#gapedhole

[sissycdbychoice]

I’m having a sissy problem.

I kind of enjoy anal a little bit too much, which isnt a bad thing for a sissy but when i fuck my bussy for 6-8 hours 4-5 times a week with dildos that go up to 13 inches insertable and range in girth size from three fingers to the size of a tuna can. It can be a bit excessive.

The problem is that after months and months of sleepless nights from riding my meaty friends I think I have left the realm of reality and have fallen into the rabbit hole of novelty sizes.

Now it’s nearly impossible for me to find a guy who can hit that sweet spot. I’ve become so used to having 13 inches inside of me that stretch me open so wide that a soda can could easily slide in and out without any real resistance that a normal sized penis doesn’t make me cum anymore.

I know what I need to do, which is, take a break from my nightly routine. But also the size queen in me wants me to keep pushing. Part of me wants to keep pushing my limits and say “fuck it, if one dick isn’t enough anymore maybe that just means I need two or three or maybe even ten dicks to give me a proper gang bang to give my holes the proper fucking they’ve been secretly craving.

Obviously I’m turning tumblr for some guidance from any sissies who have this same problem. Women feel free to respond as well since you have different equipment but the issues might still be the same

What do I do girlies, sissies, ladies? I’m desperate to know what you think I should do? If I get even a single response, I’ll reward you somehow. Not sure if you prefer making me do something like a task or if you have an Amazon wishlist. Maybe a bit of both.

[itscalledbubblesnow]

Spending time every day to stretch and gape my pussy! I can’t wait to see what I can fit inside!

This plug is next

[love-to-gape]

her: do you have any talents?

Me: I can gape without penetration

[sissycdbychoice]

The Girl Inside Me

Sometimes I look in the mirror after a long session of dressing up—lace thigh-highs, soft pink panties, a little crop top that barely covers me—and for a moment, I feel right. Not just sexy, but seen. Like the version of me that’s been whispering from the inside finally gets to breathe.

I don’t talk about it much. Most people wouldn’t understand. But if you’re someone who feels that same ache… the quiet longing to become who you’ve always known yourself to be, even if it’s just behind closed doors for now… then maybe you do understand.

Maybe you know what it’s like to feel more alive when you’re soft, when you’re feminine, when the world fades away and it’s just you and your reflection and that tiny hope that one day, you might become her—the real you.

If any of this resonates, message me. I’d love to talk to someone who gets it. Maybe even try on names together. Flirt a little. Share stories. Or just hold space for each other to feel real, even for a moment.

[sissycdbychoice]

I need to vent, sorry everyone. I’m just frustrated that my kinks and fetish are all consuming and I’m not sure if I just close my eyes and ride the wave or if I should be wary of the rabbit hole I’m in.

Can someone explain to me why this is my fetish? Like I get that everyone is into something and that there’s actually a large amount of people that are into the same things as me.

Now let me explain, I’m not saying that I wish I was a vanilla type of person, but with my kinks Im surprised that I didn’t end up in the industry. It’s probably due to my closeness with my family and their religious background. (Im not religious, but it would be such an ordeal to have to deal with the family if they knew just how far down the rabbit hole my kinks and fetish has taken me and wants to take me).

Back to my kinks though, let’s start with the basics I love having my dick (clitty) locked in chastity. Now now I know chastity isnt the end of the world when it comes to kinks, but I’m constantly pushing my limits and now all I do is crave to be in my inverted negative 2.5 inch chastity cage. I wear it when ever I can, I love the feeling it gives me knowing that my clitty is shrinking down to the size of a micro penis.

Well what else, anal, not just anal though, analysts stretching, gaping, fisting, I constantly crave to be filled with the biggest dildo or cocks. It’s a sickness. I end every single night with a 10 inch dildo in my ass for at bare minimum 3 hours.

But Haley, anal and chastity aren’t too out there in realms of kinks. Yeah well what about being a closet part time sissy who seeks semi and permanent feminization of my body and mind. Being so addicted to feminization that the likelihood of me buying something related to being a sissy versus buying something not related to sex or feminization is around 9/10. For every 1 item I buy of male stuff or stuff related to an interest, I buy 9 feminizing of sissy articles of clothing or toys.

Being a gaped, caged submissive sissy lives rent free in my mind constantly. Is it because I discovered sissy hypno and captions when I was 16 and watched, listened, edged, gooned, gaped, stretched, and came to nothing but sissy caps and sissy hypno for the next 15 years pretty much every other day. Probably. I know this is just a rant and you don’t have to answer the question, but I am curious. Do other sissies feel like this?