redarina
ilya looks at Raymond as he spoke himself "I thought that's why you loved me." Red is looking off into the distance as he spoke back to his childhood friend "I love you because i can trust you." as Red spoke as Ilya Koslov looks at his oldest friend and looks down and away from Red
Raymond smiles as he looks at ilya "I still care for you even if I've changed from the person you once knew, but i'm still me Ilya, I hope you know that." ilya looks at Raymond Reddington in the eyes seeing Katarina Rostova but he doesn't say those words as he licks his own lips "you know other's may see you as a monster especially you're own daughter, but I never saw the monster, Red, I've always seen you an old friend."
Raymond smiles at ilya "which I'm thankful for, ilya, but I'm a different person I changed my gender, you changed in a different way, but in the end you're way smarter then I could ever be, Ilya, I don't know if I should tell mas-Lizzie, the truth I feel like she'd hate me, if she learned of the truth from me."
ilya hears the slip up "Does you're daughter want the truth, has she asked for it, or are you very allergic to the truth now, Red?" Raymond chuckles at that "With how I've been avoiding telling Lizzie, certainly feels that way, ilya, have you told her about Dom?"
Red shake's his head "It always feels like stepping on shards of glass, whenever I talk about him or talk to him, he blames me for his daughter's death, and his granddaughter for going missing." Ilya puts a comforting hand on red's shoulder "no need to cry, I know, but we couldn't have told him the truth too much danger with who and what he was."
Raymond nodded "But it feels like Dom is just a punishment for my own sins, for the sins of the. . . .mother and the father, When Katarina's enemies are dead I'll tell him." Ilya shakes his head "You're never going to tell him are you?"
Red smile's "you know me to well, Ilya, I'll probably never tell him who i'am, maybe when he's dead and in the ground or ashes I'll put his ashes in the bathroom and talk to him that way, prove to him I'm his son now not daughter anymore."
Ilya chuckles softly "that gives a whole new meaning to bathroom experience." Red laugh's softly almost forgetting about all the people he has burned in the end that died for his cause and not knowing it themselves, only he knows the end game, his own little end game
Raymond shows his perfectly white teeth, Ilya seeing the smile knowing what it means "Oh not another one, Red, you're too old for pranks." Red chuckles "Never too old for telling the truth, Ilya, about myself."
Koslov looks at Red "you're going to tell the truth to who? Elizabeth keen? Dom?" Ilya shakes his head "I know you wouldn't tell Dom you're not that crazy, have you got her to trust you?"
Raymond chuckles "even though she stabbed me in the neck right where the carotid artery is, yes." Red showed the pen scar on his right side of his own neck "how weird, she almost killed both of her own parents."
Raymond looks annoyed at ilya "don't say that, Ilya, how rude of you." Ilya laughs "It's not a lie, if it's the truth, Red." Raymond shakes his own head as he took his own fedroa off his own head and sat it down on the bench and falls asleep with his own head on Ilya's lap as Red slumbered on his lap he thinks of his friend who is sleeping on his own lap "Red, I hope you know I will always be loyal to you, no matter what, even if I have to kill for you." Ilya shakes his own head as he let him sleep in his lap
