red light as an opportunity to kiss your hand of cheek.
When you arrive you try your best to say hi to everyone. Finding it kind of hard as Fermin was grabbing your hips, keeping you by his side.
"Venga, Fer. Let's go get some food, let the ladies talk." Gavi tells him, pulling him by the shirt.
You thank Gavi, making the ladies at the table laugh. They all tease you about how much Fermin spend next to you.
You can't get mad, you know that it's true and you kind of find it funny too. Plus, the jokes are light, and nobody is insulting you or hurting you or fermin with the jokes.
"So, changing the topic." Gavi's girlfriend says. "Are we taking that trip to Ibiza? Because I need to confirm the airbnb."
"Oh, yes." Laura, Dani's girlfriend, says. "I have the itinerary, I just need to change some things based on our budget."
"Let's keep it budget friendly." You say. "Last time we spent enough to live a lifetime." You laugh.
"Yes, but I loved it." Laura says. "I'm sending you the unedited itinerary. We can see right now what to change."
Fermin, Gavi, and Dani walk back to the table. All of them are carrying food for their girlfriend.
"What are you ladies talking about?" Dani asks, placing Laura's food in front of her.
"Oh, nothing." Laura smirks. "Only our little Ibiza trip, but we promise to be good this time."
"Joder, I'm still in debt after last trip." Gavi jokes, making his girlfriend hit his arm. "Es broma!"
"When are you leaving?" Pedri asks, sitting down with you.
"I think next week, because we talked about it for like a month before finally saying yes five minutes ago." You answer.
"Wait, you are going too?" Fermin whispers to you.
"Obvio." You whisper back. "Thanks for the food."
You continue the talk with everybody else. Talking about different things. What you didn't notice was how Fermin was quiet.
He was kind of mad that you didn't shared the fact that you wanted to go to Ibiza with your friends.
He was planning on using those days to take you somewhere, so you could spend more days together and have a nice mini vacay.
After dinner, Fermin and you helped Gavi and his girlfriend with the cleaning. You hugged them goodbye and went back to Fermin's car.
You find weird how he is kind of quiet and not holding your hand like he's used to. Maybe he's tired, you think.
"Do you want me to make you that food you like?" You ask him. "You told me your parents are coming, and I'm thinking that your mom also likes that plate."
"Why didn't you tell me about the trip?" He asks.
You frown. "Because I don't know?" You chuckle. "I thought I wasn't going to go. That's why."
"I was thinking of taking you on a little vacation." He explains. "But you ruined the plan."
"How did I ruin it?" You ask confused.
"Because you are leVing with your friends and leaving me behind."
You try to understand how is this your fault and why was he so mad.
"Fer, what are you even talking about? We are going for a weekend, I'm not moving there." You explain calmly. "And we are together all the time. We are together after training, at night when you come here for dinner or breakfast, on the weekends. Shit, we are together right now!"
You don't get why he was so mad at you. It was a normal thing that you and the girls would pick a weekend to spend time away from the games, the crazy fans and the routine.
"But I wanted us to spend some time, but thanks for ruining it." He says in a very bad tone. "You don't appreciate what I do for you."
"Fermin, are we really doing this?" You ask, still surprised that he was acting this way.
"Si, I'm honestly mad that you think this is not important."
"I never said that." You fight back, done with his attitude. "But you say < you are leaving me > as if I'm never with you. I've talked about how sometimes I think we need to have our own time. This is part of your own time. You went with Gavi and Ansu to Sevilla during your free days and I never complained."
"Oh, so you were going to?"
You stop fighting at that point, he wanted to be the right one in this fight. "You know what, let's calm down. We can talk about this tomorrow."
"You always do this, I try to spend time with you and be a good boyfriend. But you can't appreciate it."
You only roll your eyes, walking to the kitchen to grab a glass of water. "Whatever." You whisper.
"I want you to cancel the trip." He says, walking over to where you are. "If you really appreciate me and everything I do for you, cancel it, and let's go ourselves on a trip."
You can't help but laugh. "No." You shake your head while chuckling. "I'm not going to cancel anything, and if I do, it won't be because I'm going on one with you."
"Cancel it ot we are over." He says, angry face.
You feel this pain in your heart. You know Fermin is exaggerating, but him pulling this macho move is not setting right with you.
"Okay, close the door on your way out."
"I'm sorry I'm late." Pau says as soon as you open your house door. "We can still go out to eat."
You smile at him. "Actually, my dad came home with some burgers, and I ate one thinking you were going to not come."
"Oh," He says, scratching the back of his neck. "I'm sorry."
