Devotional Fragment : Convergence
in you
i found a companion
not one who expected things
or held their hand out in return—
reciprocation was never your tongue
you gave as though giving
were breathing
the journey was slow
our silence stretched between steps
soft as the light between storms
we did not need direction
only the warmth that lingered
when we walked side by side
your touch came like mercy
not demanded,
but offered
you reached for me
and i felt the dark inside me
reshape itself into something
that almost resembled peace
you carved a home there—
not of stone,
but of marrow and breath
a quiet altar
built from the parts of us
that no one else stayed long enough to see
and still, there are nights
when sweetness feels heavy
when the old ache stirs beneath my ribs
but even then,
your presence hums steady—
a reminder that tenderness
isn’t performance,
it’s patience
you remind me
that love is not clean
it is chemistry—
holy water and flame
meeting in the same vessel
i have tasted ruin
and called it sacred
felt the bitterness
crawl down my throat
yet in your breath
i find the aftertaste softening
as though love, this time,
knows what it’s doing
time bends around us now
rivers curling into each other
our boundaries blur
and what we were
folds into what remains
if endings are just
the body’s way
of learning new prayers,
then maybe this—
this finding, this slow arrival—
is the start of one
so if all devotion
eventually collapses
into silence—
let ours collapse gently
let it breathe
let it shimmer
let it rest
beneath this endless sky,
i vow to keep walking
with whatever light we’ve found
to carry its warmth
into whatever dawn waits
i am unafraid
to be made new again