Second thoughts
Nika Muhl x Carmen(oc)
Carmen’s pov
Paige’s and Azzi’s wedding was today. We received the invites a week ago. It was taking part in a church in Minnesota. I had to fly in last minute since yesterday I had last minute meeting with the head of the company I am working for. And apparently I got a promotion so it was worth today’s trouble.
The wedding started at 6 in the evening but we started heading to the church around 4 so we could help with the finale of the preparations for the wedding.
I was wearing a pale yellow suit with a white button up shirt and a red tie. My feet hit the pavement quick and the heel of my shoes echoed as I speed walked inside. A huge smile appeared on Azzi’s face once she saw me. My face mimicked her expression and opened my arms to hug her
“Congratulations princess. You deserve eachother” I spoke proudly as she tightened the hug. Paige came by as well with a huge smile on her face as well. “Hey Paige. Congratulations man. You bagged a good one. You are both really beautiful may I say” I spoke shaking Paige’s hand firmly. “Thank you Carmen. We really appreciate you making it today” Paige said.
Truth is I was one of the bridesmaids from Azzi’s side so it wasn’t in any plan not to come today here so we’re addressing the obvious right now. I just nodded with a grin plastered on my face. Although I did see some type of edge on Azzi’s shoulders.
I furrowed my eyebrows looking at both of them. “Something’s wrong. What’s going on?” I asked looking at both of their eyes for a hint. Paige let a long breath out i didn’t know she was holding. “Listen C we have a bit of a situation. And I think you’re the only calm and persuasive enough person that can handle it” Paige spoke making me raise my eyebrow.
“Go on then. What do you need me to do?” I responded. “See the thing is Nahiem broke up with Nika a few days ago and she has been too ashamed to come out here alone so she’s now locked in a room and refuses to come out. She thinks she failed as a girlfriend and will end up alone and all of that and she doesn’t listen to anyone that tries to calm her down. So we thought maybe you could give it a try?” Azzi stepped up and spoke to me.
My jaw tightened trying to process what they both had said to me. “And where is Nika exactly?” I asked confused. “She’s in the room behind the main hall. She thought she could do this but half an hour ago she broke down and closed herself in there ashamed to come out” Paige said. I nodded slowly. “I’ll handle it. You guys do what you have to do. I’ll see what I can do” I spoke and walked down the hall towards the room that was pointed to me.
I stopped and got two glasses of champagne before knocking three times on the door. “Go away Paige” a voice was heard. “Not Paige darling. Unlock the door. I’ve got alcohol” I spoke and surprisingly seconds later I heard a loud noise signalling that the door was now unlocked.
I placed the two glasses on my hand and opened the door slowly before closing it and locking it behind me. I stood there with a small smile on my face looking at her. She was wearing a red dress with a low cut reaching her thigh. Open chest and a silver necklace just to try and hide the cleavage that was left exposed by the dress.
“Don’t you look beautiful now” I commented as I pushed myself off of the door walking towards the table she was sitting on. She didn’t look at me in the eyes. “Thank you” she responded quieter than usual. “Hey Nik. Look at me” I spoke as soft as possible. I took her chin in between my fingers and lifted her so she would look me in the eye.
I handed her the drink and she smiled slightly at me before taking it in her hand. She took a good sip from it before looking back at me. “You must think I’m pathetic. I just I can’t be the constant disappointment that always turns down her dates and will forever be alone” she said getting up and walking to the other side of the room leaning against the wall.
“I can’t even begin to think about how i will always end up alone because I give and give so much only to get nothing in return. And today with the wedding and everything I just. I can’t stand it” she spoke and the volume of her voice died down in the process. As if she was speaking to herself and not me.
“Nika you’re not pathetic. Not even close to it. You just want someone that will love like you do. And not believe that your idea of love can only be achieved in fairytales” I said as I was facing the table she was sitting before. She scoffed not believing me.
My head traced her body across the room. With slow movements I was now in front of her. “Listen Nika. We have to be honest with each other right now. Personally I didn’t believe you two were gonna last. Do you wanna know how I guessed it?” I asked and she nodded at me.
