#fluff lesbian

[cozyn1ghts]

everytime we walk across the place while heading home together i remember the day we first met

i was 16, she was 17. we chatted for a couple of days and she suggested we can go out. i was nervous at first as im a huge introvert and after lockdown i wasnt out with a friend for so long.

we met in the underground, huged each other and went to the neighbourhood she lives in. we sat on an old empty playground and started talking. i felt like she was looking at my lips a little but assumed its just my feeling and im overthinking it.

after some time we headed to her home and picked a movie to watch, turned it on and laid down with the laptop on her lap. she told me about her bad habit of biting her nails before so i took her hands and hold it. as we watched she turned to me and starting looking at my face, after a while of me looking back, mostly at her mouth, she asked me if i want to kiss her.

suddenly i felt the warmth of her hands on my face and the softness of her lips on mines. we kept kissing for about an hour, then made food and ate it together while finally paying attention to the movie. i kept repeating what happened in my mind, feeling my heartbeat in my throat, too shy to even look at her i was munching and watching the movie.

I had problems with chemistry so she tried to help me, explaining it to me, but i wasnt really able to concentrate, anytime our hands touched on accident i felt the butterflies in my stomach and when we made eye contact we both smiled shyly.

in the evening she fell asleep in my arms and we slept like this for the whole night. when i woke up during the night, i pressed her closer to me, smelling the scent of her perfume.

[cozyn1ghts]

we both finally passed our exams and decided to celebrate. we packed a blanket, got take out and headed towards a beautiful lake nearby. after walking through the avenues of trees, we sat in the grass and ate breakfast. then we both took our book and started reading, listening to the birds chirping. after a while we sat on the pier by the lake, watched the ducks and talked about our future life, what color will our future bathroom have, how are we going to name our chickens and what movie are we going to watch in the evening... knowing everything will be alright, because we have each other

[cozyn1ghts]

finally, after three years of dating we get to move together. we learnt for exams, graduated and found our first jobs all together and the time we have been waiting for for so long has finally come.

i made us herbal tea, we sat on our dark red couch and cuddled together under the blanket i crocheted for us. i squeeze her harder, smelling mixture of her and scent from the lavender candle we lit up before.

we start to discuss what movie to watch, wondering whether annabelle wont be too scary and if we should rewatch the fallout for the 100th time... but honestly i dont care, she can pick whatever she wants, all that matters to me is being with her.

i cannot believe its finally true, after all these cried out nights, traumatic events and other problems in which all i wished for was to go to our own home and just snuggle in bed with her. i get to do this every day now, it almost feels too good to be true.