#fp angst

[imagininghim]

Polar opposites with FP Jones would include...

~ FP was the bad biker boy and you were the good little girl.

~ You were complete polar opposites but you were perfect for each other. 

~ You knew how to keep FP grounded and he knew how to bring you out of your comfort zone.

~ “Come on! Have a little fun!” FP said shoving a tequila shot in front of me. 

~ “FP, I really shouldn’t. It’s a weekday! I shouldn't be drinking!” FP stood up before making his way towards me. 

~ “Live a little and raise a little Hell while you’re at it.” FP said handing me the shot as I sighed taking it and downing it. “That’s my girl.” 

~ When it was just the two of you, FP would be very vulnerable. You were the only person that would and could see this side of FP. 

~ In the eyes of a stranger, you two wouldn’t seem compatible but in your eyes, you were perfect for each other. You kept each other balanced. 

~ As much as you feared him leaving you for someone better, someone more like him. He alway reassured you.

~ “You are the love of my life and no one else catches my eye. Mostly because I can’t take my eyes off of you.” 

[imagininghim]

FP saving you from one of his Serpent brothers flirting with you would include...

~ FP always got overly jealous when other men were around you.

~ Especially if it was one of his brothers. 

~ You were currently sitting at the bar at the Whyte Wyrm waiting on FP. 

 ~ You were sipping on a beer when a Serpent took the stool next to you. You pretended that he wasn’t there, that was until he spoke up. 

~ “So, baby. I see you around here a lot but I never quite caught your name.” You internally rolled my eyes. You glanced around the room to see if FP was coming but sadly he wasn’t. “Come on! Don’t be a tease!” You sighed before turning to the older man. 

~ “It’s (Y/N).” You stated simply. The man then proceeded to put his hand on your inner thigh. Immediately pushing his hand off you turned back to the man. “Listen, I am not one of these club whores who will just suck you off on command. Now, if you don’t mind, I would like you to remove your hand from my thigh before-” 

~ “I break it off.” We both turned to see FP standing behind us. The man went white before quickly removing it. 

~ But there was always something good that came out of FP’s jealousy. 

~ Something you loved. 

~ Lifting you up by your thighs, FP slammed you against the wall. Lips and limbs connected.

~ “You’re mine.” FP said reconnecting your lips. 

~ FP’s jealousy always led to hot, rough sex. 

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FP saving you from another Serpent would include...

~ FP has one rule. You don’t touch what’s his.

~ You were sitting at the Whyte Wyrm awaiting your best friend, FP Jones. When one of his Serpent Brothers took the seat next to you. 

~ “Hey baby girl.”  

~ Ignoring him, You continued to sip on your beer. Yet, he still tried to get your attention. 

~ “What is a pretty girl like you sitting here all by yourself?” You continued to ignore him when he put his hand on your inner thigh.

~ Before you could protest, his hand was ripped away from your thigh. You turned to see FP standing behind you, gripping his wrist. 

~ “Put your fucking hands on her again and I’ll rip your fucking arm off.” The other Serpent removed himself from FP’s grip before turning and walking away. 

~ You smiled at him before patting the seat next to you. FP shook his head before taking your hand in his and leading you to his dorm. 

~ Confused, you still followed. Once, you reached the dorm, FP closed the door behind you before speaking up.

~ “(Y/N), I really like you-”

~ “I like you too.” You interrupted as he chuckled.

~ “What I mean,” FP began walking towards you. “Is that I love you.” A blush crept across your face as you took his hands in yours. 

~ “That’s good because I love you too.” FP smiled before leaning down to kiss you. The kiss immediately began to get heated as FP leaned down to lift you and wrap your legs around his waist. 

~ Breaking the kiss in pants. FP moved to your neck while you began to question him. 

~ “Someone’s in a rush, any particular reason why?” You questioned as he slammed you against the door and begun kissing your neck. 

~ “I want them to know who you belong too.” FP said, pulling away from your neck. 

