“i hate how in fanfictions, people turn michelle into this ‘dumb blonde’ stereotype or this evil girl who’s always out to get the protagonist of the fic. that’s not her and i can’t believe people see her like that”
This is going to be really random and I apologise.
Confession time with relation to the latest fic I posted up! Of which I apologise if anyone expects more from me with regards to that fic.
Now, don't get me wrong. I enjoy seeing what other people come up with, and I love how creative people can be when they do it, and it does make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside when I see my favourite OTPs being loving and sweet to their kids or their pregnant significant other.
I, on the other hand, cannot do this. For some reason, trying to come up with my own possible scenarios of domestic life just makes me cringe because I feel that I would be very unoriginal and well... writing family stories isn't exactly a strong point of mine. I could have a personal reason to it, and I know I should try to work out my weaknesses for this, but... yeah. At the moment, I just can't.
So what made me write that last fic? I don't know. It just fit with the theme that I was going for, which was how Christmas is about family. And I'm sorry to anyone who would love to see me write more on the possibilities of Hiruma and Mamori being parents and all, but really, just the idea of how their kids would be like in MY perspective makes me cringe. And it's not just for HiruMamo, but for any OTPs in general. I'm just not really good at stuff like that and it makes me nervous trying to even come up with a possibility.
So yeah, needed to let that out. I didn't think much about my actions in that fic and writing it that way, but now I'm nervous cause I think some readers would now expect more from me in that angle. And I'm really sorry, I don't think I can deliver.
Well, not anytime soon anyways. I know things could change in the future but... yeah, not so soon.