your hands trembled in shock, your eyes were bigger than their normal size and your stomach felt upside down. you couldn’t believe this. how could it happen?
you were sure you were cautious, did everything you could to avoid this but now your fear became reality.
with your head spinning, you left the bathroom and ran to the kitchen to get a glass of water.
but let’s get back to the start.
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“tom, stop it. we can’t do this anymore.” you whispered and tried to push him away from you by his shoulders.
tom pushed you tighter against the wall. “just one last time, to end it in a good way.” he kissed your neck slowly, making you shiver.
you shook your head, putting your hands over his so you could get them off your hips. “please tom, you’re married. this can’t go on anymore.”
“who cares? i want you. it happened twice already, a third time won’t kill anyone.” he placed his forehead against yours and looked at you deeply in your eyes.
“it’ll kill your wife if she finds out, and me because i work for you both!” you stated breaking eye contact, something that he knew made you weak in the knees. you were tom’s and heidi’s assistant.
“mmh. you sure?” tom asked with a smirk, kissing your jaw before grabbing your chin and making you look at him. his hand traveled down your body, falling between your legs, your skirt leaving all the access for him.
you tried to grab his wrist but he was fast and grabbed your arms before you could. he moved his finger along the center of your panties.
he smirked again feeling your wetness and you blushed, placing your forehead against his shoulder as you tried to hide your embarrassment.
“doesn’t seem like you don’t want it.” tom chuckled lowly as his fingers began moving faster and faster inside you. you started moaning, trying to keep it quiet since you were at the studio, inside the bathroom.
you low-key knew his members knew about you two together but still, you didn’t want them to hear you two and did your best to act normal around them.
“c’mon baby. let me fuck you. i’ll make you feel so good, you know that already.” tom bit you on your neck, before sucking on it.
he was always so possessive over you. even if you were nothing and he was married, you couldn’t be with no one else beside him. a couple of times he saw you with a guy and tom made you regret even talking to him.
who were you to say no to that? you were already a moaning mess, so you gave in.
before you knew you had your legs wrapped around his waist and he was pounding into you ferociously, his big size making you almost scream. he had to cover your mouth with his hand, even though he loved hearing you beg for more.
“sh baby, you don’t want to get us caught, do you? or maybe you want it deep down, you want others to see how good i fuck you. how much of a slut you are for me.” he loved saying those things to you, especially seeing your eyes roll at the back of your head knowing the mix of his dirty talk and his length inside you got you closer to the edge.
“i’m close baby. f-fuck. are you close?” he asked making you nod. you wanted to release your climax so bad.
“then come with me, pretty girl. come around my cock.” as he said those words, both of you came. he groaned gripping your thighs tightly as you arched your back. it felt like heaven.
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coming back to the present moment, you decided to call his phone immediately. after it rang three times, he answered.
“yes?” he sounded sleepy and you almost felt bad waking him up.
“tom. could you come to my house? i need to tell you something.” your voice trembled as you waited for an answer.
“why? wanna fuck?” you could feel him smirking through the phone and you rolled your eyes, losing your patience.
“no, stop being a jerk and come over.”
tom sighed, “alright baby, i’m coming.” he said before hanging up.
he had never called you baby outside the moments where he wanted to have sex. usually he called you by your name, he always tried to be alone with you of course but besides that there was no affection that he showed.
after some minutes you heard the door bell ring and almost fell as you ran to open the door.
“hey.” you said looking at him. he looked majestic. he was wearing a simple white shirt with some black pants but he looked amazing.
tom made his way inside your house and plopped down on the couch, used to being there as it was his home. “so what’s up?”
“i need to tell you something. i hope you won’t get mad at me.”, you started before sighing out loud, “i don’t know how to say this so i’m gonna just do it.”
tom looked at you confused, wrinkling his eyebrows.
“i’m pregnant, tom.” you spat out, taking the pregnancy test out of your jeans pocket, showing it to him.
he suddenly stopped moving, he only looked at the object in your hand without a single emotion in his face.
“i-i don’t know h-how it happened..we always used protection.” you said softly sitting next to him on the couch, “tom?” you wanted a reaction. words. something to see how he felt.
tom gulped down the knot he had in his throat before looking at you. he let out a shaky breath and out of the blue, he hugged you. he hugged you so tight you almost stopped breathing. you hugged him back, feeling tears in your eyes.
he grabbed you by your cheeks and kissed you. a sweet, slow kiss that made your heart skip a beat.
