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Change is Universal

I am changing in ways no one taught me how to name

Not like a wound closing but like something hardening where feeling used to be

I catch myself grieving for the person who flinched less who believed the world might soften if they stayed gentle long enough

Now I move quieter I choose my words like exits I leave rooms before they can leave me

This isn’t growth they write about its subtraction Its learning which parts of myself the dark can keep without killing me

I don’t feel reborn I feel rearranged a shape made to survive pressure not beauty

If this is change it isn’t hopeful its necessary

36B at the moment…

Yeah I’m happy with that 🩵

#transgender #transfem #going through changes

🐛You are going through changes.

Your life is changing.

Make the change count. 🦋

Breakup Realizations:

It’s been two weeks since you left.

It’s getting easier. Easier than it was the first few days. But that doesn’t mean it still doesn’t hurt. Don’t get me wrong.

I still miss you.

I still love you.

I still wish you the best. And I hope you find your happiness.

I held onto hope for the first couple weeks that maybe one day we could reunite in our future. But even now I’m starting to realize I wouldn’t ever truly want that for myself. I could never risk going through this pain again if you decided to leave me again when life got hard.

I realize for the first time that I’m not perfect and I made mistakes. That I still have unhealed trauma from my past to fix. So I too, can really love myself. Not the fake kind of love where I pretend I’m okay. The way I’ve only done it since I can remember. I’m talking about the real love for myself. Where the healing process hurts like hell. And I cry a lot. And might get mad at myself for how I’ve carried all this weight and pain inside for SO long.. but then I let it go. And I forgive myself. I really actually forgive myself for the past. I forgive those who’ve hurt me. I recognize my wrong doings in my past. And I let it go and move forward with new intentions and goals. I move forward with a new attitude on how I want to live my life. How I want to love people. How I want to treat my body. How I want to treat my mind. How I don’t take anything personally because my heart is so content. And then I will no longer attract people that I think I can fix. I don’t want to be a fixer. No one can sustain that lifestyle. I just want to find someone genuine. Who loves themselves whole heartedly. And is perfectly imperfect.

I know I will find my true happiness.

I just hope you do to. ❤️‍🩹