When is it my turn Lord?
What I don't understand is why haven't I been blessed with my hearts desire yet? I pray without ceasing for a family of my own (a Man of God for a husband and wonderful children). I'm doing the Lords work. I'm in ministry, I've been abstinent for 5yrs, I've given up alcohol, I spend time in my word, I tithe, I'm a good person. But my flesh is confused on why people who are not interested in a relationship with the Lord, why are they blessed with my hearts desires?! When is it going to be my turn? Yes, I have the full understanding that the Lord is always with me, and that my purpose is His will.... But I know for a fact that the Lord wouldn't give me this desire and not fulfill it. But it's not fair that I have to work so hard at life, while a friend doesn't have to work at all and get everything I could ever dream of.... Lord, please when is it my turn? Im trying so hard to be patient, but it's oh so hard!