“don’t worry, i’ll be here taking care of you.” he said when you broke the kiss, stroking your cheeks with his thumbs and wiping your tears.
“what about your wi-?” you were about to ask of course about his wife but he cut you off, shaking his head.
“i don’t care. i want you. i want this baby. i’ll leave her. you don’t have to worry about it, okay? everything will be fine.”
he hugged you again. you didn’t know why but you trusted him and his words, so you relaxed in his embrace, letting all the other thoughts die.
Hey, can I request an angst story with Bill and reader (the reader is female) abt crazy fans please? Like them (Bill and the reader) admitting somewhere (idk maybe in an interview for a magazine) that they almost broke up because of that (maybe reader's fanbase is known for being "too much" sometimes like following the reader everywhere, being so in love with her etc)
(Also could the story take place in the 2000s please?)
Goodbye 👋
i like this one im actually excited abt writing this one shot
btw im so sorry for late reply AHSJHFKDHDK please expect ill take like AT LEAST a week to answer yalls request bc im busy as hell w school 😭😭 love u guys pls understand
and again this aint entirely proof read
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Too Much?
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Pairing: Bill Kaulitz x Fem Reader
Genre: Angst, Mostly fluff
Warnings: Stalking, mention of nonconsensual touching, very embarrassing storytime from bill
Request Status: closed :(
✩°｡⋆⸜ 🎧✮ I'm Not Okay (I Promise) : My Chemical Romance
(Time set back in late November of 2007)
Being a famous actress since as a child was unbelievably tough.
You had worked so hard and expertly; you didn't even have time to spend your childhood properly.
Just at the age of 19 and you've finished numerous movies and series. A true self-made millionaire, really.
You and your ravenette boyfriend are currently doing an interview for a night show.
"So ____, wow! After a long pause from doing films you're finally gonna have one showing soon! How is it like? Being back and all; being the talk of the country."
In the past one and a half year you hadn't done any projects since you've decided to take a break for yourself. And now you're once again busy taping with film staff and directors for your new and upcoming Teenage Romance movie.
Rest assured it's not your typical boy-meets-girl or vice versa and they do sappy sweet stuff and get together kind of film; it has its own uniqueness that will surely be called as "One of 2000s greatest Teen Romance movies of all time."
"Oh, I feel great Hanna. I had a deserving break and I'm back to doing one of the things I love most. I'm even happier because I got my lover and his band to sing the theme song for the movie." You truthfully answered and chuckled by the end of your statement.
"How about you Bill? How are things with your band?" Hanna included Bill to the conversation.
At that, he smiled politely. "Everything's great with us y'know, we're still together and all. Which I'm grateful for."
After a few more minutes for pep talk; the blonde interviewer finally decided to get onto the exciting part of the show.
"And now, for the moment we've all been waiting for! Dunk Tank!" Hanna smiled widely at the selected crowd.
"Where in this game; you will pick someone from the crowd who will accompany you with this game.
Your selected teammate will ask any question they want; to which you will answer, and if you don't want to then they'll get a chance to throw a ball on the target. Where if they hit it, you'll fall down the tank."
Hanna excitedly announced despite having done this for the nth time.
"____ and Bill, play Rock, Paper, Scissors to see who goes first."
You knew you'd beat Bill since every single time you played it - he'd miserably lose.
"Oh, I'm confident in winning this one!" you proudly say.
"Just because you've beat me all the other times we played this, doesn't mean I'll lose now!" Bill accepted your challenge and laughed.
He was right. He won for the very first time.
"Oh my God! Did I seriously win?!" your black clothed boyfriend exclaimed.
"I only let you win this time because I felt sorry." you playfully rolled your eyes with a smirk.
"Whatever, I'm gonna choose now." he giggled and stepped closer to the crowd.
His fan girls were screaming at the top of their lings, begging to be chosen by him.
No, you weren't jealous. Not one bit. Sometimes Bill would even complain about you not being possessive of him from time to time and would think you're not as in love as he thought.
It's cute, really. Then you'll show him how much you love him through actions rather than words.
