i either want a pornstar that went into the business because their sibling just one upped them so much and got their parent's approval 24/7 that they just drudged themselves into this hole of self loathing and loneliness, and took the route of porn in order to get people to pay attention. or you know. just went in because. people like that shit.
or a girl that's struggling with leukemia, like jamie from a walk to remember, and is running around life doing these crazy things off her bucket list before anything happens, and tries to keep people at a distance because she doesn't want them to get attached to her, or for her to fall for somebody when she knows she doesn't have much time. and nobody knows why she does it, she keeps her illness a secret.