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[rarmaster]

THAT'S RIGHT I HAVE TO REWRITE NOTHING'S FAIR BEFORE I GET TO ANY OF THE GOOD STUFF UGH I HATE.

[rarmaster]

laughs now that I'm done posting Dead Inside... I need to actually... close the dead inside doc..... this may be too much

[rarmaster]

i'm just laughing becasue i mean it's been 250 chapters and that's pretty damn long

also i've got at least one if not two more sequels planned + the nothing's fair rewrite

[rarmaster]

I MAY NEED TO DROP THIS PLOTLINE LIKE A FUCKING HOT POTATO I DON'T THINK I CAN DO THIS

[rarmaster]

GOSH I'M ALSO FUCKING SICK OF SITTING HERE AND BEING TOLD OR BEING CONDITION TO THINK "GEE THIS PLOTLINE REVLOVES AROUND GUY AND GIRL NEARLY BREAKING UP AND THE GIRL ISN'T A STRONG CHARACTER BECASUE LITERALLY THE ONLY THING SHE DOES IS THREATEN TO BREAK UP WITH THE GUY"

I GET IT

I COULD BE DOING A LOT MORE OR NAMINE'S CHARACTER

BUT IF THIS THING

BETWEEN HER AND RIKU

ISN'T FUCKING FIXED

THIS IS THE UNHEALTHIEST RELATIONSHIP I HAVE EVER WRITTEN AND SOMETHING NEEDS T BE DONE ABOUT IT AND SHE NEEDS TO DO SOMETHING BECAUSE HE DOESN'T EVEN REALIZE SOMETHING'S WRONG

LITERALLY THE MOMENT SHE SHOWS DISPLEASEMENT WITH HIM--MIND YOU BEORE SHE EVEN THREATENS TO LEAVE HIM--HE IMMEDIATELY THINKS "OH IT'S BECASUE I'M A WORTHLESS PEICE OF SHIT WHO DOESN'T DESERVE TO EXIST"

AND FRANKLY THAT'S FUCKING DISGUSTING AND I JUST. IT BOILS MY BLOOD

I NEED TO PUT HIM ON THIS EDGE FOR HIM TO REALIZE

NO THAT IS NOT WHY

NAMINE'S JUST A LITTLE OVERWHELMED

BECAUSE HAVING TO TAME YOU LIKE THIS SHOULDN'T BE HER JOB YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO DO THAT YOURSELF

AND I'M TIRED OF THINKING

THAT THIS SHOULDN'T BE TOUCHED BECAUSE "OH NO THE WHOLE PLOTLINE IS JUST ABOUT ROMANCE AND DRAMA AND GIRL COMFORTING GUY"

I KNOW

I KNOW I HAVE ALWAYS FUCKING KNOWN

BUT WHAT THE HELL ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO DO

RIKU NEEDS TO REALIZE WHAT'S WRONG ONE WAY OR ANOTHER

AND IT'S NOT GOIGN TO GET SHUNTED JUST SO NAMINE CAN BE A "STRONG FEMALE CHARACTER WITH HER OWN PLOTLINE"

GHHHHHHGHGHFF

[rarmaster]

ghhghgh having to go through Shad's character thing and make everything past tense sighs

[rarmaster]

actually,,,, looking at the scene again...... maybe. maybe

[rarmaster]

okay so y'know  how i said i'd write the thing with shad and sora??? nah man