Bill chose a girl who seemingly looked two or three years younger.
The joyous girl screamed in surprise; "Oh my god! What?! Me??! SERIOUSLY??"
It made Bill giggle, "Yes, you! Now get down here!"
A body guard helped the girl down; and when she was no longer at the stairs she rushed Bill to hug him but abruptly stopped. "Hi oh my god you're more beautiful up close! Can I hug you?!" she says excitingly.
It made your heart flutter just how kinder your boyfriend's fans are compared to yours.
To say your fan base is crazy is an understatement. Many would harass you through nasty words or touching you with no consent; it didn't matter if they did that out of how much they "love" you, it was still disgusting.
"Um, yeah. Sure!" he hesitantly looked at you; his eyes asking for permission. To which you subtly nodded.
Again, your heart melted by how he's making sure you're okay with it. Honestly, you very much understood that being famous would mean people wanting to hug you or any form of physical contact. Plus, it's not like you can say no to Bill from hugging a fan; you'd be a scandal. And you knew Bill wouldn't have any other choice as well.
He wrapped an arm over her shoulders while she fully embraced him. Okay, you're a teensy bit jealous especially by the way she's holding him like he's her man.
But that was soon washed away when she turns to you.
"Hi! What's your name sweetie?" Hanna asked and put a mic on her mouth.
"My name is Pauline!"
Before Hanna could say anything further, Pauline beat her to it.
"____!! I'm such a big fan of you too! I've been watching your movies since forever." saying she's over the moon is definitely an understatement! This will definitely be a core memory.
Almost immediately you wrapped your arms around her back and squeezed her. This girl is definitely one of the most respectable and sweetest fan you've ever met.
Was it really low? Yes.
The audience cheered by how sweet you and Bill had been to the girl and by how jealous they were.
As Bill and Hanna chattered about God knows what; the girl leaned closer to you in order to ask a favour which no one can hear.
"Can I ask you to shout out my brother? He has a huge crush on you!"
"Sorry darling but we're in the middle of a show right now. How about later I ask the staff to send you to the backstage? Then I'll give him my magazine with an autograph, and if you have a camera with you - you can video me saying hi to him!" you came up with a resolution.
Was it over the top? You didn't know and you didn't care. You're just fleeting with joy by how this girl isn't like any other of your fans.
"Seriously? You'd do that for me and my brother?" she gasped.
"Well, yeah. I mean it's not always that I have such nice interactions with people who are a fan."
"Okay lovebirds what are you two talking about there?" Hanna teased with a smirk and Bill playfully pouted.
"Nothing, nothing" you laughed and held Bill's arm as the crowd laughed and cheered.
"If you say sooo." she replied. "Alright, your turn to pick!"
You carefully looked around the crowd and walked five steps of the stairs to get a better view of the people on the back. A fifteen year old boy was holding a banner stating "Bill's No.1 Boy", it was cute, really. So you planned to steal your boyfriend's fan! (this a joke dont hate reader pls)
"The ginger at the back with the banner please." you said to the mic.
The boy squeeled in delight and threw his banner somewhere before running down to you. Your arms opened for an embrace which he immediately jumped into.
"What's your name?" you put the mic to his mouth as you both carefully went down the stairs and back to the stage.
"Sam, I'm Sam! My name is Sam!" his rather high pitched voice said.
"Okay, Sam. I know you're Bill's fan so I'm gonna have to steal you, that okay?"
"Hey, no fair!" Bill patted the boy's head and shot a smile at him.
This moment for him is definitely a core memory and will brag about it to every living human he sees.
"Now, who wants to go first in the tank?" Hanna asked.
"I'll do it" Bill says excitingly.
They agreed and the staff helped him get up. Once he were seated and adjusted in the circular surface; he challenge you.
"Ask a good one!"
"Ohohoo, we definitely will!" you smirked.
You turn to Sam and ask him without the mics near your faces; "What're you gonna ask your idol?"
"Oh uhmm, I don't really know." he says bashfully.
"Maybe his most embarrassing moment?"
"That'll work, definitely." you smile supportively and fist bumped him.
"Bill, you read?!" Hanna exclaimed.
"Born ready!!"
"Alright Sam, ask away!"
