hey Brian, uhmm I've heard the news and well... how you doing? do you have a reflection now?
B: How am I doing? How do you think I'm doing?! After everything, after all we've been through, he's fucking gone.
B: They're both gone. Daithi and Dan, they're...
B: After Dan went and took the medicine that night... I don't know. Something hit me, I guess. I'd been telling myself all that time that it wasn't real, that we were all gonna be fine in the end.
B: But then Dan went down. And he wasn't getting back up.
B: He'd made another dose of the medicine for me- even though I said I wasn't gonna do it, he'd made one just in case. And I went for it. I was gonna do it...
B: Daithi stopped me. Why the fuck did he stop me? He grabbed the cup out of my hands, he threw it away... Why? He could've come back, like Kevin did. He could've had a life again. But he threw it away.
B: And I just remember standing there, watching him flicker away for the last time. I didn't wanna believe it. How could I?
B: Then I was staring at my own reflection, like Daithi had never been there. And maybe I imagined it, but I think I heard him say goodbye.