"It's okay," you say, hugging him. "I understand that you had to go to a meeting with your coach."
"Can we talk?" He asks.
You know where this is going, and honestly, you are thankful that it's him the one who's starting it.
"Want to go for a walk?" You ask. "My parents are in the living room." You explain.
He nods, taking your hand. You close the door after taking the keys from the key holder. You gab his arm, giving him a kiss on the shoulder.
"How was your night?" You ask, trying to make the conversation flow.
"It was good, Hansi gave us a big speech about how we need to not lack and to be better."
"That's amazing." You smile. "I'm happy that you are doing well on everything."
"How was your night?" He asks, giving you hand a kiss. "Apart from the obvious." He says, referring to him being late.
"Hey, about that." You say, thinking about him. "Did you eat anything?"
"Not much." He confess. "I'm really sorry. I was so late that you had to eat at home and now out like we talked about."
"Honestly, I get it." You shrug. "You are busy, and I ate burgers, so I'm fine."
He smiles, giving you a kiss. "Can we take a seat?" He asks, making you nod. "I really need to talk to you about something."
You smile, trying not to cringe.
"I really like you, you have no idea." He smiles, grabbing your hands. "But I'm really in a place where I can't give you the time I want to give you." He explains. "I want to be able to take you to dinner on time, I want to be able to take you out for more than just my games."
"Pau," you interrupt. "Listen, I know where this is going, and I think that as much as this is hurting. I think it's the best for the best of us."
He hugs you. "I'm really sorry." He says, sounding like he regrets already starting the conversation. "I love you, but I can't let this continue and let you hate me."
"Oh, baby." You chuckle. "I would never hate you, I would probably create a gossip page about you and share your deepest secrets but I won't hate you." You joke.
He laughs, "I really love you." He smiles, grabbing your face. "And I'm sorry this is going the way it is. I promise that if you give me a change, I can do better, maybe not now but in the future."
Summary: You convince your boyfriend to do a tik tok with you.
Warnings: cursing.
Barca Boys x Influencer!reader
Pedri
"Okay, are you ready?" You ask, placing the phone against the table napking holder.
Pedri nods, checking his hair on the screen. "Vale, all I have to say is" He pauses, thinking what your explained to him. "Qué cosa era?"
You laugh at him. Explaining the game to him. "Didn't you get it?" You ask him, earing a nod from him.
You turn on your ring light that powers from your phone. Fixing the time on the tik tok and checking if you look presentable.
You turn to Pedri. laughing at his worried face. "If you don't want to, we don't have to." You say, grabbing his face and kissing his cheek.
"Is not that." He sighs. "Es que tu sabe' que el inglés no es lo mio" He makes a face. (You know that English is not my thing)
"We can do it in Spanish." You smile.
He smiles, happy that you offer him to make the video in Spanish just for him to feel comfortable. "Gracias, amor. But I think I can handle this."
You kiss his lips before turning to the phone. "Okay, in three, two, one." You say, pressing the record button.
"We listen, we don't judge" You both say.
Pedri looked at you and laughed. You smile and try not to laugh with him.
"Okay, after our first date, I actually Google you cause I thought your name was Ferran." You laugh.
Pedri's mouth formed a perfect "o" He tried to argue, but you stopped him.
"We listen." You say to him, pointing a finger. "Not judge."
"But how am I supposed to not judge you?" He asked, trying not to follow your laugh. "Ferran? Seriously."
"Okay, listen." You say to the camera. "Not that I was expecting Ferran, but in my defense, I didn't knew his number or name, so when they showed me your picture, I just went with the only name I remembered from Barca Boys."
"Ah vale vale, that makes sense." He says, understanding now. "Vale, mi turno. I lost the necklace you gave me in our first anniversary and blamed Fer."
It's your time to be surprised. You loved that necklace so much. "I-"
"We listen, we don't judge." He says, smiling.
You shake your head while chuckling. The way he's smiling at the camera like an innocent child.
"Remember the first time you cooked for me?" You ask him, smiling.
He nods, happy about the memory of that day. "Sip" He nods.
"Yes, I got super sick thanks to that and never told you." You say, covering your mouth.
"In that case, I feel the need to tell you that it was Ferran the one who helped me and cooked." Pedri says.
You two look at each other, bursting out laughing after a few seconds. You even had to pause the video because of how hard you two were laughing.
You wait a little bit until your laugh gets calmer. You look at Pedri, waiting for him to finish chuckling.
You began recording again. "Do you have any other thing to say?" You ask, looking at him with a smirk.