"What's the most embarrassing thing that's happened to you?" Sam asked with twinkles in his eyes.
"Oh, definitely when me and ____ weren't dating yet; she threw a sleepover party and she invited me and my mates, and there were three bathrooms, right? The three were being used and in one of those bathrooms it was Tom using it, and I had to rush him because I really needed to take a shit, like I couldn't hold it any farther!
So he went out really pissed and I pushed him off the door and quickly shut it and went right into business."
Bill paused and tried to compose himself as the crowd started to get louder.
"And when I washed and pushed the flush button - It wouldn't flush! So I got really scared because I just shit in my crush's toilet and I can't let anyone know that I'm the one who did it. So i looked around and saw a pack of pads so I took one of them; and forced myself to dip my hand down to grab it and I almost puked!
I look around and see there's no trash bin. So I panic again, and eventually decided I'll just rush down to throw it in the garbage in her garage. I quickly make a run for it and almost bumped into ___"
He now covered his hands in shame and embarrassment. "And she saw the pad in my hand! So she asked me like, 'Is that a pad?' and I'm like yes and so she asks whose it is...... and I said it's mine....."
You know of this story long ago; and it just gets better and better whenever you think or hear of it.
The audience and interviewer roared with laughter; as well as the staff behind and securities who tried to contain their smiles.
"I wish I never asked!" Sam wiped his tears from laughing too hard.
"Get down here Bill! That was too much!" Hanna's cheeks started to hurt, "Sorry to the viewers who are eating."
Bill went down immediately and squeezed the living life out of you. He does this whenever he's feeling embarrassed or nervous, and calls it his "Physical Support" from you.
"You should've let yourself get thrown in the water!" you giggled and hugged him back before he pulled away with a red face.
"Next goes ____!"
Once you were seated and made yourself comfortable on the seat; you tell them you're ready.
It was Pauline's turn to question whatever she wishes. "____, what do you think of your fans?"
She asks sincerely; she must've noticed something by the way you're like to your fan base and to Bill's. A part of you wished she hadn't asked but you've been dying to let the creepers out there know that whatever they'd been doing to you for a long long time - greatly affects you, especially as a young stat growing up in this sort of industry.
You rarely held any meet and greet, rarely had photos with fans where you look actually comfortable and where they weren't touching your waist or hips or near your ass - and ones where you do look comfortable it was mostly with girls or kids, which was not as often as when you do with the rest; who are pedophiles and creepy boys.
Of course you've always been nice when interacting with them; you didn't want to be rude and only wanted to be kind.
Definitely, there were times when you couldn't take it and couldn't do anything about it - other than cry and complain in your lover's arms.
You're forever thankful to have someone like him; he'd always listen to whatever you say and support everything you do.
Not realising; you zoned out quite a bit and snapped out of it when Bill called out your name with worry that he's trying to mask from everyone.
"Oh-, well, obviously I love them so much, if it weren't for them I wouldn't have succeed this much - of course the people who helped me get up in this industry as well.
I truly do appreciate their love and support, seriously. But quite the number of them are uh, how do I say this." you nervously chuckled as everyone listened intently to the tea you're telling.
"Crossing my boundaries? Yes, uh- that." you say not quite satisfied with the word you chose. It was evident that it's worse than just that but the safest.
"We all know people would cross it by taking unsolicited pictures of you, that's given because you're a celebrity, but are there some other ways they would? If you don't mind me asking of course." Hanna carefully asked.
You smiled softly, "Well a few have stalked me to my house - which I dunno how the hell they did so and took pictures of me and they'd send it to me and tell me how they thought of me. Some leave love letters, flowers, food in front of my gate, sent death threats to my exes when I was dating them and even now to my Bill." you left the worse parts out since you didn't want half of the world to be talking about your most private part of life. What you're even telling them now is a whole lot.
"Wow.. we all knew your fan base could get a bit crazy judging from all the videos we see and the news, but not by this much!" Hanna says empathetically.
"It happens, I guess." you try to laugh it off. However, Bill looked at your hues with his that sent the message of "Are you okay?"
In which yours replied with "I'm not okay."
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The game went on a for it was Pauline's turn to the dunk tank, then Sam's.
