#fistinyourface

[axelritt]

#tbt this time with a #playthrough video of the track #fistinyourface of the 2018 #gravediggerband album #thelivingdead . Check out the story or go to the #youtube channel of @hughesandkettner @framuswarwickofficial https://www.instagram.com/p/B-MpiKkIOyq/?igshid=2g5uqfo66t33

[infinitepakaipeezy]

#views #fistinyourface #timhortons #imdifferent #vit #peace #love #light #vintageframes #escobar #poloboys #polosport #sundays #bluesky

[cromwellojeda]

Dehins mapaghiwalay tong dalawang to. #dangwa #fistinyourface #lampara #goddamnelectric #bff

[ripepoetrycollection]

blood boil.

my anger is getting the best of me.

there's a ball of fire that is pulsating from my stomach to my heart, to the edges of my fingertips and its all pointed at you. i hate you.

i want to ruin you.  i want to ruin that smile on your face and turn into the misery i feel. i hate that you are out with those who betrayed me and that you are smiling with them.  you are betraying me. you are excusing their words and behaviors towards me. i bet you enjoy their company more than mine. i bet they complete you more than i can. more than i have.  

what is it about these people that i could never compare to? what do they give you that i could never provide? i thought you loved me.  i was there for you. remember me? i was there for you when no one else was and you cherished me.  now, you take my tears and fears for granted. you laugh at me as if i am insignificant. you destroy the faith i keep building in you.

they are your joy now. i can't compete now. this is how it starts, doesn't it? this is how all of them did it.  it starts out strong and unbreakable and then indifference sets in - to my words, feelings and thoughts. indifference.  

you always claim you "try" - but the reality is far from this lie. you go along with the flow and when the waves start to rattle you, you get out of the water. you let the wave hit your legs, your arms, your body - but it doesn't effect you and in the end you don't want to fight it anyway. its easy to say you tried.  i've fought for your love and respect for seven years. what have you done?

I've moved away from my loved ones, abandoned the opinions of those who care, left everything behind to follow my heart. and its never enough for you to trust me completely. to commit to me completely. no, you would rather their company over mine. they get the best you. you give them the best of you. they betrayed you, abandoned you and left you for dead. but you forgive them at the drop of a hat. you want their love so desperately because it means something to you. what about me? doesn't my love mean more? shouldn't it? you take me for granted. and i have let you.

i walked away once. i didn't die. i can do it again. i deserve to be loved. i deserve to be cherished again. i deserve to be with the person who truly wants me. my anger is getting the best of me. i hope it subsides...

[co-existing]

its amy winehouse time!