#goldammerchen

[polpruweek]

Today is the last day of polpruweek 2024 and i'd like to take a moment to all who participated

@goldammerchen

@kaishouri

@newhetaliafan

@council-of-beetroot

@herbstklaenge

If you have any prompt fills that are for prior days still feel free to send them my way. I myself, am behind on my prompts so i will probably have a few out the next few days.

Below is the collection of fics and artwork for the week

Day 1

Herbstklaenge

Council-of-beetroot

Kaishouri

Goldammerchen

Day 2

Herbstklaenge

Council-of-beetroot

Kaishouri

Day 3

Herbstklaenge

Kaishouri

Council-of-beetroot

Day 4

Herbstklaenge

Kaishouri

Day 5

Herbstklaenge

Kaishouri

Day 6

Herbstklaenge

Kaishouri

Newhetaliafan

Day 7

Kaishouri

Herbstklaenge

[goldammerchen]

Fics list [#fanfic tag 🪶] (Fics only sideblog)

Hate me a little and come back to me [AO3], Explicit! PruHun. In progress [More works in that series]

Au pas, au pas, au pas [AO3], GerFra(Ger). Completed + Extra: Cuando tienes dos cabrones de amigos (BTT)

Fotosynthese, CRACK ficlet :), starring Alfred and...

Harvest [AO3] (2/2), Mature or Explicit (idk help) Horror ficlet (Solo Gil)

My #polpruweek2023 5/7 fics [AO3 links]. CWs: Violence, Blood, Strong Language, Religion Mention.

Inevitable [AO3], One-sided GerPru (Blood, Drama, Near Death...)

(I saw this in a dream) [AO3], PruAus, Zombie au.

"a cold war bizarre cooperation" One sided Bela.rus x Russ.ia; Rusprus (yukiusagi). Hints to AmeBela, Rusame (AmeRus), AmeGer. Some ableist language. [AO3].

My #hetahorrorweek 7/7 fics [AO3 links]... A lot of CWs.

A good day in between many bad days [AO3], HRE & Pru Angst and Humor

[Afterlife Idea/WIP, Tumblr only]

going under [AO3], dreamy German bros angst, pay atention to tags.

Thanatos, my Mythalia March fic. FrAus, SpAus, PruAus and more. Explicit! And on going (6/7)

Ghosts [AO3], sad FraPru(Fra)

Playmate (2/2) [AO3], PolPru Week Day 1, Commonwealth...

The Next Me [AO3], German bros having an argument.

Stolen from a movie [AO3], It happened out of nowhere; not everybody came back.

Follow the Streams [AO3], Neustart (#Cold Boot AU) Spinoff. Pru+HRE, dreamlike.

Träumerei [AO3], more Pru+HRE, different project...

#gerpru week 2024 5/7 fics [AO3 links]

#hetahorror24 7/7 fics [AO3 links]

Same birthday, two decades (2/2) [AO3]

Before The End [AO3], pre-Valentine's Frying Pangle.

Things are changing (and I didn't know) [AO3], Gil living.

The Return (old intro) / [AO3, new intro]

Phonecall [AO3], PruAus.

Charging Dragon [AO3], solo Gil, but German bros background.

Worrisome peace [AO3], Fluff and Angst Pangle + Lud.

In a blink of an eye, together [AO3], another PruHun in progress (help)

The Only Way Out is Up [AO3], Gil whump (Castle WIP).

Frying Pangle in Pyjamas [AO3], Hotel, established.

Finding you [AO3], (Forest WIP).

(No) Trouble in Paradise [AO3], Established Modern PruHun (h/c)

through your body [AO3]

Dragged back to the cycle [AO3]

#aphnichepairweek2026 [AO3 links]

Police Station [AO3]

Karbirkózás [AO3]

Don't come back for Me [AO3]

(+WIP I don't know when I'll bother to write properly)

WIPs List (September 2024)

also: #outlines/drafts 🪶; #fic wips, #fic notes and #fic ideas

Also (talking about wips): One-shot 1 (👻); One-shot 2 (AU); Lud&Gil centric series (+extra / canon-divergence); Historical GDR Prussia centric (90s +post-war flashbacks), and... Everything on anon until I'm done with a fucking Crossover 🤪, that will be polished compared to NGE and CSM ones.