You continued your cheery self through the whole taping and told yourself you'll regret what you said later in your dressing room. Bill kept his distance close to you and would caress your hand or shoulder as a sign of support - as well as slipping a "How're you holding up?" every now and then.
If there were billions of ways to show gratitude to this man; you'd do every single one of it to him.
After the agonizing show was over; you and Bill kissed Hanna's cheeks as a goodbye and thank you. To which she said back to you both as well and wished to see you soon.
As you made your way to the dressing room in silence with your fingers intertwined with Bill's; you abruptly stop in your tracks.
"I almost forgot I have to sign a magazine for Pauline!"
Your lover looked confused for a second "What? Why?"
"I kinda promised Pauline I'll just sign a magazine for her brother because she asked me to shout him out while taping." you let a small huff and loosened your grip on your boyfriend's slender hand. "How about I'll see you later in the van? You can wait for me there instead if I haven't been back by five minutes."
Bill smiled, "Of course sweetheart, I'll see you later. Love you." he pecked your lips and lovingly looked into your eyes for a moment before heading to his dressing room.
Quickly; you asked a staff to bring Pauline to your dressing room to give her an autograph - to which they agreed to. Thankfully.
While they did that, you strided to your room and grabbed your magazine and marker - which immediately after doing so, a knock was heard on your door.
You hand held the paper as the other gripped the violet ink marker. When you did, you were greeted by a Pauline smiling widely with a camera on her right hand.
"Hi!" she says excitingly.
You greet back and quickly hugged her, "I see you have a camera with you."
"Oh, yes, uhm.. I was wondering if i can take a video of you signing an autograph? So my brother would believe me that it really is from you." she nervously giggled. "I might or might now have pranked him once by giving him a fake autograph."
"Yeah, sure. What's your brother's name?" you say softly.
"It's Percy." she answers as she readies her camera.
"Alright, is it rolling?" you ask with a smile on your face. Pauline says yes with a grateful smile; grateful for being how considerate and kind you are.
"Hi Paul! So I heard from your sister that you're a fan? Too bad you didn't come with her." you looked behind the camera to Pauline.
"And I heard she gave you a fake autograph of mine? Well now, you're getting a real one, and this is the proof." you say still giggling as you signed the magazine.
"There, and keep the pen. I gotta go now, bye and love you!" you say as you waved goodbye and gave your iconic kiss blow alongside a wink.
Once Pauline returned the camera back to her bag; she immediately thanked you.
"I'm serious - thank you thank you sooo much! And uh.. I'm really sorry if what I asked earlier was too personal. I really am. I was just curious and didn't thoroughly before it slipped my mouth." she noticed the change of the atmosphere long ago. Even if she's just fifteen, she knew how to read the room well.
"Aw, sweetie.. it's nothing." you pat her shoulder, "It's fine I tell ya, also I better get going - you should too, it'll get dark in just two hours. Bye bye and stay safe!" you wave goodbye as she still exclaimed thank you's as she walked backwards towards the exit.
(that footage is definitely gonna go viral after many years)
In a light speed; you gathered your essential belongings and had your personal assistant help you carry your other belongings to the van; to which Bill noticed through the windows that you're carrying back pack and a purse and immediately helped you despite having it under perfect control.
He opened the door for you and let you in first before him and closed the door. Your personal assistant sat in the passenger seat next to the driver, while you and your beloved were at the very back despite the space up front.
You rested your head on his shoulder and he put his above yours while he held your hand with both of his; tracing every outline, massaging it, and kissing it once in a while.
"R'you okay now?" Bill mumbled and kissed your head.
"Yes, hon. I'm great actually.. thanks so much for being there, I love you so much." you turn your head to face his and pecked his lips.
"I love you more than you'll ever know, I'm glad you're okay." he smiled genuinely and kissed you deep and passionate.
You returned to your head's original position and fell to sleep; not caring if tomorrow, you'll be the town's talk.
if there are some grammar errors, I’m sorry, I tried my best 😭😭
he is obviously a swim shorts kind of guy and would always tell you that he can’t wear the “panties swimsuit” because of how big he is.
the first time he told you that, he couldn’t stop laughing at your shocked expression. It was so out of blue and you just stood there like:🧍♀️😨
he ALWAYS wears sunglasses when you’re around so he can check you out without anyone seeing. You’re just too hot and he doesn’t want to take his eyes off of you.😍
he is always inside the water and, once inside, you can’t convince him to get out. He just loves water.