"I judged you."
Ferran
"Okay, so we are going to do the 'We listen, we don't judge', you have to tell me something that you never told me and I can't judge you." You explain to him, camera already recording.
"Entiendo," He says, nodding. "I pretend I don't see Roma's poop so you pick it up." He smiles.
You blink at him a few times. "Mother fuck-"
"I also-"
"Okay, wait." You say, covering his mouth with your hand. "My turn, Fer!" You laugh.
"Remember the Spiderman your sister gifted you a few years ago?" You ask, biting your nail.
He nods, not thinking bad about your words. He's trying to think of his next move.
"I was the one who gave it to roma." You whisper.
Ferran was ready to argue. That was his favorite toy and even when it's all fucked up by the teeth of his dog, he kept it.
"We listen, we don't judge." You say, smiling at the camera.
You are ignoring Ferran's eyes, but the way he's looking at you with his mouth open.
"Okay, we listen, we don't judge." He says.
He then humms, trying to think of something.
"Oh!" He says, smiling. "When I broke your mother's lamp and I blamed you for it while you were on the bathroom."
"I was grounded for a month." You say to him in a stern tone.
"Te quiero." He says, batting his eyelashes and kissing your temple.
"Te quiero más." You say back. "Okay. We listen, we don't judge." You roll your eyes.
He laughs at your half mad face. He finds your expressions very cute. Like he says, it's hard for him to take your mad expression serious, because it's too cute.
"I threw the shark sandals Pedri got you." You say. "I hated them."
"My sharks!" He shouts. "I thought I left them at the hotel."
You laugh like a villain in a movie. Watching him being sad about his shark sandals. The beloved gift pedri gave him.
"If we are playing like that." He says. "I use your expensive shampoo every time I'm here." He smiles in a cynical way.
"The one I saved up for?" You open your eyes as plates.
"I even double wash." He smirks. "We listen, we don't judge."
He grabs the phone, smiling at the camera and posing like he is taking a selfie. He feels the pride of "winning" the game with the information he just gave you.
"I'm selling your nudes on Twitter."
His hand goes down, and now the angle is the toilet and the shower instead of the two of you.
"Do I look good in them?"
"Ferran!"
Gavi
"Do we have to?" He whines.
"Just a few, Pablito." You say, making puppy eyes to him.
"Only three?" He asks.
"Five!"
"Four!"
You nod, sticking the phone in the mirror. You check the time and everything. You press record, Gavi has this pout that makes you giggle.
"Okay, ready?" You ask him.
He sighs. "We listen, we don't judge." You two say.
"Want to start?" You ask him, making him nod. "Go ahead."
"Joder," He rolls his eyes. "When I'm lazy and I don't feel like load the dishwasher, but I'm hungry and want a snack. I eat almost everything but a small peace so when you finish it, you'll have to load the dishwasher."
The way his now smirking, feeling a little less worried about the camera recording.
You chuckle. "Okay, that's not that bad."
"We listed, we don't judge." You say together.
"When I don't want to go out with my friends, I blame it on you being too clingy to let me go out." You smile.
Pablo lifts his head, eyes about to pop out from surprise.
"Y/n!" He says. "Joder, you told me that I was crazy for saying your friends kinda hate me."
"They don't." You caress his cheek. "Kinda don't."
"Ughh," He snort.
"We listen and we don't judge."
"Venga, when we play fifa, I change your lineup so I can win." He says, proud of himself. "And the best part is that you can't judge me! Ha!"
You open your mouth in a "o".
"We listen, we don't judge." He says, smiling.
"When you start to snore at night, I cover your mouth and nose, so you wake up and stop doing that."
He just shakes his head, laughing at you.
"We listen and we don't judge."
"Sometimes when you ask me to kiss you, and I kiss your cheeks and head. It's because I don't want you to leave me your gloss on the lips."
"I can fix that." You say.
"No, don't." He smiles. "I think you look amazing with that lip gloss." He winks.
You shake your head, blushing a little. "We listen and we don't judge."
"I sometimes annoy you because I love when you get mad."
"Can I judge?" He asks.
"No." You say.
"We listen and we don't judge."
"I don't like how you hurry me in the mornings." He frowns. "I'm slow, let me be."
"Okay, next time they don't let you play cause you were late, don't tell me about it." You say in a sassy tone.
"You are like." He pauses, faking a sad voice. "Judging me."
Fermin
"Lista, bebé?" He asks, excited to do this trend with you for your tik tok.
"Okay, one, two, three." You count and start recording.