Do I know what I am doing? No.

Will that stop me? No, it hasn't before. Besides we are talking about He(ll)talia fanfictions (<3), already unhinged (<333), stranger that most other media (+ inherently dealing with some touchy subjects), that's why the separation. I'm writing what I should have done many years ago so now you will have to deal with me (or not).

[council-of-beetroot]

how you think pol + (east ger) pru relationship evolved during the cold war (@goldammerchen)

Well at the beginning it was pretty rough with Feliks pretty much wanting nothing more than to see Gil drawn and quartered.

Now many refer to this point in relationships as a period of Forced Friendship and I see this translating to how it was for quite a while between Gil and Feliks. Ivan wants them to get along. Neither are in the position to say no to Ivan but neither are willing to commit to friendship so it's a lot of kicking each other under the table sort of thing.

This article written in 1951 put it like this:

"And the fact that such strenuous campaigning has been found necessary within the Communist Party itself suggests that the Polish-German alliance is little more than a forced embrace of the two Polit-bureaux under the vigilant eye of the Kremlin, a sort of neon-light façade of rapprochement. " Link here

Neither trust one another one bit. Feliks is understandablely traumatised and has a lot to deal with. The war still haunts him, the cities remain in ruins and Feliks doesn't trust anyone to be a reliable ally anytime soon.

But Gil is persistent and his goals are to normalize the relations between the two of them and their countries and slowly Feliks starts to come around.

Neither of them like Ivan so there's that that brings them together. Although I do think they have conflict over the ways to go about being one of Ivan's satellite states. Gil prefers to work the system to his advantage while Feliks really doesn't give a fuck and is basically doing the bare minimum required of him from Ivan and the party and saving his energy for other off the book endeavors.

Ooh that reminds me is that I see Ivan keeping Gil intentionally very very close to him which doesn't bode well in Feliks mind. He's not buying a cent of Gil suddenly being the teacher's pet after everything that happened.

But at this time gil is probably the best person he can go to and he knows it. Feliks also knows his path to freedom past the wall is German reunification. I also see Gil being the best way for Feliks to keep tabs on Lithuania.

They also know that the other provides much needed release and sleeping with one another provides and outlet for trying to understand how to deal with the tension.

[goldammerchen]

quickly done fave heta ships list:

prussia x everybody (tl;dr)

germany x everybody

just kidding. here:

prussia x hungary: OTP <3... one of my first ships, potential childhood friends to lovers (or not), could be one-sided :D, femdom, etc. they are bickering constantly even this day in canon lol, i love them both so much. both are similar people but gil's immaturity forces her to be more mature, somewhat: they are like or are a couple of dumb boys. i never have a solified hc for erszi, i like thinking her as gnc, queer, both (new tag: #t4t pruhun)... does any of this mean i think they can work? lol, lmao (maybe!! i am liking the idea of gil moving with her at some point after retiring, but that doesn't mean it would always be easy). better luck in human aus...! well tbh this is how i interpret all nationverse ships, woops. bound to eventual tragedies, everything is temporary, unable to achieve something akin to normality--not knowing what is like either, ever. not like them can not give it a try while it lasts! they can always start over again! besides it's a good reason to keep the relationships open or not just mono; more about that later :D

prussia x austria: their personalities clash 👍. i am a bit picky about them tho, more than with other ships (their personalities clash 👎)... i like when people make rode dominant 😍, or at least not meek! an enemies to lovers and opposites attract ship (they contrast and parallel each other!); it can have similar vibes to other similar heta ships, with their own twist from their own oppositive dispositions.