When you join him he is sooo happy and he will probably splash you as soon as you’re near even though you warned him not to.
when swimming he would definitely yell “HELP A JELLYFISH” just to scare you and when you would turn around to check he would try and drown you ( jokingly🤪)
you tried many times to get revenge on him but he is just too good to predict your attacks and in the end you’re always the one gasping for air😭.
after swimming he would BEG you to go and get ice cream. He obv chooses the lemon flavoured ones and if you never tried them he would FORCE you to try.
you can never lay down and tan with him near you for more than 10 minutes. He gets bored easily. 😭
don’t get it wrong he loves admiring you tan, however he doesn’t want to JUST look, he wants to touch.🫢
he will try and get your attention by placing a kiss, randomly, on your face and telling you he wants to do something😏.
he is never intimidate by people looking at you at the beach, because he knows that you’re his and everyone can look RESPECTFULLY without touching.
But if a guy starts approaching you, he will immediately be on your side with his hand on your waist, telling him to leave his girlfriend alone.
when this happens he takes you somewhere more private and starts making out with you, just to reassure himself that nobody is gonna take you away from him.😍🥰
honestly I hope somebody is gonna read and like it, cause if not it’s gonna be embarrassing🤗
I feel like Georg would always help you clean yourself up with a warm towel and in the same time whisper sweet things to you. He would definitely love to just cuddle with you after, pulling you close to him and rubbing the back of your head while playing a little with it. I also think that he would like to be the little spoon and place his head on your chest to listen to your heartbeat while he falls asleep, and that moment would be perfect for you to play with his hair.
B = Body part (their favourite body part of theirs and their partners)
I don't feel that he would have a favourite body part, but probably he is very proud of his hair, he likes getting compliments on it because he knows how much time he spends making it shine like that. When it comes to you, Georg loves everything about you, honestly you are flawless in his eyes. But like any other man, he would have a preference, most probably your butt and hips. Georg can't resits himself from squeezing them when you are riding him or just when you sit down he loves grabbing into your thighs.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum)
he definitely cums a lot and loves covering your body with it. He will cum pretty much anywhere, wherever he can reach, but I believe he loves covering your butt with it and then give you a 'soft' slap.
D = Dirty secret (self explanatory, a secret of theirs)
I believe Georg has a slight corruption kink. He likes the thought of having a pure and innocent lover that he could teach them to be only how he wants. Georg would love to control every action you make.
E = Experience (how experienced are they)
He is kinda experienced, but not as much as the twins. Georg knows how to correctly please you, but he knows only one way so probably if it doesn't make you 100% pleased you would tell him what to do and not, and he would be patient and learn your way.
F = Favorite position
He's simple. He likes missionary, but he is totally open to experience other positions.
G = Goofy (are they more serious or goofy at the moment?)
Although normally he tends to be a little goofy, he never would be like that in bed. sex is a serious thing to him and will be very concentrated on making both of you feel good during the moment. so no goofing around from his side.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they)
I feel like Georg likes to keep his pubes shortly and neatly trimmed, but never shaves fully. He grooms himself once per month or two.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment?)
Georg is an intimate guy, he loves being sensual during the moment, he's all about making you feel comfortable and loved. He is totally savouring every moment he spends with you. Even when he's being rough he always remembers to shower you with compliments.
J = Jack Off (masturbation headcanon)
I think he might use masturbation as a way to calm himself down and to relieve himself from stress. He probably masturbates quite often. And of course, his material on doing it are the pictures you sent to him, probably he is the type of guy to ask for them.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
I stand by the fact that Georg has a praise kink. He loves praising you in every situation. He also may have a size kink and cockwarming kink. He absolutely adores the difference between you two, he likes to manhandle you from time to time. Georg also loves keeping his cock in you for a little time after cumming, or slip it between your thighs to feel your warmth all over it.
