#ftmblr anon

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almost didnt find you cuz of ur blog revamp lol- love the new username!

anyway, monthly check in! I mightve missed last month (wild if i missed the check in during PRIDE of all things) but how r u??

this is also ur friendly reminder that ur awesome!!

oh my god hi!! happy second pride (disability pride month)

all things considered, i’m pretty good! i have a job now, and am feeling okay! dysphoria was pretty bad a bit ago but i think it’s lessening? thank you for checking in and being awesome :)

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monthly check in!! sry i wouldve sent this sooner but ive been dealing w mental health stuff 💔

anyways im STILL jealous of the name icarus bc its so damn cool but i hope ur doing fantastic!!

ohh im gonna cry hi ftmblr anon! genuinely do not worry about it, im just some random guy on the internet and your health takes priority in this case. I'm doing alright, was having a sucky week a little while ago, but i'm better now :) I hope you feel better <3

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to the anon from ftmblr who has done monthly check-ins for a while, ily /platonic and i hope you’re doing well

:)

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MONTHLY CHECK IN FROM THE LITTLE TRANS BOY ANON!!

Last time i checked, u were js mike/micheal. icarus is an amazing name, i love that for you.

how’ve you been, dude?? I hope everything has been well for you. You got this!! :D

i've been okay! going thru it a lil. life's hard as usual, dysphoria's beating my ass. I really appreciate these check ins, and as for the third name - i think Icarus suits me :)

thank you for checking in :D

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well its march (HOLY FUCK TIME IS WEIRD-) so monthly check in! I remembered you randomly and i was like… “check in… i need to…”

ur so cool man!! I think you’re an absolutely amazing guy even tho i dont know who you are <3

i half read some of ur recent posts (aka smth abt someone in ur life being transphobic) and js wanted to say ur a valid person. Dont let people tell you otherwise. Ur so so cool. Sending hugs ur way <3

-signed, the little ftmblr anon :D

oh fuck man you're so nice thank you

i generally just post a whole bunch of bullshit (lmfao) and i wasn't doin so hot last night, i am better now :D

probably gonna make a general life update post because yeah and i make a LOT of stuff and perhaps the internet should know. thank you for these continued check-ins, and i hope you're doing well too.

EDIT: YO YO WAIT I JUST HAD THE CRAZIEST REALIZATION. in like 2 months (april 30th) i will be a year clean from self-harm for the second time. FUCK YEA

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how’s the coolest he/him male guy doing? hi mike :)

-the ftmblr anon, sending in the monthly check-in he promised

hello ftmblr anon! thank you for checking in and ily for it /platonic

i'm doing okay! I got a packer recently, and it's made me feel really secure in myself. I've been less dysphoric, too. I've started to make a cloak to wear everywhere, and i'm probably going to add MASSIVE interior pockets to it (currently in the hemming stage :D). So, overall, i'm not doing too bad!

thank you and I hope you're doing well too, anon.