Love Isn't Mine (Part 2)
Pairing:Gally x female reader
Summary:Ending up in the woods has a better than usual outcome.
1,399 words
Leah ended up with Frypan, Kali found Sam, hell, even Brenda caught Thomas eventually. Granted, he still gets this faraway look in his eyes as though he’s being haunted by a thousand ghosts, but that's pretty normal for this place.
Love is all around me. Relationships are thriving, people are leaning on each other, and I’ve got my back turned to them as I fish. If I have chicken for dinner one more time, I’m throwing myself into the next bonfire. I want sea food, and if I have to catch it myself, I absolutely will.
When there was finally a tug on my line, I started to reel it in. Whatever I got was fighting back, pulling on the bait. I know dying isn’t fun, but this is the circle of life. I didn’t survive hoards of Cranks to not get the dinner I want. After having a Griever three feet from my face, I’m going to get what I deserve for once in my miserable life.
Stepping back, I watched it ripple to the surface. As I was fighting to hang on, a pair of hands firmly tapped my shoulders. Adding to the suspense, Brenda yelled, “boo!” right by my ear.
We both watched my pole fall to my feet. When I scrambled down to pick it up again, I found it weighed nothing.
There would be no sea food for me tonight.
“Sorry. I didn't know you were so . . . focused?”she trailed off. I could only shake my head as I reeled in my line. I’m sure she swam off to tell all her fishy friends to hide away for a while.
“It’s fine,”I sighed, picking up my equipment. As the saying goes, you win some, you lose a million.
“So you’re done hiding away for the day?”she teased, lightly nudging me with her foot.
“I wasn’t hiding away. I was enjoying nature,”I corrected, leaning my pole over my shoulder.
“You were living in solitude again.”
“Well, yeah. A lot of nature is solitude.”
She rolled her eyes at my observation as I followed her off the dock. Seeing as it was late afternoon, everyone was out. Tara was hiding on the edge of the gardens while Minho was leaning suspiciously close, touching her arm as she laughed. Aris was fanning himself on one of the tables while Sonya was sitting between his legs.
And working by himself, Gally was putting up a much needed canopy. He had that stoic expression that fit his dark eyes so beautifully well. When he raised his arm, hammering a nail, I couldn’t help but observe his biceps. He had the kind of strength that represents hard work yet these delicate scattered freckles on his skin.
“Hello? Y/N?”
“Huh?”I snapped out of it. I shoved my hands in my pockets and refused to look at her to conceal the sudden heat that flooded my cheeks. There’s no need to call attention to the sun making my face hot and absolutely nothing more.
“Oh,”she teased, bumping her shoulder into mine.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,”I dismissed.
“Y/N-”
“Weren’t you saying something?”
She slowly looked me up and down before shaking her head. Pushing some of her short hair behind her hair, she kept her pace beside me.
“Some of us are going to the beach tonight. You should come,”she invited.
“Brenda,”I sighed. My answer hasn't changed once for these things, no matter how badly she wants it to.
“Just come out with us. It’ll be fun,”she insisted.
“I was just with you guys last week.”
“The bonfires don't count.”
“Well, my social battery sure says it does.”
♡ - - - ♡
The sky was perfectly clear tonight. The stars were shining through the tree branches, though they weren't very thick to begin with. Still, it was nice that mother nature was being kind to us. I’m not sure how exactly life got this way seeing as I was a bit distracted by all the death when it was explained in that video where a woman then shot herself. I question it all the time, wonder how anything got to this point.
It's just incredible that pretty things still exist after all that's happened.
Leaning against the tree, I closed my eyes. The grass was damp under me, though my clothes were plenty of protection. I ran my fingers through it, immersing myself in the world's life.
Just as I could drift off to sleep, consistent footsteps sounded near me. They matched the beat of heavy boots walking the halls, monitoring my every move. Their beady eyes peaked at me to make sure I couldn't escape when I didn't even have the strength to move.
“Oh! Sorry, I didn't think anyone was out here.”
I opened my eyes to find the more acceptable reason for a racing heart rate. My shoulders relaxed as his figure became more clear in the dark.
“It's fine. You brought me back to the darkest place of my life, but I’m mostly stable enough to let it go,”I shrugged, giving a humorless laugh. He returned it in a way that didn't feel pitying.
“You want moonshine? I’m not sure it’s healthy when you're in a bad state of mind, but it's homemade,”he offered, holding out a jar as he sat across from me.
“I don't know what to ask. Why you're carrying that around or what you're doing in the woods.”
“I don't know. Probably the same thing you are.”
“Hiding from everyone while they have a good time?”
“Yes actually,”he chuckled, glancing over his shoulders like our somewhat intertwined friend group would appear. Crossing my arms over my chest, I put my legs out as I studied him. There was nothing exaggerated or overwhelming about his expression. There was something calmingly neutral about him despite how you could read him if you really wanted to.
And I do. Unfortunately for my closed off heart, I do.
“Why aren't you with them?”I asked, my voice suddenly soft even though nothing about me is.
He looked at the ground as he rubbed the back of his neck. I silently cursed myself for opening my mouth. I, of all people, should know how questions can end.
Right as I was about to promise he didn't have to answer, he spoke. It was barely above a whisper, like he was scared of someone hearing any kind of vulnerability.
“I don't know how to be around people anymore. I think my brain forgot how to cope with . . . connection,”he confessed, staring past me. His eyes glazed over with memories he wanted to bury.
“Your turn,”he remembered, apparently snapping out of it.
“I’ve never been good at deep connection for long periods of time,”I said simply. I can't remember all of my life, but it's hard to imagine me as a social butterfly that can open up to any stranger. I don't even hug my friends unless they're upset.
“We should probably work on that,”he (somewhat) joked.
“Yeah. Or we could find someone similar. Maybe even be able to be deeper than friends.”
The suggestion left before my brain could actually think about what I was saying. The feelings I adamentally deny to the world crawled to the surface at the worst time imaginable. There's something stupid about the stars and woods and being alone that made a bolder version of who I am possess me.
“I’m sorry. I just-”
“Did you know there's really cool cliffs near the edge of this place. They're actually safe to jump off too. I’ve tested it.”
“I, uh, no?”I stuttered out, malfunctioning under the slightest bit of pressure.
“It's a date then. I’ll meet you here tomorrow night.”
“Yeah. I will be here. In this spot. Tomorrow night.”
He smiled at me for just a second. Then, like he was trying not to talk himself out of it, he quickly stood up and left the way he came.
I’m actually going out with someone I like on my own free will. That means either I’m going to be murdered or this will be the best night I’ve ever had.
I’ve got a date with Gally. I’ve for a date with Gally, and I’m jumping off a cliff for the first time, and I don't have a bathing suit.