“He wasn’t looking at you like… you were the only woman that exists in the world. Like you’re the most beautiful person that he has ever come across. Like if he was to die the next second he would be okay because he got to witness what perfection looked like” I spoke as I took small steps toward her.
“He didn’t treat you like you deserved everything and anything you would ever ask for. Like you were worth any trouble that life brought against him so that he could make you happy. He couldn’t satisfy your needs the way you wanted. He…. Just wasn’t the one for you” I took a small pause to look at her and take a sip of my champagne
“You need someone who is willing to do all of these for you. Without you even asking. Someone that will go to the moon and back… to hell and back. And that comes from a Christian” I placed my hand on her hip. Our eye contact strong. Her eyes never leaving mine. “I can help you with this…mess. Just tell me you want it” I spoke barely above a whisper.
I took one final sip of my drink before looking back at her. She nodded slowly as her eyes flicked to my lips then back at my eyes. Her bottom lip between her teeth. I took it as an invitation and slowly approached her lips leaving enough time for second thoughts.
Once my lips touched hers I heard a small inhale from her. The kiss at first was slow. Controlled. But it escalated very quickly. I took her glass and mine and without stopping the kiss I placed them at a table near us. My palm settled on her cheek as her hands stayed on my suit.
Slowly I made my way to her neck inhaling her perfume. “So gorgeous” I whispered against her skin. A low moan left her as my lips touched the skin just below her jawline. I left soft bites and kisses alongside her neck before I made my way to her breasts.
I looked up at her and slowly massaged her bud above the clothes. Her eyes half closed half open. “Please” she huffed out. My eyes lit up. “Please what pretty” I asked as my hand reached for the exposed skin on her leg due to her dress.
I lifted her leg up and stepped closer to her. “Please Carmen just- fuck just touch me” she responded breathlessly. I kissed her once more before dropping to my knees. I pulled up her dress and left slow kisses on her legs. To the inside of her knee. Then on her left thigh. Getting closer and closer to where she needed me.
Her shaky breaths filled the room. I looked up at her making her hold eye contact with me as I took off her panties. Once they were off I got up. Her eyebrows furrowed. “Where are you going?” She asked frustrated. I didn’t respond to her.
I slowly got my blazer off and took off my tie. As my eyes never left hers I showed her her panties I had just gotten off of her and I shoved them in my pocket. I put up my sleeves and got back on my knees.
Without wasting any more time I dove right in. Teasing her clit with small kisses before flickering my tongue against it. Nika lost it. “Mgmh fuck! Fuck right there” she whisper shouted as I continued abusing her clit. She tried to ride my face but I pinned her against the wall and signalled that she stay there.
I placed her left thigh on top of my shoulder for easier access and her hand fell on my head holding my hair. I started devouring her with as much passion as I’ve ever done. Her head tilted to the side as her mouth was left hung open.
So many efforts she made to stay quiet. But it was to no avail. “Fuck! You’re gonna make me cum. Please Carmen make me cum!” She spoke pretty loudly and breathlessly. Hearing this my ego received a huge boost.
I replaced my mouth with my middle finger on her clit while my tongue worked her hole. She squeezed my head with her right leg putting me in a headlock with her thigh and her calf. But I couldn’t be in any better place right now.
It didn’t take long for her to give in. And when she did. It was pure magic. She rode out her high against my face rocking her hips back and forth and I held her through it helping her calm down.
As I got up and slowly placed her left leg on the ground my hands rested on her hips as she tried to regain her breath. “I hope I made you feel as good as you’d hope” I spoke casually with a smirk on my face.
“Hell yeah you did” she said still trying to regain her breath. “Let’s go. The wedding is about to start” I said as I put on my blazer and then my tie. “Can you give me my panties?” She asked ironically. I laughed at her. She looked confused.
“I’m keeping these. It’s the trophy of the night. You’re always welcome to come to my house and get them after the party tonight” I suggested knowing damn well if she did come to my house she wouldn’t be there to get her panties.
With slow steps I made my way to the door and stood by it waiting for her. Once she was done making herself look presentable I let her lead the way with a huge grin on my face and my hand in my pocket.
