#gentlecalm

[martinemylife76]

Let this be our mental getaway when you need a moment away from life craziness

[martinemylife76]

If we're able to rekindle a relationship with a lost love who was that one absolute person you were meant to be with,, but found out that they were betrothed. Would you pursue or walk away?

[martinemylife76]

I been through the bad now I alittle peace ✌ 🙏🏽 💯 the songs says it all

[martinemylife76]

I only like being around ppl who are safe; other than that I rather stay inside minding the business that pays me Covid is scary but the scariest thing is either hanging out or around and meeting the wrong people. I don't need no more excitement in my life.

[martinemylife76]

As you sleep I think of you. You excite me. I close my eyes and some many fantasies manifest to reality. Mr. RIGHTNOW, I want to appluad you for all the good you have done since you came searching for me. I missed you

As you sleep, I think of you.🇯🇲🇧🇸🇭🇹

[martinemylife76]

Mr. Wrong thought he could hurt me, not knowing Mr. RIGHTNOW was as always there waiting to appreciate me as I do him.

[martinemylife76]

How I restored myself from hurt. I stopped ✋feeling sorry, depressed opened my mind and heart. I realized the signs was in front of me the whole time. Like Alcoholics Anonymous Step 1: Admit Powerlessness to  Alcoholics , when it comes to loving myself I have to admit Powerlessness in how I treat myself for the person I seek . I get weak and forget , I come first. The same for everyone we get lost in new loving relationships but when it doesn't work out for whatever reasons the heart and mind overthinks why me and all hopes of happiness feel like a spiral of failure. But thats an illusion of what we think human emotion expectations. The hurt and pain with anger makes you now go through a process of self reflection and anylaztiion of yourself ;you become more aware of behavior thoughts and action. With tears, no sleep, anxieties, loss of appetite I damaged the most valuable possession I have and that's me.. Eventually emotions will subsidie , and I have to remember I'm beautiful, unique, universal, smart, good spirited, desirable, always loving person. I had to clear my mind of what hurt and figure out how to deal with the pain. My outlet is sharing and being vocal not in a groupr setting. Just my way. I'm emotionally sensitive but I'm unique, strong, bold, daring, intellectual person. My way was too open up and share with my peers. It doesn't matter if you care listen ,read, glimpse, laugh, ignore, dismiss, agree , voice your opinion, or can relate , we all have something to share. Pain is better out than kept in. I myself felt using different social platforms to vent the pain, emotional heartbreak I felt better not overnight but in time . It's better to put it out if on keyboard or paper or talking. It's better out than in. Someone once said life a blessing or lesson.

[martinemylife76]

Ask if I care