#gn :)

[grabmyboner]

i log on, i ejaculate all over your dash through multiple unconnected unwanted text posts, and then immediately go to sleep in a post ejaculate haze. clean yourself up sluts

[yumeyleo]

every night before bed i play an asmr video and hug my pochita plushie to sleep

[blursmoon]

im tiredd maybe I should kill myslef

[lunarzei]

went out again :)

this time with my parents and sister - we got some stuff we were missing and i treated myself and got some small keychains :) the 2 on the left are mine and the 1 on the right is the one my sister chose - i took a pic of them when i was putting everything away bc it looked like we had picked matching things like those friendship bracelets yk? thought that was cute

i picked them purely bc they're cute i don't necessarily need keychains but i don't rly need anything when i think abt it yk? bc i don't rly let myself think like that idk it feels wrong (i know it technically isn't) - but it is nice to let yourself enjoy things i think

the outfit was a recommendation my mom had given me the other day when i said i didn't know how to style these jeans she gave me :) they're cool i told her i always get compliments when i wear her clothes :) and i don't think i looked bad today? idk i was more focused on being helpful to my family (being present, aware of my surroundings for my safety and theirs, carrying everything and looking for gift bag supplies for my sister) - but i had a good time and wasn't super self conscious so improvement either way

i told my mom that i was seeing that my anxiety improved the more i went out and that generally i was able to do more when i pushed myself (told her specifically abt that day with the delivery i handled) - that's why i tagged along today :) and i'm grateful it went well

i was also going to go to the university tomorrow but my classes end really late in the day and they're online it's not worth the struggle

it's gonna be a rainy day i think? so i'm excited

i always dread waking up so it's hard to make myself wake up early but i'm going to work on getting myself excited / at least looking forward to the day despite how heavy things might feel

maybe by starting my day gradually getting into it and making more time to actually relax throughout my days and having dedicated time to focus on the issues that cause me this dread?

idk we'll see but for tomorrow my plan is to wake up at 6 am :) like i would for a day at uni, take a relaxing shower, change into comfortable clothes, make myself coffee (!! ah i got a new coffee type to try bc i got a sample and i rly liked it! i'm so excited abt it!! grateful my mom gave me her sample cup she said she didn't want it but literally maybe a minute before that i had told her when she asked me where my sample was that they ran out right as i walked by lol - didn't comprehend at the time that she gave me hers bc i said that i don't like when she does stuff like that but i'm glad we ended up walking by again and she got one herself :) and i got to try it again, i said i really liked it so my mom bought me some! i'll make it and try to perfect the technique so i can make it for everyone sometime :) <3 anyway sin/cos over) then i'll attend my lectures and work on my prep plan for my next exams hopefully (and everything else coming up idk general life catchup session ig)

anyway i gtg sleep (also bc my sister isn't asleep rn and she has school tmw so i need to sleep so that she will) i'll hopefully be up early :) i was supposed to be up early today and i couldn't be so i was rly disappointed (i was on my phone till 2 am so i overslept) i thought the day would turn out badly bc of that but i'm glad i could turn it around and i didn't dwell on the fact that there was some stuff i didn't have time for anymore)

improvised plans and optimism :) and i think today i was lucky it'd be great if everyday went like this but i know that this was just one of those days where the stars align and everything feels okay - but if it happened today that means it can happen another day

i'll try to hang around for that

23:47 23/11/2025

[santaricotta]

Quick doodle ★彡

[protagonistau]

Sorry Ghyce did you want the waters to be really hot instead?

>"You can't make it hot NOW so it's fine."

[You wonder how Newbie is doing.. If he saw this than you would be so embarrassed..]

[kitteh]

Reminders for myself today:

Make website

Clean house

Buy more energy drinks

Make them suffer, as I have

Do bedding