tiny grandma
The home in my heart is
A cabin made of conversation
Stamped with memories of spending time with you
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tiny grandma
The home in my heart is
A cabin made of conversation
Stamped with memories of spending time with you
50 Shades of Mr.Caniff
My name is Regan Sweten. I'm 21 years old and my friends Anna and Kadee are making me do an interview for Caniff Inc.. I'm super nervous because 1. this is my first interview for a legit job, and 2. The boss ( Taylor Caniff) is 21 and he owns a multi billion dollar company. Anna is dating his best friend Jack Gilinsky and she says Taylor is really nice. From the pictures and videos from online... He looks like a pretty serious dude. the least I can say is that I'm scared out of my mind. I get in my white Bugatti and I head to my interview. A little bit about myself, I was never really popular in school until I met Anna and Kadee, we kind of got really popular after all of our dads started a million now billion dollar company together. My dad got me my Bugatti on my birthday while Anna has the Neon Green Lamborghini and Kadee has a Black Cadillac. We are all living in this huge ass apartment in L.A.. I finally got to the building and holy shit it was huge. I walked in and I thought it was funny that the doors were tie dyed. The lady in the front looked like a huge bitch but she actually was really nice, she led me to his office doors and said to walk in. She left, and I just stood there. I was beyond nervous just to talk to a 21 year old. I eventually walked in and there stood a really attractive guy who was in a suit and tie. I never thought a tie would be a huge turn on. Anyway he came over and shook my hand and we talked about business. the was he looked at me was a bit creepy but I ignored it. After 1 hour of talking he gave me his personal phone number and we went to lunch, "No way! I have a white Bugatti too" he said really excited. We went to mcDonalds. Don't judge... When we got back he just got out of the car not even saying goodbye. ok then.. I got home and I was swarmed by anna and kadee. "how was it?" " was he weird" "IS he hot??". after that interrogation, I went up to my room and layed down. it was 2am when I woke up from my phone ringing. The number was one I have seen but couldn't remember, I answered it "Hello?" I said. " Hey its taylor come outside with a bathingsuit" then the line went dead. ok, I grabbed a bathing suit and crept outside. There stood the taylor Caniff, with no shirt. He hugged me and said " I missed you, you know that right?" I blushed and we went into his car.; Now I know your thinking about like stranger danger and all that shit but who wouldn't go with a smoking hot guy in a Bugatti we got to a beach that had no trespassing signs everywhere. HE legit carried me to the water and just dropped me and ran away. I got up from the water and he stood there with a cheesy grin on his perfect face. I shoved him in the water and he looked at me straight in the eyes and said " youre gonna be punished for that,but first lets go to the bar!!!" he said excitedly at the end. I laughed and we stopped at my house for some new clothes I got out and he followed. We went to my room and he jumped on my bed.
{Play Drunk in Love by Beyonce}
By now its 3 am and we just got to the bar. after about an hour of being at the bar we were both extremely drunk so we got a taxi and left. we got to a house that was Huge and taylor dragged me inside and the second I shut the door I was pushed onto the wall and taylor smashed his lips onto mine. he pulled me around his waist and carried me upstairs. We got to his room and he carefully laid me on the bed and took my shirt off while keeping the kiss going strong. my hands were at the hem of his shirt begging for it to come off and he eventually took it off. my hands traveled lower and lower as the make out session kept going. He ripped off my skirt and took off my panties with his teeth. Thank god I was wearing my black and red lace set... he took my down to the floor and took his khaki shorts off. He got up and came back with a condom. All I remember from that night was that drunk sex is amazing. I woke up in his tight arms around me and I pried myself out of them and got my clothes on. I Stumbled downstairs and make eggs for him. I felt a strong pair of arms around me and a head on my shoulder. " OH eggs!" he said rather loud. I gave him his precious eggs and he then dragged me to his room. " I have to show you something really top secret." he said. I nodded and we went to his closet, ok he has a lot of clothes. That's pretty secretive right there. he pushed his clothes out of the way and there was a door. A fucking hidden door in his closet. is he gonna kill me or something?? I got worried but he squeezed my hand reasurring me I was going to be ok. he opened the door and there was another bed in there with handcuffs and a blindfold on it. A pole was in the corner of the room and there were couches kind of set up like a living room in there. I was in shock. Taylor Caniff had a kinky room basically.. ( Died laughing while writing that)
{ Play Mercy by Kanye West }
he pulled me to the bed and handcuffed me. he took my shirt off my ripping it and he took my panties off and stuck 2 fingers in without warning. he put a blindfold on me and then said '' you talk, you get punished" I was about to say ok but then I just nodded. I heard him take his pants off but then I felt his tongue, holy shit it felt good but I was trying so hard not to moan or anything. I let out a little whimper and he stopped. he rubbed his hand up and down my thigh and I felt him come up to my face and kissed my lips. I smiled as he attacked my neck in kisses. if this was punishment then I want to be punished more often...he un handcuffed me and took my blindfold off. he told me it was my turn. I had him sit down on the couch and I put on " Practice by drake" ( Good song) I gave him a lap dance I was really proud of and after I got up and put my clothes on, took one of his sweatshirts and left.
