#ftm perv

[moderatelyunwell]

GOING CRAZY GOING CRAZY GOING CRAZY

Fjhfn the idea of eating them out until theyre nice and wet, teetering on the edge of release. Only to pull away and watch them huff in annoyance, swatting their hand away when they try to use it to get off

Thought of making them wait while I put my strap on. Rubbing the tip against their entrance just to tease.

They'd have to say they want it, say they want me inside them.

Holy fuck pleasseeee wanna make them feel good

Want to fuck them until their eyes go hazy and they clench down on my strap. Want to fuck them through their high, lazy hip rolls while I watch them cum.

Fuuuuuuuuuuck no I cant be horny today

[moderatelyunwell]

Why did simply missing them and wanting them here turn into something horny so suddenly??

Thinking about being at a party with them and having to press my head into their neck to calm myself down, smelling their perfume and knowing I have someone there who cares for me. Pressing soft little thank you kisses to their neck for grounding me in the moment.

So why did my mind wander to the way their skin would feel between my teeth, under my tongue? It'd still look like I was merely grounding myself to others but gently sucking at their neck, leaving a little red mark in my wake.

My head feels hazy, thinking of them trying to keep a straight face while Im nipping at their neck. Would they make me wait until the party is over or would they tug me away? Would there be any indication of them needing me too, or would I have to trust their word alone?

Fuck

[moderatelyunwell]

Wish I had something of theirs - shirt, sweatshirt, anything. Just need to be able to smell them, pretend theyre in bed with me. Pretend their legs are tangled with mine. Pretend their arms are around my waist and head tucked under mine.

Need to smell that unique combination of their shampoo, perfume and sweat that makes my heart race because I know it means Them.

[moderatelyunwell]

My jealousy sparks over the silliest things - they say "my boy XYZ" purely in a fan way and I'm trying not to pout.

I wanna be their boy, their man, their love.

I wanna be the one who kisses them until they're hot and bothered, the one whose head they imagine between their thighs, the one they think of when wanting to rant about random topics.

More explicit nsfw below

Trying not to let my head run away with the thought of them saying someone else's name when Im eating them out. How Id make them turn around, face down and pillows under their hips while I put on my harness.

How Id have one hand in their hair while I rub the length of my strap over their cunt, using the combination of their slick and my spit as lube when I press into them.

"You want to say that again? Who is fucking you right now? Filling you up so good?"

[moderatelyunwell]

Thinking of a sexy game of chicken.

The slow escalation from little lingering touches to touching knees, from throwing a leg over their lap to straddling them, playing with the waistband of their underwear, from soft closed mouth kisses to tongues intertwined, moaning softly as they grab my hair.

I know theyre competitive, make it a competition to see who will beg for more first.

Think it would end up with fingers curling inside of someone, just can't figure out if its me or them squirming and begging.

[moderatelyunwell]

Woke up so horny I feel like Im high

Head fuzzy thinking about them

Know Im a bit of an attention whore for them, but I want them so bad. Know theyre probably asleep, but I wanna be there cuddling with them.

Want to have their back pressed against my chest, giving me perfect access to their neck. One hand resting between their thighs, letting me feel their warmth through those little shorts that drive me crazy.

Know theyd tease me when they wake up and Im trying not to squirm, eyes half lidded and begging for their affection. Maybe theyd let me eat them out while they scroll on their phone, one hand in my hair while they go about their morning routine like nothing perverted is happening.

[moderatelyunwell]

I love being a useless pervert, I love being a versatile switch. I love people, knowing I'm a freak and continuing to choose me.

Like yes I am *your* freak, *your* pervert whining and groaning at the thought of you, dreaming up fantasies of my hands and tongue trailing over your body while you sigh beneath me.

Let me make you feel good, want you coming undone on my tongue, on my fingers, on my strap. Want it so bad I can't function.

Want you so bad I can't function.

[moderatelyunwell]

Can't get the idea of fucking them then cleaning them up with my mouth out of my mind.

Nose nuzzled against their cute little clit hard with arousal. Able to smell them closer than ever before.

Tongue running along the side not quiet touching them where they need just to tease before sliding and dipping into the creases, getting to taste just how excited they are.

Maybe they're still fluttering inside, feeling like another heart beat pulsing on my tongue.

Godddddd give it to me, I'd look so pretty between their thighs.