#five stringed violin

[savagewilderness]

Rest.

[savagewilderness]

Barely enduring

[savagewilderness]

Today is book-Nicolas’ birthday as I decided (I chose today as many of us who love Nicolas were born in March & today was my Dad’s birthday too.)

Anyway, happy 268th, Nicolas. True immortality is your self still existing so others feel. 🫀🎻

[savagewilderness]

“I saw Claudia in an impossible afternoon light she could never survive in. Claudia as Madeleine perceived her. Resplendent. Rendered even more beautiful by her beholder. And I knew then, with all certainty, she would be a better companion to Claudia than I ever had.”

[savagewilderness]

HAHAHA, I wonder, if I actually thought about it, or even thought Lestat’s melody before just PLAYING, rather than just improvising if I could make this actually sad…??? HMMM…

Anyway! 💀🎻🩸

[savagewilderness]

His name was Magnus. He took me from my room in Paris, as I kicked and screamed. He kept me for a week, locked in a room full of corpses... some freshly killed, some bloated and black. But they all looked like me...my colouring, my physique. My own eyes staring back at me from rotting faces.  He fed on me every night. And then he put me back in the tower with the look-alike corpses. I thought for sure I'd be one of them, but instead he turned me into this.  No grand history of vampiric origins or physiology, no rules, no counsel. Just a sweeping hand to a pile of money and the sight of him throwing himself into a fire.  And then I was alone.  I thought... "I can't drink hot blood. I can't feed on others".  I cried.  I called to God.  I didn't want this.  But I have a capacity for enduring.  It's why I don't particularly like being abandoned.

[savagewilderness]

What was it like Monsieur, killing the wolves?

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What if Nicolas invaded the trailer, violin on fire? 🎻🔥

What THEN?!

These are all terrible today. I’m sorry! 😭😭😭😭😭