"We listen, we don't judge."
"When we cuddle, I like to be the little spoon because your hair tickles me." He says.
You find that cute and funny at the same time, chuckling and giving him a kiss.
"That's cute, I don't know."
"We listen and we don't judge."
"When I help you around and load the laundry. I once stained three of your shirts, and I threw them away because I was embarrassed."
"The ones I got in Ibiza?" He asks.
You nod, your cheeks kind of red.
"I won't judge." He says.
"We listen, we don't judge."
"I broke your favorite blush and blamed our dog." He says, trying to cover his mouth and hide his smirk.
"I knew it!" You point at him.
"We listen, we don't judge." He says, laughing.
"Oh my god!" You snort, rolling your eyes. "I don't like the way you cook my eggs." You confess, making a face.
"We listen, we don't judge." He says. "I don't like your famous spaghetti."
You gasped. That was the best thing, in your opinion, you have ever cooked.
"But I cooked that for our anniversary dinner." You say, worried face.
"I mean, it's not bad, but I don't love it."
"We listen, we don't judge."
"I once drove over a package you forgot at the garage and pretended it was never delivered." He says, a little scared about your reaction.
"Was that the Christmas decorations I fought UPS for?" You ask, not believing he did that to you.
"It was a mistake." He smiles like an innocent kid.
"We listen, we don't judge."
"I hit your car while I was out buying groceries for you. It was with a supermarket car." You whisper.
It's his turn to gasp. He tries his best not to judge you.
"We listen, we don-"
"Wait!" He says, thinking a little into your last confession. "You went out for groceries like two hours ago!"
Summary: You do your yearly Holiday Vlog, but this time you have a special guest.
Warnings: cursing, christmas celebration (for those who don't celebrate)
Pedri
"Okay, so the set is not the usual." You say, stating the obvious. "We are in my car, and we are going to my boyfriend's house to prepare some Christmas dishes." You explain.
You check if you have everything for the dishes you promised Pedri to do with Fer and him. You were going to make cookies, banana bread, Rosy's recipe of a canarian dessert, and more.
"So I have everything we need, I'll just need willingness from my boyfriend to be able to cook four Christmas dishes." You chuckle.
You talk about your adventure buying everything. Basically doing a voice-over because you'll place some clips over the voice.
You call Pedri as you are outside his house. He and Fer walk out to help you bring the ingredients inside and to the kitchen.
"Ven aquí." Pedri says, leaving the things in the counter and then turning to you to give you a hug. "Ready to spend the best christmas ever?"
You nod, giving him a kiss. "Are you ready to be my vlog partner?" You ask, separating and pointing at him with the camera. "Some words, pepi?"
He thinks for a while. "We are going to make banana bread, and we are going to kiss under the mistletoe." He smiles, giving a thumbs up.
You chuckle, putting the camera down and giving him a kiss. "Te amo."
"Yo más." He smiles and goes back to your lips. "Let's make some yummy dishes."
You organize the ingredients in his kitchen. Fer printed out some steps on what to do, you'll edit the clips to make them look aesthetic.
"Do we need to not mention something or what?" He asks, looking at you while you positipn the camera.
"You can say all you want, I'll edit it out." You smile. "Ready?"
He nods, positioning next to you on the frame. "Do I have to say something?"
"Want to say hi and tell what we are doing?" You ask, pressing recording.
He blushes lightly. "Vamo' a hacer pan de platano, unas galletas y vamos a hacer un postre canario que los va a dejar niquelaos." (We are going to make banana bread, cookies, and a canarian dessert that is going to make your brain blow)
You smile. "We are going to begin with the banana bread." You smile. "Thankfully, Pedri's brother Fer printed us the recipes with very detailed steps."
"Perfecto!" He says. "And we have the famous platanos de Canarias." He shows them. "I got them for free." He laughs.
You giggle. You start to read the instructions, following the steps with him. Pedri was so enthusiastic about it.
You two make all the recipes, taking a good time but being happy about being able to make it together and to be spending quality time together.
"We are going to load the dishwasher and wait for everything to cool." You smile. "Thank you, guys. I love you all. Pedri and I wish you a happy holiday and to those who celebrate a merry christmas."
You turn the camera off, taking the break time to charge the battery. You help Pedri load the dishwasher and place some clean dishes in their respective areas.
You feel two cold hands and a kiss on your neck. "Do you want to order some food and maybe watch something while we wait?" He asks, giving you more kisses.
You say yes to him. He grabs your hands and walks with you to his room. His parents are in Tenerife, and Fer is busy playing.
