#finally inspired

[sargasmicgoddess]

I love the way my shoes complement everything...

Like my areolas 🤣🤣

[imamoderntragedy]

When Miss Rona Came To Town

 I woke up later than usual today. I’ve been a lot more tired recently than I was before it happened, but that’s okay because there is barely any traffic anymore so the drive to school takes half the time it did a few days ago.

 It has two names, the thing that’s caused all the traffic to disappear, and everyone around the world knows them by now so calling it by its real name is entirely unnecessary. At school everyone simply says “any more news on what they’re doing about it?” Everyone knows what it is. Either that or they call it a pet name, simply a shortened version of its full name, like a nickname I guess. Not that what we call it will matter much anymore. We’ll all be in isolation soon. The Prime Minister announced that closure off all schools in the UK yesterday, well, all the ones that didn’t already have confirmed cases. I watched the live feed on my phone with my mum as we made dinner. People had been calling for schools to close for weeks anyway so we weren’t really surprised when the decision was announced. The issue was more a matter of ‘when’ than ‘if’. My mum didn’t entirely understand why they needed to close though.

“You young people can’t get it so I don’t see why schools need to close.” Of course she wasn’t completely wrong, but she wasn’t entirely right either.

“What about the teachers mum?” I’d asked her. “What about them?” She didn’t reply to that. I had more points but I knew better than to say anything. She never liked being wrong.

 There was a power cut last night too. My sister was in the bathroom when the lights went out and she screamed which made me jump as well. She doesn’t like the dark so she stayed in my room until the lights came back on. My friends from school two towns over said that they had one about the same time. The WiFi went down for a few minutes as well. We all knew that it wasn’t what had caused the power to go out or the WiFi to go down. We made an educated guess, not that an educated guess from us would be worth much with our GCSEs and quarter of an A-Level. Either way we guessed that the power went out because of the effects of it. The lack of workers. The constant checking of the live death count online and then the checking it again. Nobody could tell for sure though, apart from maybe the government and the power companies. But they wouldn’t tell us.

 We are just year twelves.

 I arrived at school at about that same time that I always do and met with my friends at the top of the Sixth Form Center. We spoke about the Prime Minister’s speech. Everyone had watched the Prime Minister’s speech. For some reason, we kept talking about what we would do if we had some power in all of this. As if we though we knew how we could fix everything. We all knew that we couldn’t. We aren’t quite that ignorant to think we know everything that is at stake here. I don’t think the Prime Minister himself even knows everything that’s at stake here, even though we’d like to think he does.

 After that, we dispersed across the school to go to our form. That’s when our tutor announced that all of the year thirteens would have no lessons and had to clear out their lockers so they could leave after break. All of their lessons were cancelled and their school year was over. No one had expected that. No one I knew at least.

 For most of them it didn’t sink in. Or they didn’t believe it. Or they didn’t want to believe it. Their reactions were difficult to read. They ranged from stunned silence to loud complaints. For them, that email meant a year and a half of their lives wasted. What made it even worse was that they had no idea how this would affect their applications for university or apprenticeships. The uncertainty made some people cry.

 Then two free periods of wasted time, no one did their work. Most people were dashing around the room saying their rushed last goodbyes to the friends they had made in their one and a half years of wasted time. There was a person in the corner crying out that they would have tired harder in their mock exams if they knew the it was going to be the mock results that they would need for their application. Their friends were there too, trying to reassure them that the teachers would put in a good word, of course, they didn’t know if it was true or not, they were just pretty sure.

 At break, everyone was saying their final goodbyes. I wrote in some leavers books, although you could hardly call them that. The books were actually ‘Top 100 Graduate Employers: 20th Edition’ by The Times newspaper because the school had ordered double the amount that they had actually needed for the school’s post-18 programme, which would now be simultaneously a lot more and a lot less applicable because of it. The school hadn’t even put together the yearbooks yet, so there was no way the students were getting them now. All of the companies involved in the printing process were probably already closed down already anyway.

