#fullbrightness

[thengone-blog]

 trying  to  be  visible  is  the  hardest  thing  she's  done  in  her  un-life.  all  she  wanted  was  to  see  jake.  she  wanted  to  run  her  fingers  through  his  hair,  and  tell  him  how  sorry  she  was.  she  needed  to  let  him  know  she  was  okay.  ❝  jake.  ❞  her  voice  is  barely  a  whisper  as  she  appears  behind  him  in  the  mirror,  a  soft  smile  on  her  face. // @fullbrightness​

[ozwolff]

@fullbrightness  || sc ( for will )

OZ  RAISED  HIS  CHIN  AS  HE  SAW  WILLOW  NEAR  THE  STAGE  .  dropping  down  to  go  towards  her  ,  he  tucked  his  hands  into  his  pockets  .  “  you  came  .  ”  more  of  a  statement  than  anything  else  .

[cravesfreedom]

❛   So,   if you had to pick,   which Bible verse would you get a  tattoo  of  ?   ❜      Rachel's not  particularly  religious,   agnostic at best,   but she's curious about Kate's  faith   ---   plus,   it beats  actually  working on their class project.      @fullbrightness   liked !

[jocksaved-a]

@fullbrightness​ asked: it’s not okay! you’re not fine! - riley matthews ! misc angst starters | accepting

its the first time someone’s ever really called him out on it, and of all people it’s someone in his little brothers class. he sighs, almost dramatically, as he tries to think about what to say. it’s not as if she’s a total kid, only a few years younger than he is, but she’s the same age as frankie. and all he ever seems to want to do when talking to frankie and his friends is pretend things are good. as if kids in their early teens need everything to be fine.

“you wouldn’t get it.” it’s not personal, he’s pretty sure no one would get it. not entirely. they’d understand, they’d have ideas of what it’s like, but no one would really get it. not the way he gets it. “i lost important people in the roller-coaster crash.” everyone knows that, it’s become pretty common knowledge at this point. “my girlfriend was one of them but... the other was...” he doesn’t know how to describe jason. best friend didn’t seem to show how much he meant, never felt like enough, but it wasn’t as if he was his boyfriend. they’d both had girlfriends, even if they really acted as if they didn’t. 

“he was.. my best friend. more than my best friend.” he shrugs lightly, deciding that it would have to do. he sure wasn’t about to try to explain every detail to someone that probably didn’t really care that much. “it’s just hard not having either of them anymore, you know?” but he’s sure she doesn’t. sure she has no idea. and he’s genuinely glad that she doesn’t know what it’s like. he doesn’t want anyone to know what it’s like. “and i probably could’ve saved them if i tried.. but i didn’t realize they were in danger until it was over..” 

head shakes as he realizes just how much he’s telling the girl, puts on a smile as if that’d negate everything that he’d just said. “it’s a long story. it’s just- it’s easier to say it’s okay and i’m fine. it’s better to say it, even.” because the wrong person seeing his emotions would only cause problems. he certainly couldn’t open up like this around his father, and he knows that if he keeps it inside himself twenty four hours a day it’s easier, knows that letting it out for even a second could make it impossible to ever reel it back in. “maybe it’s just a grown up thing.” even if he’s not really a grown up yet, he’s certainly older than her. and to him that’s more than enough. “maybe it’s just how the adult world works.”

[dcnouement]

@fullbrightness​ asked: [text] seriously?! you used up all the hot water again. fiona to carl !!

[  𝙨𝙢𝙨  —  𝙛𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖  ]          not  my  fault  it  runs  out  so  quick. [  𝙨𝙢𝙨  —  𝙛𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖  ]          you  should  know  by  now... [  𝙨𝙢𝙨  —  𝙛𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖  ]          you  snooze,  you  lose.  

[dcnouement]

@fullbrightness​ asked: [text] who gave you the right to be so f*ckin’ cute? evie to gil awgajga

[  sms  —  evie  ]          i  don’t  know? [  sms  —  evie  ]          i  think  it’s  just  who  i  am. [  sms  —  evie  ]          do  you  like  it? 

[dcnouement]

@fullbrightness​ asked: ❝❞ for sam from becca

❝  give  it  back.  ❞

[herwindow]

“We can’t do this anymore.”

@fullbrightness | Riley

          "We can’t do this anymore?"        He watched her from where he was standing, trying to figure out why exactly she was saying that, but he knew. He wasn’t a good fit for her. He skipped school more often than not. He only started showing up again because of her. She was right in saying that, but why did it hurt so damn much then? He was quiet, the wheels in his head turning.          "I guess I’ll leave then.”