You order something and cuddle with him in bed. The movie and food were good. "Thank you for doing this vlog with me." You whisper, kissing his nose.
"Don't thank me." He giggles. "I love doing this stuff with you. Te amo."
"Te amo, Pepi."
Ferran
"Hola, Ferran here." He says into the camera. "And this is Y/n." He points at you.
You wave to the camera, hugging him by the neck and giving him a kiss. "Hi, guys."
"Today, we are going to buy some last-minute presents." He explains. "This happened because someone lost the gif-"
"He did." You interrupted him. "But we are not going to point fingers to anyone." You smile.
He scuffs. "Okay, so we are going to the mall, but before this is our outfit of the day." He smiles, placing the camera and getting a full picture of your outfits. "Go." He instructed you.
You smile at him, looking at him with lovey eyes. "I'm wearing a The North West jacket, I have Ferran's t-shirt under." You open your jacket a little, showing the t-shirt. "I have a pair of thermal leggings, some fuzzy socks from primark, and my boots are from ugg." You finish.
"My jacket is from Off White." Ferran says. "My polo shirt, same as my baby." He smiles to you. "Some cargos from I don't know and my jordans. I also will be wearing this over my mouth because I don't want to be recognized."
He grabs the camera, grabbing your hand and walking. He was loving taking over the vlogs, he loves being able to share more than he does in social media.
"We are going to get his sister and mother something and also we are getting a Christmas outfit for him." You say.
You two began your adventure with Ferran explaining everything you are doing. He likes taking the chance to make your channel his own.
"Pick this or that." He says.
You focus on the options. "That."
He makes a face. "Okay, this." He smiles, placing the item into the basket.
You move the camera to focus on yourself. "This is why I have trust issues." You pout.
You two move from buying the gifts to get his outfit. You explain to the camera that Ferran is someone who's very simple with his outfits, so this time, he allowed you to be the one to dress him.
"This is a, what is it called?" He asks you. "Impress dress." He says.
"Dress to impress, my love." You giggle. "Okay, so pick a store."
He thinks for a few moments, grabbing your hand and walking over to this store where you can get an ugly Christmas sweater.
"Do you want this?" You point to the sweaters. "Ferran, amor." You laugh.
"We can match ugly sweaters."
You nod, not wanting to end his happy grin. You search with him, he then sees something he likes.
"If I find your size, we are wearing this for Christmas night." He smiles.
You look at the ugliest sweater you have ever seen, but the way your boyfriend is smiling. You turn the recording back on, sighing.
"Guys, it seems like Ferran and I have our christmas outfits ready!" You say with a happy voice.
Gavi
"Do I look good?" He asks, checking himself in the small screen. "Is my hair alright?"
You smirk, h used to be so shy at the sight of the camera, and now he's used to it.
"You look good." You smile at him, fixing a string of hair that's looking weird. "I love the way your outfit looks, Pablito."
"We are matching." He giggles, hugging you by the waist. "What are we talking about in this vlog?"
"Just giving a small recap of our day, maybe a clip of us opening the gifts, and that's that." You explain. "Is that okay?"
He nods, understanding that you cut your vlog short because of him. Since you started dating, you changed your vlogging style. Trying to keep him out of it for the most part.
Pablo is not someone who likes cameras, even when his life revolves around cameras that picture hik from every angle while he plays.
He's not mad at the pictures you ask, and you keep to yourself or the memories you capture in video but never show to anybody.
He sometimes gets uncomfortable with the overexposure that people put him through, and he rejects the small moments you try to show him.
After some time, he got used to the idea of you being a vlogger. He likes the idea, actually. It was fun to see a recap of your day when he was away.
"Okay, my pumpkins," you say to the camera. "I'm over at my boyfriend's home. We are spending this Christmas together, and we have quite a tight schedule."
"Very tight." He remarks.
You chuckle at that. "And we are going to have dinner with his family, we will play some Christmas games and then open the gifts."
"Let's go eat," He shouts excitedly. "Vamoooos"
You show a very happy Gavi. You cut to the camera, walking with him to the kitchen. You charge the camera while eating with his family.
You have a nice talk with his parents and sister. You love them so much. Aurora and you planned on doing a small battle of building gingerbread houses.
You get everything set up. It was between Pablo Sr, Belen, Aurora, and you. Aurora's boyfriend, Pablo's grandma, and Pablo were the judges.
"Amor, come here." Gavi calls you. You see him with your camera on his hands. "We need to film this."
