#ftmconfessions

[kingzigs]

ive struggled with the idea of who I am and who I’ll be but this sums it up

[canadiantransformer]

HRT

I have the hardest time remembering to do my shot. I am seriously the worst. I have probably put myself back almost a third of my progress on transition (mostly in terms of facial and chest hair growth). Just because I am so inconsistent with it. I wonder if other guys have the same trouble/ speculate the same delays. T day May 4th 2014

[de22-blog]

I’ll share a confession;

When I was 18 I stopped transitioning because my friends at the time saw me as a joke, my parents told me they’d never love me if I did so, and when I came out to my biological dad (who use to be very large in the LGBT community when he was younger) said I was just trying to be him, I came to a sudden stop. I stopped transitioning, I accepted that I would be nothing but a sad woman who hated herself from the hellish roots of my body. Now I’m 22 and realized that even though I had such toxic people in my life, it was the happiest I had been in years, just being out. I don’t think I ever passed too well, but the small things I had made me feel so much more confident. Now I’m so far back in the closet, the friends online who knew me as a male at first don’t even know I’m slowly transitioning. I’m not telling anyone, and if people decide they don’t like it...well goodbye, you aren’t worth my time.

[i-moustachenow]

Opening up..

So i submitted a post to ftmconfessions and seeing it there for one let alone how many notes it got, as surprising as it sounds has made me feel so supported and happy. I'm so glad i saw it! :D

[alexpidermanthebatspork-blog]

Sent my parents a letter, and they got it, and it's basically ruined them forever.

I told them all about my transition, and how living as a girl has led me to self harm and other things. It had to be said,t hey had to know, but, I never imagined them being this hurt. Apparently they haven't stopped crying for 2 days, and they just can't handle it right now.

I know that with time they will come around, but it is knocking me for six at the moment, so if anyone is out there who could just chat to me or has a similar story with a happy ending, that would be great. Or make up one, I don't mind, I could do with a bed time story :3

[being-cj]

This Christmas Break was supposed to relieve me from all of the gender dysphoria I have been feeling. Not only do I hate the word dysphoria, because it makes it all worse but with everything that was going on at school in the last few weeks before break I really needed a time out. Not only was everyone finding out which was stressful enough, but everyone was asking me queustions about my transition. I mean, dont get my wrong, I dont mind it because I think its better that they educate themselves properly than look at me like im a cave man, but it was making me feel like more of a girl than ever!! I wanted this break to give me a chance to chill... But with Christmas being here, all I've gotten all week is my birth name. I had so much fun meeting my girlfriends family and seeing my family again, but at the same time it was all just a big reminder that I will never be who I truly feel I am. Every day for the last week I have cried in my girlfriends arms because it has just been too hard to deal with. Not only has the dysphoria been bad, but my depression is making it worse. The Anxiety surrouding my ability to pass is bone shattering. And on tope of all of this I am on my rag... I missed it last month, so not only has it been emotionally draining but iy is physically exhausting. I feel like more of a female than ever right now. I'm almost beginning to question my own transition.. Can I really do this ? But I swear this whole next week is anyone calls me by my birth name other than my mother I'm gunna SNAP!! I just can't handle it right now. I know when I get back to school I will have to continue to explain to all of my teachers that I am CHASE! C-H-A-S-E! Which I know will be hard. I hate having to be a self activist all the time.. its exhausting. I wish I had a break some days. So please... Just this week .. All I ask is that no one call me by my birth name. PLEASE. I am CHASE.

[sharpieissharp]

Huh. I've posted a few things to ftmconfessions and never-ever saw my posts, so I gave up. I just saw my first one, FROM MAY has been posted. I'm not sure if this is encouraging or not...

[genderqueerconfessions]

Mkay. Soo. I've finished reading your blog. And now I need more reading material. Can you suggest any blogs similar to yours? Btw, I loved reading every page, and it's helped me quite a bit. :3 :*

DAMN

bravo

Okay, so similar blogs:

mtfconfessionsftmconfessionsgenderqueerpansexualpridefuckyeahbinderstransparrotfishtransparrotfishsignificantotherfuckyeahbidolphinfyeahnon-binaryseahorselgbtlaughsfuckyeahsassygaynerdignorantlgbtsupporterfactsaboutqueersyoumightbeafeministiffeministwhoniversefeministblackboard

They're not all strictly confessions blogs, but they're definitely all interesting/funny LGBTQ/feminism blogs, so you should definitely check them all out :D