#flawlessanna

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American Vampire 10_17 by Santolouco

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Just 'cause...

flawlessanna didn't tag but posted questions anyway, so I'm doing them.

New questions for you:

1. What in movies/TV scares you the most? Why? 

Possession scares the crap out of me, but I still watch movies with it out of some sort of masochistic need to be freaked the fuck out.  I think what scares me the most about it is that complete loss of control over your own body while you're still in that body and know what's going on, and you can't do anything to stop it.  Also in the movie Pet Semetery, Zelda (the sister in the back bedroom) freaks the fuck out of me.  It's scarier in the book with the way the back bedroom is described because for some reason it reminds me of one of the bedrooms in my grandmother's house in Engelhard, NC, and that room freaked me out, too, at night.  

2. What is the book that has stuck with you the most or impacted you most. Not your favorite, but the one that slapped you in the face hardest. 

Night Life, by Ray Garton, the sequel to his Live Girls.  I was really excited about reading the sequel, and it was fantastically written, but when I got to the part where Davey's partner is delivered to his home in pieces, I was at my grad school eating dinner, and I nearly screamed and threw the book across the room.  

3. You are offered a pill that will relieve you of all pain; physical, spiritual, emotional, etc, but it also in turn makes it impossible to feel pleasure in the same way. No orgasm, no joy, but no pain either. If you refuse the pill, all your ailments will hurt even more. Do you take it?

This would almost be a knee-jerk reaction to say yes I would because I hate my pain.  All of it - physical, mental, and emotional.  However, that being said, those moments of joy (and hell orgasm) when I get them, they're really sweet and awesome and make all the rest seem bearable.  I already have days/nights where I'm one breath away from acting on suicidal thoughts, so those ailments that would hurt more would just be one more step toward that, but then the joy of my dog snuggling me and needing me shines through and keeps me going.  So yeah, no.  I probably wouldn't take that pill.  

4. What song makes you cry the hardest? 

It's a toss-up between "American Pie" (reminds me of my brother who was wrongly executed), "How Great Thou Art" (reminds me of my mother who sang it fantastically), and "I'll Be Home for Christmas" (because of those people in my life who won't be home for Christmas because they've passed away).

5. What song makes your chest feel like it’s going to explode from how pretty it is? 

Moonlight Sonata by Beethoven.

6. Got tats? Want any? Tell me about them. 

I don't have tats yet, but I have several I want.  The first I want to get is a wolf paw encircled in a green world serpent, representing two of Loki's kids.  Another I really want is Cyclops' visor with a white queen chess piece, joined together by an infinity symbol.  And I've been eyeing a lot of teapot/teacup tattoos I've been seeing lately.  

7. If you could switch bodies with someone for a day, who would it be, why would you do it, and what would you do? Reminder though, they will be in your body. Choose wisely. 

I would trade bodies with any one of the women in my past who body shamed/bullied me for being small breasted (and not redheaded).  I would do this so that they could see what it feels like to be body shamed and bullied for something that they're born with, so that they'd understand the pain they inflicted on me.  And while I was in their body, I'd go out of my way to put a stop to the shitty behavior that no one told them was shitty because of their "assets."  

8. If money was not an issue, what would you like to do with your life and your time? 

Buy a house so I didn't have to live with my family.  Have the kitchen of my dreams and all the time in the world to write, cook, garden, and travel to meet and spend time with my 'net friends.  

9. Have you ever hit someone with a heavy book? What was it and why did you hit them? Have you ever been hit with a heavy book?

I think I playfully hit my ex with my copy of the OED because he was being an obnoxious ass.  I didn't hit him hard, though, because that book is huge.  And I don't recall ever being hit with a heavy book.  

10. Do you view immortality as a gift or a curse? Why? 

I used to view immortality as a gift because I was young and could envision all of the people I could meet and places I could visit, but these days I'm torn between viewing it as a gift and a curse.  Gift because I could probably manage to find ways to have the money to live comfortably and still see the people I care about before I lose them, but curse because I'd eventually lose them, and also because these days, I'm just so tired of existing in every day life.  

11. You are FORCED to dye your hair, and it can not be a variation of your natural color, i.e. light brown to dark brown, blonde to strawberry blonde, etc. What color do you choose and why? 

Blue.  Hands down, Hank McCoy (feline) blue.  I can never get blue to look right with my hair, and it always fades too fast anyway and costs a freakish amount of money to maintain it, but if I am FORCED to dye my hair, I'd go with blue because it's awesome, and if someone's forcing me to dye my hair, then they can damn well pay for the cost of getting it done right and maintaining it for as long as they want me to keep it.  

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flawlessanna replied to your post “so that gifset, imagine you're ontop of him and he's making the face in the first gif, then the second gif is when he's finally inside you and you start riding him”

Oh wow I was not prepared for this thought

neither was i

[vampirecatprince]

flawlessanna reblogged your post:CRIES- I WISH I WERE A BARATONE LIKE SERIOUSLY....

Mezzo-sopranos are the shit. I fucking love mezzo-sopranos. I’m sorry you do not like your voice though.

i meant no insult to any mezzo-sopranos! i mean, anyone who can sing is awesome.

i just despise my range and literally wish i were at least an octave lower if not more.

[monstrum-dominae-blog]

Anna: He commenced the kissing

Dear god

Anna: hold on i'm dying/

Jess: XDD

Anna: i'm crying

this is

oh god

Jess: you gonna live?

Anna: no

He commenced the kissing

He commenced the kissing

I will never be okay again

I'm still laughing

send help

[nuknuk42]

I'm sorry love, I don't think I could find you intimidating if you tried.

lol yeah im sure most people that dont live with me think that :P but my family they says i can get pretty intimidating especially when i'm mad however i dont tend to show that side to people unless they know how to push my buttons (i dont get mad easily but my family is adept at getting me there quick...) so yeah i have the ability if i really wanted to but none of my friends give me reason to be intimidating so (as my brother put it) im just a big confused harmless teddy bear. ^.^

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First impression: Oh fuck just please leave me the fuck alone you little weirdo, I know you like my art but for the love of God do you even own a black shirt??? Now impression: Come here you sweet thing of wonderful goodness I'll give you all the hugs and all the love.

Okay, so this is totally late, but I don’t care.

Therefore it’s party time because why not? And also because I love you and you’re awesome and always have been.

CONFETTI!

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flawlessanna replied to your post: I just want pretty dresses that go all...

put you own hems of lace and shit at the bottom. That’s what I used to do back when modesty was an issue for me. Now I just let my legs do as legs do. What does that mean? idk.

thanks for the tip! I will definitely have to try that.