 English Literature was next. Our teacher did the same as our form tutor but with slightly more information. New emails sent out every minute. We were supposed to do a new Keats poem although we made the silent unanimous decision that reading Keats’ work wouldn’t do anything to brighten the mood. Duffy wouldn’t either. So we just talked for the entire hour about the effects that it would have and how we would do our lessons while in isolation. There were some jokes passed around about how our teacher, Mr Wilson, should keep safe because he was one of the ‘vulnerable few’ but in all reality, it wasn’t a joke. We all knew that.

 We also knew that Mr Wilson was one of the ‘vulnerable few’ however he didn’t seem like the kind of person who would leave his house on a regular basis anyway. We could all imagine the stacks of books that he would be reading. Between the jokes there were questions. Too many to count. The answer to all was the same.

“I don’t know.” His words were repeated like a solemn mantra that only brought more dread every time it was repeated.

 Politics was the opposite. There was a total of five unanswerable questions before the teacher dismissed them all with a swipe of his hand and a single shout. He pretended that it didn’t exist after that. As if everything was fine and the world wasn’t burning to ashes around us.

 From all of that I concluded that they didn’t know. I checked with the others. None of their teachers knew. But how could they not know? They were teachers. Teachers knew everything. Well, teachers used to know everything. They don’t anymore.

 All mass gatherings had been ‘advised against’ by the government since last week, but Headmaster Rhodes was determined to give year eleven a “proper send-off” as he called it. I caught a glimpse of the assembly hall. The chairs were all arranged an arm’s length apart. As if that would do anything to stop it.

 I checked the death toll in the car on the way home. The numbers rose by forty people today.

 It was getting quicker. It was getting too quick.

 “Have you heard about the rivers in Italy?” My mum was sitting in the driver’s seat navigating her way through the near-empty roads.

“I haven’t.” I glanced up from my phone and turned towards her.

“They’re blue again. They were green, you know that ones in Venice?” I nodded. “Well, they’ve turned blue again. There’s even some fish in them. People thought all the fish had died years ago, but just this morning there were reports of fish.” She smiled sporadically and then bit her lip nervously and her face grew back into a harrowing stare.

“At least some good has come out of it.” I replied, turning back to my phone.

 Maybe it could be the start of a new era. Who knows. All I know is if this is the transition from one era to another then it’s dangerous, terrifying, and full of uncertainty.

 I don’t like it.

[quiet-onset]

I’m writing my first Sam Wilson fic and I’m LIVING, I love this boi. If I’m lucky, I’ll finish today and post tomorrow😬👏🏾

[imamoderntragedy]

Imagine.

One warm night in the summer laying across the short grass, a cool breeze running over you. It’s near silent as you watch the universe above. The stars and the moon have kept you company for hours after the sun had to say ‘goodnight’ and you are just laying there in peace. Breathing in, you can practically feel the freshness of the air as it fills your lungs, expanding them, then letting it all out in a content sigh. You slide your hand slowly over the soft green sea between you and reach out to them. “I have a theory.” Their soft murmur was carried to your ears by the kind wind, their fingers slipping between yours, interlocking, wishing that you wouldn’t let go. You would never do that. “What is it?” After glancing over you notice that their eyes are trained on the stars with their face lit up by the glittering universe scattered above you. “Well,” their eyes danced across the stars, “you know some people are drawn together?” You nodded, a blade of grass tickled the tip of your nose, because you know the feeling well. “I think that’s because when the universe was first created their atoms were near each other.” Even with scrunched brows and pursed lips they looked breath-taking under the white light of the moon. “Then, over time, their atoms just keep trying to get back together.” You stared in wonder as they rolled their cheek onto the cool grass. “Do you feel that?” Your eyes locked together, searching for an answer. “Feel what?” You had to be sure. They turned lazily towards the sky again and soaked up its beauty. “Feel the attraction.” Their eyes danced across the night sky flicking from one star to another and then to some blank space just before settling on the moon. Your gaze remained set firmly on them. Side by side the two of you laid there with crickets playing ballads in the distance. “I feel like I’m being pulled towards you.” They admitted, moving their head closer and facing you. Their eyes crinkled in the corners glowing with the reflection of a perfect map of the stars. “I do.” You whispered, feeling the heat rise to your cheeks and they gave you the most brilliant smile.Leaning forward slightly your foreheads press together and you felt their warm breath fan across your face ever so slightly. This person. You thought. This person deserves the universe.

