Spending these last few days with Bonnie before she goes on her next adventure. Since the drop off is out of state, baby is back home with partner. So it's just me and my dog, and it's so clear to me, even though it's a bitter truth: giving her up is the right thing to do. She's so much less stressed with no baby around, just adults, just her.
It hurts that I can't give her the environment she needs anymore, but I am so grateful and relieved that we found the right people to help. I'm hopeful that after this rocky transition, everyone will be happier and healthier, and she will have many more years being somebody's everything.
Oof though... Right now... The saw is still deep in my leg.











