¿Por qué el amor de mi vida solo no me ama y ya?
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¿Por qué el amor de mi vida solo no me ama y ya?
Idk if it makes sense but I feel like I crave platonic attention from older guys bc my older brother has never cared about me
me after getting an answer i didn’t want from my tarot deck
I feel like I'm never going to be happy.I truly believe that I'm always gonna lose everything I have and love. It's always this way,when everything is stable and fine it has to fuck up.I lost every single friend and it was sometimes my fault something theirs, but after everything I feel that I will never be able to be happy because of what I've been through. I'm incredibly lonely and that's the worst thing ever cuz people are the most valuable thing I can have in my life. Without anyone I'm not able to take pleasure from anything. I don't have any pleasure from doing things that I love. Playing my favorite games, rewatching movies that I truly love and even music feels like nothing. Music is the only thing that always makes me feel something and can give any pleasure when nothing else can but sometimes even it feels empty.
Sorry for my bad english but writing about feeling is better in english,in polish it's so cringe and uncomfortable I hope you guys get it