L = Location (favourite places to do the do)
He's a private person, he likes to have sex, traditionally, in the bedroom, but also likes taking you in the kitchen or in a shower. But also time to time after a concert he needs you, so mostly you would have a quickie in the bathroom under the stage.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
I feel that he loves seeing you in his clothes, it makes him weak in the knees, he thinks you look incredibly sexy whenever you put one of his, way too big for you, t-shirts on.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do)
I feel like Georg would try anything at some point but the only thing he wouldn't be okay with doing would be a threesome. He wouldn't want to share you with anyone.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill)
He likes giving as much as receiving, he enjoys them equally. he would love to eat you out all day, he adores hearing you whine and moan and the feeling when you put your hands on his head to deepen the friction. Georg is a big guy, so he doesn't expect you to be able to take him whole in your mouth, but seeing you struggle makes his heart throb. He loves keeping on hand on top of your head, slightly pushing you deeper.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual?)
He is usually slow and sensual, but if you ask him for more, he's willing to be rougher for you, anything to make you happy.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often)
Not too fond of them, because he likes taking his time on pleasuring you, usually making you cum more than once. Georg doesn't like to rush things. But also because he is a star and goes on tours he does get the need of having you between brakes so some quickies here and there has to be made.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment, do they take risks)
Due to not having lots of experience, he'd love to experiment and to try various things out. whatever makes you happy, makes him happy.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for, how long do they last)
Georg could go all day and still not be tired, he has a lot of stamina. Although he doesn't want to force you so usually goes for 2 rounds, but can go more if you'd like.
T = Toy (do they own toys? do they use them?)
Doesn't own any, but wouldn't be opposed to them, he'd be totally down to try them out.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Georg is a tease without necessarily meaning to, sometimes he might not even realise he's teasing you. He would say things to you in front of everyone not meaning to tease you but he finds your reactions adorable.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make)
He tries to hold himself back and be quiet, but always ends up moaning and groaning deeply. Georg is the guy to shower you with compliments and making you feel good emotionally during it.
W = Wild Card (get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
I want to believe that he would date a non-speaking German and he would definitely speak some German in bed, loves calling you German pet names, for example "liebling" (darling) or "schatz" (treasure). also would throw "scheiße" around pretty often. Georg would love to teach or help you learn German.
X = X-Ray (let’s see what’s going on in those pants)
Georg is a big boy. He's about 8 inches and has some small veins running along it.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
After meeting you, it's pretty high. Georg is definitely sexually frustrated.
Z = ZZZ (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
He won't fall asleep until he makes sure you're alright and taken care off.
A/N: FYI, I posted this story in Wattpad, therefor I don't want to hear I'm copying from someone or they're copying from me. I can assure you I'm the same person. With that being said enjoy (Billy willy has my heart) Pt 2I Pt 3I My wattpad user is 6arelyhuman_ if u want the outfits visuals u should read it there.
WARNING!!! There will include: angst, fluff, smut, love triangle (it's a bill ff so don't worry)
Summary: You love bill and there's no doubt in your heart, unbeknownst to you he feels the same way. You both have to overcome challenging events that leads the both of you to grow apart, what happens when his twin brother feels for you? Will you be able to crush his heart? What will you do to prevent hurting them both?
''If we could go back in time, what timeline would you go back to?'' I ask after a long moment of silence.
A stray thought that had crossed my mind, he hums in thought. Seemingly really thinking about it. He shifts his position on the grass. I also reposition myself differently, rolling over to my side to look at his side profile. He glances at me, then back at the sky.
''I would go back to before we got well known.''
I open my mouth to say something, but before I can he interrupts me.
'' Don't get me wrong, I'm happy with my life and how it turned out, It's everything I wanted and more.'' He lets out a sigh through his nose.
''Like if I actually would have gone to college, and I don't know? Lived life as an average man''
You nodded slowly. You knew where he was coming from because you had also thought of the same thing before.
''Tom wouldn't be a cocky womanizer,'' I say, electing a laugh from Bill beside me.
''Yeah, I think it's gotten to his head.''
''You think?'' I say sarcastically. We both look at each other for a moment and burst into laughter.
Our laughter dies down, and we're left in comfortable silence. I glance up at the night sky, gazing at the stars that twinkle. Some were bigger than others, some even looked about the size of a speck of dust.
A sudden memory came to mind when we were little, the four boys and I would climb onto the roof of the twins' house and watch the night sky. We'd scream out 'Look a shooting star' as a bright star shot through the dark abyss. Simone would even prepare snacks for us to eat while we were up there.