{Play love me like you do by Ellie Goulding}
start reading when she starts singing.
~5 years later~
Right now i'm standing in my room with my wedding dress and my amazing friends who are helping me get ready they put my head piece on and we all walked to the church, i was so nervous something would happen but i was also excited to be Mrs. Caniff. Anna got married to Jack and she had twins a few months after the wedding. Ones name is Aidan and the other is Aubrey. they are 1 now. Kadee got married to matt and they have 1 child, its a beautiful baby girl and her name is Molly. As I walk down this alter I think of how much Taylor does love me and I realize I don't just love him, I need him. "Do you Regan Sweten take Taylor Caniff to be your husband.?" the priest asked. Taylor looked at me with his amazing cheesy grin. and squeezed my hand like he always does. I look into the crowd and see Anna with her kids and jack. and i see matt and Kadee with molly, i knew my answer but i just was speechless on how perfect this moment was. Taylor looked at me once more and all i could say was...
" I do"
#SickDay
I was in school and I was really sick, not sick of school but actually sick. My dad cant come get me and my mom cant either so im stuck here all day. Whoop whoop. I was texting Taylor the whole class
Taylor : Babe let me take you home
Regan : Good Luck getting me out of class
{Message Read at 10:30 am}
I waited for about another 20 minuites of hell until the intercom came on. I instantly knew taylor was the one talking.
" Will Regan Sweten please report to the office for dismissal IMMEDIATLEY"
I laughed at myself and got all of my stuff and left. When I got to the office Taylor was standing here with his cheesy grin and his car keys. "I told you I would get out out of this place" he said.We went to the car and drove to taylors house. Since his parents are never home, we just hung out and cuddled and mostly made out. He wasn't scared I was going to get him sick because he never gets sick. Its actually scary how he never has gotten sick. Its now 12 am and we are still watching movies. Out of no where taylor coughs... " I GOT YOU SICK!!" I Scream because I got the Taylor Caniff who never gets sick. Sick. This has been the best day I have ever had in forever.
I tried to write her a poem.
As my fingers traced the keyboard,
She became too much for a sonnet
So a sonnet became an essay
Became a novel
Became a series
Became a century of me trying to find a word
To use
To say
Anything
To do her justice.
I failed.
Her eyes are the wind and the ice falling from the sky in a storm,
They pierce the flimsy veil of my soul and sweep me away with ease.
The might of her fingers can be felt in my spine
As she taps against my back and breaks loose my every stronghold.
It is as if I am a lightning rod,
And she is the polarized cloud above me.
I will never sleep again,
But when the howling of the wind lulls me in again.
I want to be with her in my free time
So I can finally find out what the inside of her mind looks like
And we won’t have to break down any walls
She can open the secret notch
And we’ll hide inside there until it gets light out again.
When the battle is over, she is by my side
And I am grateful
For I no longer have to hide
She is so much more than what she looks like,
her characteristics,
the curvature of her small frame
and the complexion I love but she hates
but maybe I love it because it’s her skin and her skin is beautiful because it is attached to her and
she
is
Beautiful