#firesingedsoul

[cleverxpure-blog]

|| Run Away Before I Know ||

Nothing was the same. Ginny was dying, and even though everyone died eventually, even though he saw it happen over and over again...he couldn't handle it. How long had he known Ginny? Three years? Four? Long enough to know that it didn't matter anymore.

"You're not better than the rest of them." He spat, having been arguing with the redhead for a while now. He had come to say goodbye properly, had come to speak with her one last time before moving on. Before leaving the country for a while until enough time passed that no one remembered anyone here. "You can't even live up to their own standards. Look at you."

He was hurt. He was angry, he thought he was over it. He thought this was going to be nice. But he should have just gone. He should have let her be and take what they had. "Rotting away in your little corner like you're done fighting."

He wanted her to hit him. He wanted her to smack him, to writhe with anger and hatred. "Or did you ever begin? Do you honestly believe those kids you took a beating for are any stronger for it? You made them weak."

[jestersmuses]

@firesingedsoul || Continues From Here (x)

“Hah!”

She couldn’t help but laugh. She’d never been a fantastic eater, and since everything with Tom he appetite had never fully returned, even a few years later.

“I’m stuck in Grimmould Place for the foreseeable future–” She stopped and winced. She shouldn’t complain. At least here she wasn’t in danger of anything happening to her. She had little to complain about when Professor Lupin had plenty, and the fact he was a werewolf on top if it didn’t make it easier.

“I’m sorry,” She said with a sigh and then gave him a small smile, “If you sneak in some pizza I promise I’ll eat all of it. Or at least most of it. Whatever you don’t want.”

            “It’s quite alright.” he replied with a faint smile. “I was the one who asked. There’s no need to apologize.” The war had taken it’s toll on all of them and Ginny didn’t seem to be an exception to that rule. She was so young and yet she seemed to have so much weight on her shoulders and that made the teacher within him want to make sure that one of his old students was alright.

            Lupin smiled when she suggested eating a pizza. “I’m not sure that I can do that for you— but we could always make one if you would like… hopefully your mother will have the right ingredients in the kitchen.” he shrugged as he stood up and started making his way into the kitchen only to look back to see if she was following along behind him.

            He had been running low on money since he was out of work most of the time. Ever since Snape outed him to the entire wizarding world, people had been reluctant to hire him, almost if he was some bizarre poster child for the ministry’s new law that was designed to make it even harder for people like him to find work.

[leeriverofwordsjordan]

❣ for wildmoored and sizeisnoguarantee. (I feel like I spelt that wrong.

Positivity meme@wildmoored I just…I’ve been Rping Lee for almost 6 years. It’s clear I have appreciation for minor characters. But Wildmoored takes it to a different level. Lee HAS a mini-arc in the books. We get to see him celebrate, annoy McGonagall, interact with Ginny, the twins, and go from a loud-mouthed, fancying a classmate boy to a pirate radio broadcaster who is both funny or poised when appropriate. Gryffindor or his reincarnated self? We get hints and info and guesswork but wildmoored breathes such depth and light into him. My goodness.

I think my favorite part is it all could’ve been cheesy or easy for Garrett to be just like he was, but he isn’t. And I like that concept of a past life being kinda like someone else but yes there are bits of it that affect now. And the detail like knowing one side of his family would be English and that was the side in WWII even if Ireland was neutral. I just… writer appreciation on my side okay? I like details.

@sizeisnoguarantee

Ginny’s definitely not a minor character. Hell, she’s one step away from main character.(Still wanna know about Ginny, Neville, and Luna’s DA rebellion under the Carrows. I need it.) I’ve known so many kick-arse Ginny roleplayers so I guess I gotta try and articulate something specific?Because believe me I’m following at least three and they’re all different and amazing and valid interpretations I just love Ginny okay?

I think one of their headcanons they described Ginny as “The girl who fought.” I like how they’re not afraid to show just how hard sixth year would have hit Ginny. Sometimes people want to ignore Fred dying or gloss over just how dark the HP actually is. They don’t.

Oh and I think another headcanon of their’s is that Ginny doesn’t like silence. That’s something she shares with my Lee. The reasons behind that are different. My Lee was an only child,associated silence with loneliness. Then, later post-war it’s because his head is always buzzing and full of words but now it’s also all the awful stuff as well so he absolutely has to distract himself. But I think it’s nice that is something they’d get about each other?