Oversensitive hearing quivered within the past, a series of other bottle's all aligned on a table also matched. Drinking so far only wishing to feel numbness, wanting to remove the count of days.
The first crack to a heartbreak was always the most significantly damaging one. It left prolonged damage. Ilm's away from being removed from this lifestyle, changing his own future. A recipe of fitting design gave form, only fitting a scoundrel who broke other hearts, swindled them into comfort to open and steal belongings.
Would eventually become a victim to his own trade. Being matched and bested. Used strictly at the grandest escape, a runaway, nothing little more than a rebound, picker-up, or second life. Fleeting, controlled by deceit and lies, on the very day of his proposed wedding. His bride-to-be went missing, only cleverly doing it by her own charts. She affected his heart with a blackness, it spelled simplistic facts, for long as he lived, there wasn't to be peace, he would never, ever get a happy ever-after. That's all a sailor deserves, impaling ambitions leads to curses.
In this youth. He wasn't prepared, and didn't fathom. The unfortunate rain of bad, coming. Forewarned of having a heart, as predecessors of his kind on the seas, learned to castaway it. The greatest of conquerors, out-right, ate their own heart. For it couldn't be swayed then, or used by any. Not even them. They gave rise and terrible birth to Scourges. They possess mentalities, fixations, greed in-which, cannot be denied.
His compassionate side, as warned by his Founding Captain, would be his undoing. Through his poor-miserable drifting days, by having a mantle, this isn't what people follow, this is a cancer. He stopped caring, didn't think, lost all sight for what, a single love?
So in his barely drooling and drunken haze, he was met with opposition by his own Crew. They barraged the doors and surrounded him, Judas his main First Crewmate and trustworthy, they had a tight-pact, but it didn't seem that the Captain of the Goldbrand took things seriously anymore. There were things promised to all these men, and by continuing to follow the dream's of an ambitious man, who can no longer walk, is no different than being in-slavery. A wake-up call was required. So like a snake, within the den of a lion, he whispered, and slithered... He brewed all the fellows under his new helm, and with a hiss, he commanded a feast on the lion, for there was no pride left on his side.
The Seeker tried to resist barely with any willpower, they gave him intervention he wouldn't forget. A strike against the cheek with a dirk, first scar that kept all this as memento, something not to be proud of, he not only failed to love. He failed at everything. There was no bigger loser than him.
They took their aggressiveness and assaulted him viciously. Like a pack of hyena's until he left a bloodied, bruised mess, even more less functional than before. Stripping him down until he held a sliver of fabric on his loins. "You caused this. Made us come to this... I don't like liars." Judas himself, had to undergo the process of slaughtering his own heart to deliver this, because his ambitions could engulf a world.
"Walk the plank." They left barely but startling and fidgeting teeth kicked down his throat, the metallic blood being swallowed, hefty breathing. He saw dream-like after-images of everything, blurry visioned. Then that stupid son of a bitch, Seeker still showed some last-ditch effort, wobbling on his feet, and trying to impose a fighting stance, wasn't brave just a stubborn fool.
He ceremoniously had to be kicked and forced down off the planks landing into the seas. They anchored off after throwing a single drift-wood, over his descending. The smallest minuscule of what it felt like he carried them on, returned.
Judas drowned the pain of betrayal and turned it into his badge, moniker, his dirk fresh of leaking sanguine. Looking at it before polishing, "If he dies, he dies..." Regardless, this broke and killed him. As the sea's swallowed instinct only gave him enough to float back at the kicking surface, only to drift abide the seas, current and destination, for his sentencing.
There he was removed of all, left nothing to call man. Marooned on a place deemed the savage-lands or Black Shrouds. Deprived and wild this was all the events, leading up to the worst days, when it rains, there's pour. What eventually gave birth to his soul being sundered a-split. Oneirophrenia swelled within his veins to his brain, instinct was his own survival, but that numbness the alcohol provided, only lingered. Feather lightweight stayed in bones, it inked there, a disgraceful scar singed and got infected on his cheek; like a brand.
Inescapable, tarnishing seven sins, committed and gave to live.
Humanity was depleted and fragmented, daily.
Wild in the wilderness, gave beginning.