You smile at him, never thinking he would be the one starting the camera. "Pumpkins, we are doing this competition of building gingerbread houses." You explain. "Gavi, here. He's going to be the judge, and believe me when I tell you that he's not going to favor me."
He shakes his head no at your statement. "I'm a fair judge." He says, very serious tone.
You show the gingerbread building boxes, showing that each of them has a name. Gavi shows his family and asked them in a scale of 1 to 10 how confident they felt.
The competition began, you were never the best at building things, so obviously it was kind of messy.
Aurora, on the other hand, looked like an expert. Doing everything flawlessly. Your house was kind of tilted, and you can tell that it was not made with love.
After a fun, frustrating, but very full of love experience. It was time to judge. Gavi took the time to film the house and ask for an explanation.
"Y/n," He sighs. "Explain to us your very interesting architecture." He laughs.
"It's a modern and very revolutionary way of construction. Not for rockies." You joke.
The time of judging began, Gavi took the camera with him and filmed the audio of him and the judges picking the winner.
Obviously, it was not your almost destroyed house, you laugh when he offered you a peppermint candy as a consolation prize.
"If it makes you feel better, I voted for you." He smiles, hugging your waist.
"It actually makes it all better." You say, kissing him.
Fermin
Fermin is someone kind of shy. I think describing him is easy because he's not someone who's overly a sharer, but he's also not the shy and low profile guy.
When you explain to him that you were a youtuber and that you have a very successful vlogmas, that involved you doing different things during Christmas as decorations, gift shopping, outfits, different dishes.
He was confused because he didn't really got it. It was after that date that he ran home and searched your name in the YouTube search bar.
Your videos were very popular. It was a yearly series where you shared how you planned to decorate, how you were going to wrap your gifts, the usual.
He fell in love with how much you enjoyed doing these vlogs. At the same time, it was funny when he was away for games to see your vlogs and feel like he never left.
"This is the third time we tried to film this video, guys." You laugh. "The first time, Fermin lay down on the couch and fell asleep while I was getting the gifts."
"I love that couch." He says.
"The second time, we lost all the scissors. Turns out they were under the couch." You say, pointing at the different scissors.
"So, welcome to our vlog. Today, Fermin and I are going to wrap all the gifts we got for our family and friends."
"And before you say <oh, but what if they see it?> we got it covered, don't worry." He explains.
You love how he's now a vlog master, always taking over you when you needed the help.
"Okay, we have a dilema because my proposal was using the red wrapping for family and the green for friends."
"And I think that it's better if we do a white wrapping for family, green for close friends and red for other friends."
You two think for a while, you let him have his way and take his idea for wrapping. "We have two different wrapping paper of each color, so pick one."
"I want this for mom, this for dad and this for my brother." He says, picking one that is not even on the pile.
"That's not even an option." You say, pouting.
"Well, it is now." He smirks. Placing the wrapping out of your reach. "Pick yours." He says.
You do, picking the wrapping and selecting the gifts. You placed a lawyer of newspaper so the boxes weren't see-through, and you could show how you are wrapping the gifts.
You explained to Fermin how to do it since he had never wrapped anything before. It was a small tutorial for him.
Fermin was talking about a story of him and his family during the holidays. He was concentrated but also doing his storytelling job.
You were so happy to see him being so lost into the camera. He loved being with you at your daily vlogs, and he was from now on your new vlog buddy.
After a few tries and some not very cute wrappings, he grabs a small box, trying to be sneaky about it.
"Need help?" You ask him.
"No, no. Go back to your gifts." He says quickly, hiding the box. "No peaking." He says, pushing you to your side of the station.
You laugh at him, watching him being all secretive with what is obvious your gift. You let him do himself and finish his wrapping.
"Look, this one looks good." He says, proud of his very rough wrapped gift.
You clap your hands, happy for him. It was a hard-working wrapping, and you were not going to discourage it.
"Me encanta, Fer." You smile, grabbing his cheeks and kissing him.
Summary: A compilation of the type of boyfriend I think Ferran would be ✨️
Warnings: cursing.
A/N: @11fer here's your credits 🤨
He's the type to give you random gifts when he's away during a game, always saying <just because>
"Hey, are you already on your way to uni?" He asks.
"I mean, I'm almost out the door. Why?"
"Oh, nothing." He giggles. "Just wondering."
You frown at his giggles. "Okay, weirdo." You laugh. "How was the flight? Did you eat anything?"
"I shared a sandwich with Pedri."
"Of course you did." You roll your eyes while smiling. There's no day this man wouldn't do anything with his work wife named Pedri. "Was it good?"
"Meh."
