(I'm sorry if this sounds weird) It's okay if you want a secret session video ! Don't be hard on yourself. That post didn't come off as ungrateful. I mean, I understand that some people get upset at stuff like that, no offense to anon here, but we're all humans, like who doesn't want a secret session video regardless if you got to go or not? Everyone! So please don't worry it's very clear how grateful you are
aww thank you ash!! i know it can definitely be a touchy subject and i’ve tried to be very careful about How Much i post about it and what i post about it and stuff because i want to be cognizant of other people’s feelings but also never want to seem ungrateful or anything and i don’t know! you know what i mean. thank you v much ILY LOTS!! :)










