kismesis appreciation post
because she deserves it. my kismesis, the lovely caira, or as many people know her, sparks, is like one of the most rad people i have ever had the pleasure of knowing. i met her when i was a freshman over deviantart because of a hetalia icon family. we always had random icon family chats and she was really awesome and her and my other friend hit off real swell. we rped and talked all the time!! something went wrong though and i didnt talk to her for a while. until...this summer? i think, and we started talking again. and we had something different to bond over, homestuck (though i took a while to actually get into it)! and shes really really precious to me, and im so glad we were able to become friends again.
shes a super amazing artist, like, wow she draws so well!! every time she texts me a picture of something she drew i just get all giddy because its so awesome and i immediately save it. hell, one of her drawings is my front background on my phone!! ITS THAT GOOD OK!! shes got a super neat style and ahhh. and dont even get me started on her rping!! she is one of the best daves i have ever had the pleasure of rping with, and an amazingly fantastic eridan. like wow, her dave has just the right amount of cool kid snark and ironic sincerity to send my karkat into a sputtering fit of butt hurt, and her eridan knows exactly where my solluxs buttons are to tick him off and just bug the crap out of him. its really great rping with her and it makes my day!!
shes a wicked hard worker, too, like. even when shes bogged down with school work herself she always offers to help me when im having trouble with my own. and im like qurl you have your own stuff to do and she just says no no its fine i want to help! and its...its really awesome of her, and i really appreciate it! and holy crap she is so good at cheering me up. like you have no clue. she always has this really kind way of going about getting me to calm down and i cant even describe it ahh.
but...lately, for a while now i guess, shes been having a lot of problems, at home and at school. and shes really sad a lot, and that makes me sad a lot. and im just not as awesome at cheering her up as she is to me. :(
but i just want her to know that she is super important to me and that shes not dumb or worthless or anything. but that shes really great and smart and a wonderful person! and i love her very much :C