[alwaysxknitting]

When you're inspired to write but you don't know if what to write first, the original work, the new fanfic or the next chapter of an old fanfic!! AHHH!!!

[killerqueem]

Im actually feeling really animated and inspired tonight!! Holy crap! What is this feeling???!

[deylivia]

May 13

Her eyes closed as his fingers combed through her tresses, "I want to get closer.... I want to go up.  See what else they have up there...."  She turned to him, thankful her love had made it through not one - but two - battles unscathed.   "Permission?"

Ruthar ran his digits along her jawline, turning her head gently to look into her eyes with a delicate and caring nature. "Not alone, dearest - and even with an army at your back, I'd be hesitant." He continued to look at her longingly, concern making its way upon his face. "

"There has to be another way to find out..." He thought aloud as he glanced back toward the spires of the Adherents.

A single tear rolled down her cheek, making a sort of tapping sound as it landed on her armor, "I suppose I shouldn't kill my son's mother on his Nameday....."   Deylivia's lips formed a thin line as her cheeks flushed.  Turning back around, she leaned backward against Ruthar.  "I want them dead.   I don't care how we have to do it."

Ruthar's eyes widened at the words, watching her as she spun around and leaned against him.  Slowly he wrapped his arms around her, kissing the back of her head gently. "Oh Dey," he said softly, holding her close. "I had no idea - I'm sure he is doing something beautiful for his big day."

                                              --------Later--------

Deylivia lay on her back, eyes affixed to the ceiling.  There was no solo scouting mission to the Skyreach tonight as Ruthar had mentioned to talk some sense into her.  Still, she wondered if she’d lost the fire she’d once possessed.  

In the dark, she listened to Ruthar’s breathing a few more moments.  Calmer than he’d been in weeks.... beautiful....starlight peeked in through the opening of their tent, making his white tresses look as though they were painted on him in pure silver.  He stirred only briefly as his lover slid from beneath the protection of his left arm and she covered her mouth, stifling a giggle as he smiled, hugging himself.  Whatever the medic Solaris had done for the blackened skin over the last months clearly was doing the job.  He looked healthy for the moment and that thought lifted the heaviness in her heart. 

Quietly, the Ranger dressed - only in the linen tank and pants she wore beneath the underlayer of her armor - and picked up her longbow and a small box from the crate that served as a bedtable.  Moving outside to what remained of the cooking fire at Axefall, the Ranger set down the box and stood on a bench, lifting her bow as though taking aim.  Unable to sleep, she practiced footwork, leaps, even ramming positions, lamenting she rarely fought in the up-close and personal style for which she had always been known.  

After perhaps an hour, Dey sat down on one of the benches laying her weapon beside her.  Leaning back on her hands, she swallowed, her eyes creating the Strawberry blonde tresses worn by Ala’stor.  “Toughen up.... he’s like you. Now YOU be like you.”  

Six candles were what she removed from the small box.  Ruthar would simply have to do paperwork in one of the buildings.  As each candle was lit, Ala’stor’s mother planted it in the sand, letting it burn down - one for each year of her son’s life.  Swinging her legs up onto the bench and leaning back, her hair falling from shoulder to elbows, she stared at the sky, wondering which body above - if any - was Azeroth.   

Home.    

Here was worth it to preserve their home.  

((snippet up top co-written by Ruthar’s player))

ronaestrider

[notsorhythmic]

I find it absolutely comical that you perceive the situation as one massive joke. As if one faint laugh coughed up between the burning of my lungs actually means you’ve won your way back in. you fool, this is love and war not God of war. All your pathetic, mimicked jokes can’t seal up the wound you failed to aid. I think you can feel me subtly fading and all your narcissistic idiosyncrasies aren’t very fond of it. I have no problem showcasing my cynicism that I possess if that means you realize your one-man games have already been won by me.

heartbreak isn’t a joke // a.f