tomorrow is officially my first day commuting to frog job.
i havent made any big transitions on my own in five years.
i am anxious tonight and i really miss the consistency i had with bryce.
i am very worried about a lot of things. what if my car breaks down? what if i dont make it on time? what if i cant find a parking spot? what if i get there and i dont like anyone? what if i get there and they realize i actually know nothing? i dont have a zoology degree. i left that program for good reason, but ill be working with several graduates. what if theyre cliquey? what if they dont like me? what if i actually hate the job???
i don't think any of that stuff really matters tonight, but its on my mind.
what if i dont meet anyone new and im single forever?
hopefully it goes well and my life is headed in a better direction. hopefully i can move out there and enjoy my job and just start over.