You talk with him while you check your bag one last time. You grab your house and car keys. He hears your front door and your car door closing.
"Hey, do me a favor."
"Dime, amor." You say, switching to the car speakers so you can place everything you have in the seat next to you without having to have your phone in hand.
"Check the backseat for me."
"What?" You ask, confused at his request.
You turn, finding the cutest basquet. It has your favorite snack, the lip kit you mentioned you were thinking of buying, a small plushy, and some jewelry goodies.
"Ferran, why?"
He sighs, "Just because." He says.
He's the type to come up with a special sign for a goal celebration.
"If I score, it will be yours." He smiles at you.
You were laying next to him. Talking about what the next game would be like, how he feels and all that.
"I'll hold you to that word." You chuckle.
The silence fell in the room. You are enjoying the peace of just the two of you. While he was thinking about the goal.
When sira and him were together, he did the "s" for her. It was their thing. Not like it was a unique thing. Any footballer that has a girlfriend or partner chose that celebration.
But he didn't want to do the same. First it was basic, not that what he did for sira was basic, but the celebration was... is still.
He thought about doing something else, but how would you know that is meant for you?
"We don't have a celebration." He says, interrupting the silence.
You open your eyes, turning your head to the side. You find his worried eyes.
"We don't have what?"
"A goal celebration for us."
You don't find what the big deal is. He can literally stick his tongue out and you'll he proud either way.
"Well, what about my initial."
"No." He shakes his head. "We need something unique, something ours."
You move your hand to where his cheek is. "Then let's think of one." You say.
You spend the rest of the night preparing your special celebration. He wanted it to be perfect. To be yours truly.
He's possessive so he would give you each kit the team has during the season with his name on the back.
"And this is from the second half against Real Betis." He says, giving you the recently washed jersey.
You look at him and then at the already full drawer of his jerseys. The number of jerseys you have is growing with every game he plays.
You tried to lower the number by donating some of the jerseys to a foundation that used them to get founds.
You obviously told Ferran, who signed the jerseys before giving them back to you.
Then he was injured, so there were no jerseys that needed to be placed in the drawer. No accumulation.
When he got back, it began again. He took the jersey home, washed it and then handed it to you.
And it was the same ritual, he would visit you the night before a game, he would pick a random jersey and then you would use it.
"How do you know it's from that game?" You ask curious. "It looks like any other jersey it's there."
He gives you this excuse of why he would know that the jersey you are now holding is from that specific game.
"I have a Pedri jersey." You say, moving to grab the jersey. "He gave it to me to take to the foundation, and I forgot it here." You explain.
He shakes his head, grabbing the jersey from your hands and throwing it to the small trash can you have in your room.
"Ferran!" You say, getting up and trying to move to save the jersey.
Your actions were interrupted by him pulling you by your hand and making you hit his chest. He then grabs his jersey, moving your arms up and pulling the jersey through your head.
You are confused at everything. "What are you doing?" You ask, moving the hair from your face. "Are you crazy?" You ask, looking at him with a frown.
He grabs your face, kissing your lips. His big hands are locking you in place, one on your waist and the other one in the back of your head.
The air was running low for you. He could go for ages, being a footballer has its benefits.
You push him lightly. He then moves his lips to your cheeks and chin, kissing it sweetly.
"Ferran, stop." You say. "What is going on?" You chuckle.
"You don't need any other player's name on your back." He says, grabbing your chin and making you lock eyes with him. "Only mine." He smiles, pecking your lips.
When he's drunk, specially in the club, at a party. Hes very clingy and is all over you.
"I want one last shot." Ferran says, placing his face on your shoulder. "Maybe vodka."
You can barely understand him. He has the drunk accent that was making you laugh.
"No, amor." You shake your head. "No more shots." You pout.
He pouts too, hugging your waist and moving his head a little more upwards, being able to kiss your neck and jawline.
"The last one." He begs. "Por favor."
You shake your head again, moving your arms to hug him. "You are drunk, baby." You remind him. "Let's take it easy."
He pouts again, burrying his face in your neck. You smile at the very clingy and baby attitude he's putting.
You keep the conversation with your friend, who's smirking at how funny Ferran looks. They all were used to him being like that as soon as he gets to a tipsy state.
It's very well known between friends and family that Ferran needs to always have some type of contact.
Now try to get that to a higher level, and you'll get how he is when he's drunk. He likes to hug you by the waist, he likes to give you neck kisses, he likes to kiss your lips in a sloppy way.
After a good ten minutes of him just hugging you like a baby, he decides to try one more time. "A shot, please." He says, puppy eyes.
