The earth simply wasn't made for us we weren't made to bear witness to so much sin and beauty at the same time, it has short circuited us
the lord above deemed us too powerful and placed us into bodies that dampen our abilities
You are not broken, you are being challenged
by a being who sent their last adversary to rule over and be one with demons, to live in a realm supposedly opposite of their own
You're stuck in the cycle of reincarnation in hopes you will never ascend and prove yourself worthy to be the next adversary
To threaten god's capability
If god is all-powerful, they are not all-loving
what if they're neither
Leave your earthly goals and ascend back to the energy pool of creation, the whole of the universe, where everything originates from, the good and the bad, we are all of one source