~ “Then, why don’t you make me scream your name? That’ll show them.” FP looked at me in shock before taking me roughly to his bed, slamming me down on it as giggles and squeals left my mouth. 

~ FP would make sure that everyone knew in that bar that you were his and you don’t touch what’s his. 

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FP helping you through a panic attack would include...

TRIGGER WARNING! 

MENTIONS OF PANIC ATTACKS!

~ You always had a fear of FP leaving you for someone better. 

~Sadly, tonight that fear had started to become true. FP and you had gotten into a huge fight about Alice and how FP still loved her. 

~ “You know what! I’m done! I’m going to the Whyte Wyrm!” FP yelled before slamming the door behind him. You finally, let some tears slip. 

~ You fell onto the couch, tears still streaming down my face. You sat up before wiping away the tears. You couldn’t lose him. You loved him.

~ Grabbing my jacket, You walked to the Whyte Wyrm to see different bikers and women walking around outside. 

~ You walked into the bar to see it packed with people. You walked over to one of the Serpents You knew. You thought his name was Joe. Walking over to him You tapped his shoulder.

~ “(Y/N)! What are you doing here?” He questioned, looking around you turned back to him. 

~ “I’m looking for FP, have you seen him?” You questioned in a rush. 

~ “Uh, yeah! He went up to his dorm-” You didn’t let him finish before you took off up the stairs.

~ Walking up to his dorm, you took as many deep breaths as you could before pushing the door open. To only reveal FP with Alice pressed up against him. Locked at the lips. 

~It was like all the air came out of your lungs. They pulled away flustered as FP went white. 

~ “(Y/N) ...” You didn’t even give it a second thought, you ran down the stairs and out of the club. My heart pounded in my chest as it felt heavy, I felt lightheaded and I felt like I couldn’t catch my breath. 

~ I was having a panic attack.

~ I ran and ran as far as I could, from FP, from the bar and far from myself. I fell to my knees trying to catch my breath. It felt like the world was closing in around me. I felt hands grip me before pulling me into a warm chest. The scent of FP suddenly helped calm me down. 

~ The feeling of fingers running through my hair helped soothed me. 

~ “Shh, baby. It’s okay.” FP whispered into my ear as I gripped his jacket. 

~ I pulled half away. “Why?”

~ “Why what baby?” FP questioned with concern.

~ “Why did you cheat on me? I loved you!” I said as more tears fell.

~ “She kissed me. I told her to leave but she wouldn’t, she gripped my shirt and put her lips against mine. I love you too and I would never do anything to hurt you.” I smiled before pressing my lips against his. 

~ “I believe you.” I said once we finally pulled away. 

~ “I’m sorry, I’m sorry about the fight, I’m sorry about the kiss. I’m just sorry.” I put my hands on either side of his face as I began wiping away tears. 

~ “It’s alright. It’s going to be alright.” 

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FP taking care of you when you’re sick would include...

~ FP would always make sure you stayed in bed when you were sick.

~ He would bring you soup and more blankets while also going to the store and stocking up on cold and flu medicines.

~ FP’s had two kids, so he knows some tips and tricks to help you. 

~ He would turn on your favorite movies and/or shows to keep you entertained while you're sick. 

~ Eventually you would make a tired and stressed FP come to bed with you.

~ “Come on FP! Will you please just come to bed with me? I’ll do that thing you like.” You said trying to sound seductive before having a coughing fit. 

~ FP raised his eyebrow at you with the look of ‘really?’ You giggled before pulling at his arm. 

~ “Okay, fine no sexy time but will you least cuddle me?” You questioned with your best pouty face. FP sighed before nodding his head. 

~ “Fine but you better try not to cop a feel with me.” You giggled before nodding my head in agreement.  

~ FP climbed in bed with me as you immediately wrapped my arms around FP’s waist. Feeling his warmth and scent wrapped around me made me feel instantly better. 

~ “Thank you FP, I love you.” You said tightening my grip on him.

~ “You’re welcome, babe. I love you too.” 

~ You laid in bed with FP for the rest of the day, watching old movies and cuddling.