#fp vent

[ribs-and-roses]

𝐀𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 𝐅𝐏 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐲𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭...

𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭. 𝐈𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭. 𝐈𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐮𝐧𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐡𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐯𝐨𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝.

𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 '𝐲𝐚𝐧4𝐲𝐚𝐧' 𝐨𝐫 '𝐲𝐚𝐧4𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠' 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩. 𝐈𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐲 𝐠𝐫𝐮𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐟 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭. 𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐥𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐬.

[a-r0tt3n-left-eye]

Vent

I'm starting to wonder if he ignores me on purpose when he's mad at me.

I wouldn't blame him if he did cuz I'm so #fuckingannoying

Squacking like a bird and clawing at the door like a cat. Ew just kys at this point me

On a more.. eh note. We have a new alter

Yayyyy I <3 splitting alters

[thedarkestofalambsmind]

i always just feel like a sad dog chained outside waiting for its owner to come back but they never have and its dark and cold and wet and i sit and wait patiently but they just never come back

my owner doesn’t want me anymore but i dont know how to remove this collar

[strayink]

when your *object of attachment is considered your closest friend and relationship but you’re just another one of the crew 😂😂😂

[lady-aelita]

Normally, when potentially losing someone, I'd at least create some fire music or stories out of it or something. This time, I can't even be bothered...

[lady-aelita]

My grandiosity feels more hollow now than ever, since my favourite/equal person blocked me. When everything was good, it used to be more of an exaggeration, the real me, just up to 11.

Now, though? It's jarring how much it started feeling like nothing but a mask when it didn't use to. How at times I can keep up the act even though, inside, there's just nothing.

I miss being that bitch for real.

Only goes to show how my FP's presence and support was legitimately helping ease all my BPD/NPD symptoms so fucking much. To the point where I was wondering if maybe I didn't have them. I guess at least that part has become clearer!