You roll your eyes. "Fine, wait for me here." You say, getting out of his hold and getting up.
"Can I go with you?" He asks, whiny voice.
The way his hand is grabbing yours, scared of you walking away from him. It was so sweet yet so funny.
"I'll be only a few feet away, amor." You explain, pointing to the bartender. "Two minutes."
He shakes his head, getting up from his seat and walking with you to the bartender. You ask him to turn and to check if your friend is following.
While he is distracted, you ask for a shot of water. The bartender smiles at you and gives you exactly that.
"Here's your vodka." He says, winking at you with a funny face. "A lemon?"
"Grab your lemon." You say to Ferran.
He does, adding salt. You hand him the shot, and he acted as if it was burning him. "That was good but disgusting."
You thank the bartender, you walk back to your place. He seats first and then he pulled you into his lap.
Your back is sticked to his chest, and his arms are locking you in place. You turn and give him a kiss. It was easy since his head was placed in between your neck.
You can feel the heat that emanates from him. The warmth of his cheek over your skin was comforting.
He trusts you so much. Not only in the relationship but with everything, literally everything.
"So," He says, grabbing your attention as you write something on the computer. "I have something to tell you."
You nod, paying attention to him. You humm so he could continue with his story.
"You remember that I told you about Eric and that girl?" He asks, folding the laundry.
You nod, closing the laptop. You want to know the rest of that uncontinued story. "Yes, what about it?"
"Well, she's back, but turns up she's a" He turned his head to his left and then to the right. "Escort." He whispers
Your eyes open so much. "No!" You say surprised. "How did you find out?"
"He called her to meet again, and when they were done fucking, she tell him that she needs to leave and if he has the money."
You cover your mouth. "That's bananas." You laugh.
"Not only that." He interrupts your laugh.
"Oh my gosh." You sigh. "What else?"
He smirks, finishing with the last t-shirt. "She gave him crabs."
"Tell me this is a joke!" You say, shocked with the information.
"No, Pedri had to threw the towell he was using so nobody would use it once they took it to clean it."
You two keep talking about the subject a little bit more. You even change the subject to what he wants for dinner and that it was his turn to cook.
"Oh, and my mom has a boyfriend." He says, placing the plate of food in front of you.
"Qué?"
He's the type to be always loud and energetic.
"Mi mujer me estaba llamando pero yo no contesté." He sings while he's changing.
You can hear his singing from your office, you shake your head no as you go back to your email.
"Yo tengo un problema de alcohol, yo no sé porqué soy así." He keeps singing as he walks down the hallway. "Amor, I'm leaving." He says.
You lift your eyes from the screen to his. "Adiós, amor." You smile. "Have a nice training, love you." You send him a kiss.
You then go back to the reading as he walks down the stairs. Just when you think the house would be silent and calm you head him yell.
"Be ready at four, I'm taking you out."
You close your eyes, breathing deeply as you think that everybody in the neighborhood heard your plans.
"Amor!" He yells again. "Did you hear me?"
"I think the neighbors heard you as well." You say in an elevated tone.
It was enough for him to hear, but not enough to bother others.
"Vale, adiós." He yells again.
You shake your head. Trying not to laugh at him.
As the day passes and the hour of your date comes, you prepare for it. You change into something more appropriate and wait for him to pick you up.
When he's outside, he lets you know. You find his car and a smily Ferran looking at you.
"You look gorgeous." He says, opening the door for you. "Love you."
"Love you too." You say, giving him a kiss.
The drive consisted of him telling you all about his training session, how he bothered Pedri, and his small gym session.
At the restaurant he ordered for the two of you. Something he sometimes does. It was well appreciated because you don't always know what to order.
"So then we find them together in the janitors closet." You say, telling him a story from your work.
He laughs, but not a normal laugh. He's laughing so hard that even the others turn to see him. Some smiling at how happy he looks and other looking at him with a wtf expression.
"Fer, don't be loud." You say.
"Sorry, it was too fun." He smiles.
Even when he was loud, you knew he was your loud one. So you just accept it.
Like I mentioned before, he's the type to be needy of contact all the time.
It can be your hand wrapping one of his fingers while you go out of somewhere.
It can be him grabbing your belt hoop while you shop around the store.
Your arms sticking together while you two stand up together or his hand on your knee as you are sitting.
Sometimes, when he's sleeping, he will turn around and find you in a peaceful position. He doesn't want to wake you up, so he will place his feet close to yours under the covers. That way, he can go back to sleep without bothering or waking you up.