Jul 21, 2015
I fucking hate myself for how much I still love you. I feel so god damn naive!
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I fucking hate myself for how much I still love you. I feel so god damn naive!
i really don't think i'm ever going to get married.
that's not because of self esteem issues or believing that i'll be "forever alone", it's because i've lost all interest in marrying someone. having a piece of paper that says we're together? what's the point in that? all of my mother's marriages have failed, well; her two previous one's & the one she is in now is failing. i see no point in going through all of the hassle to get married, if it's not going to work out. spending all the money on a wedding, when i could just simply stay with that person because i want to, not because we vowed we would in front of our family & friends. plus, if i end up with a girl, i'll have to go to another state to marry her. which, that would be a hassle in itself... idk. maybe when i get older, i'll want to. but right now, i no longer see the point in marriage. no longer have the desire. no longer want to marry someone.