Jan 6, 2020
i tend to catch myself looking at your social media with full intention that my feelings will be hurt. i think its human nature to put our selves through these things, and to be real last time i checked it brought me to tears seeing you with your so called friend and now its something more. potential girlfriend? who tf knows.
today i looked and didnt even shed a tear. maybe im growing. maybe its jealousy and im strong enough to not let it suppress me.maybe its because im moving on.
whatever the case is, i hope to never wanna look again, and i hope to never write about you again.