The boys and I would make a wish, Tom always blurted out his, ''I want to date a hot model!''
I would playfully punch his shoulder as we all laughed at him. My wish was to always have the five of us stick together, no matter what.
''Remember Ria?'' Bill said, bringing back me from my thoughts. I roll my eyes at the name.
Bill dated her for a year. She was such a slut, she slept with Tom, knowing they were brothers. Bill was upset with his brother's poor decision. They didn't talk for months. They finally got over their differences so Bill forgave Tom.
''Yea,'' I say bitterly.
''Sometimes I wonder if she would have still dated me if I wasn't famous.'' He said honestly.
''probably not'' I say. In my opinion, she was only with Bill because he was a successful band leader.
And just wanted him for his fame, I wouldn't be surprised if she never loved him.
''I thought so too.'' He saids lowly.
It honestly breaks my heart. How sad and vulnerable he sounded saying this.
I reach for his hand interlocking my fingers with his. He rubs his thumb in a circular motion on my hand.
''she missed out on a whole lot'' I say causing him to smile.
''Really?'' he asks.
''Im sure'' I respond.
This seemed to make him feel better.
''You're a great friend'' He said, flashing me the brightest smile. I wince at the word 'friend', before quickly masking it with a smile of my own.
''I try to be'' I manage to say.
''Have you given Tom an answer''
" Have you given tom an answer?"
God, why did he have to ruin such a great moment. I let out a sigh, " No, i've been avoiding him". Now saying those words out loud made me feel shitty. Bill frowned at me, clearly disappointed in my actions. " that's not how you should handle it" He said in a disapproving tone, shaking his head at me. " I know, I know I just" , My hands fly up to my face. I drag them down my face, leaving them to cover over my mouth.
" I just don't want to hurt him with my answer" My words sounded muffled, though bill still managed to hear my words.
"I'm pretty sure it hurts him more that you're ignoring him" He saids, stating the obvious.
"I know and i feel like an ass hole" i groan out.
"well, do you?" He asks, It takes me moment to process his question.
"Do i what?"
" Like him" He states simply, as if it was the most simplistic thing in the world.
"I" The words caught in my throat. He pokes my cheek with his index finger.
"Is that a blush i see?" He teases.
My heart breaks, he thought i liked tom, it wasn't like that at all, I only saw him as one of my best friends. Don't get me wrong i love him, but it was different than what i felt for bill.
I sit up, rubbing my hands on the fabric of my jeans, something i did when i was nervous, bill sat up also.
"I don't know Bill" I say below a whisper. He frowns at me.
" what is it, you can tell me" He throws an arm around my shoulder, bringing me close to his side. He places his chin on top of my head. I breath in his scent, breathing in what smelt like cologne and a hint of cigarettes.He was smoking again. I frown at the discovery. He had promised he would quit that habit, he only did so when he was stressed.
"The only right way to handle this situation is to tell the truth."
I deflate, of course he was right, but i was scared, this could potentially ruin my friendship with both of them. And I honestly don't think i could ever handle something like that. They both mean so much to me.
"come on" He nudged me in his arms.
HIS ARMS
I felt so safe in his arms, his embrace was warm, the soothing strokes of his hand running through the locks of my hair could be enough to lull me to sleep.
I let out a puff of air, forcing myself to muster up some courage.
"I'm still trying to figure out things out"
It wasn't entirely the truth but somewhat close.
I needed to figure out confessing my feelings to bill, or if i wanted to have tom hate me by doing so. It was the same outcome, one i so badly wanted to avoid. He hums in understanding.
"Got it, just don't avoid him, instead tell him those exact same words"
God, bill always knew what to say or do to make me feel better. I nod.
I let out a quick 'ok'
"alright, i think we should get going, It's far too dark to be laying here in the park" He looks around. I laugh at him, he gives a frown in response.
"yeah, we may even get mugged."
His eyes widened. He was so paranoid.
I pat his shoulder, "Relax, the only thing they'll be getting is a card, and i sure as hell am not giving them my pin" He laughs at my humor. As we walk to his car in the parks parking lot he tells me about a few demos he's unsure of releasing. The ride to his apartment complex in LA was spent blasting music at full volume.
