if I was lenu I would feel guilty about reading lila's journals for the rest of my life. like i would not be able to not confess to her that i did that. and the fact that lila never knows haunts the rest of the series for me idk. like i feel like lila would eventually forgive her if she knew but it's such an invasion of privacy and a breach of trust!!! i could never look at someone the same way if i knew they had read my journals like that