{btw, imo it was obvious from the beginning that they could be somewhat related due to both being "germanic" countries, fitting hetalia weird logic--as the common hc goes, i think they choose the familiar titles to be less alone in this world, instead of necessarily being blood related at all, but, if characters call each other with fam terms well yeah ships between those can be considered incest ships, unless is fran's big bro fixation thing. now that hima called 'em cousins (but they themselves haven't!!), that kind of makes the ship more fun to me lol, as nowadays it makes it mildly more "incorrect" and i am a contrarian piece of shit. in any case, it doesn't fucking matter, this is an old af ship and they're not fucking real.} (tag that is mostly about this one)

frying pangle! my OT3, and my actual favorite form of the ships above (pruaus and pruhun basically always become frying pangle in my hands), meanwhile aushun is cute--althought i think they could have more friction: feelings from their personal relation as individuals vs feelings from them personifying nations (concepts) and living history... at least erzsi's characterization can be more dimensional than in canon lol, there she's a bit too much into rode imho (hima plz). anyway, add all 3 ships here, same dynamics as above x3 (+ as doomed), with the addition of erzsi and gil both being crazy for rod (the person), so they gotta learn to share, making rod the biggest winner--headaches aside, that are nothing or just funny compared to the issues before them being poly! that leaves jealousy and cheating and cucks behind unless one or more are into it. this arrangement lets their love for each other grow even more than before :3. #🍳; #genderpangle

prussia x poland (and viceversa): ...ship order depends of time period! sub gil endgame. i always liked this ship but i didn't see much fanart in the past (so now we are talking). "i hate you... come back to me!" whole thing ;o;--they inspire in each other so much mixed feelings!

honorable mention of pruliet/lietpru: personally (or how i'd work around it), i like it as gil developing some feelings that will never ever be corresponded :))), that's what he gets after making liet hate him. despite of that i love what the fandom do with both!

talking about these three, liet having to learn to tolerate prussia (enough) and developing feelings in a lietpolpru scenario... love that. aka lietpol+polpru in one, pol must be there lol.

templar x teutonic: order doesn't matter at all, is a tragic kids love like holytalia :). gill will grieve templar and hre and fritz forever and ever.

prussia x russia (that order): can't work; looks damn well. i like russia having a crush on prussia who, no matter what, can't quite like him back (at least that's how gil will act!), even if they get to friendly terms and are both menacing together (important point; but i also think that's always short lived, only getting worse since ww1). ivan unable to have normal relations in equal terms, something that plagues any of his relationships... this specific top/bottom it's great 👀. i like gil as vers even if i'm picky while i'm afraid i only like bottom ivan; i love vanya!!! 💕. toxic :3! toxic overall, yet gilbert *not* completely crushed down, if you know what i mean--or even if completely dominated and ivan being terrible, ivan still bottoming lmao. tagged mainly with the japanese side of the fandom tag (ユキウサギ; related), translated--switched to the romaji, yukiusagi--reasoning for previous use here.

germany x prussia: generally in that order, and generally one-sided. often i prefer them just as bros (germany&prussia), except when i like to entertain the idea of germany being a little tiny bit weird about his big bro :), big bro who behaves as a proud mom which can be off-putting to humans who know them (expect them to act like maNnly siblings in their twenties so they are ??????). tldr psychodrama potencial, when the story needs to be unsettling...

...and more ships! like btt poly (friends with benefits?) or all kinds of combinations! (sometimes he/him dyke) bi gil that's a top leaning switch cuz reasons, more sub than dom. the voluntary celibate hc is nice--in or not the ace spectrum--but ace or not ace i like him very peculiar and kinky around sex... anyway: i am a multishipper and can be convinced about p much anything (just be fun! these bitches are insane).

now for lud:

germany x italy (and reversed): just a classic. make feli a bit less hetare and more a little manipulative selfish little shit :)--his venetian merchant side, if you want. also remember that lud can also be dumb as hell... (is the "north european hardworkers; south europeans lazy" thing that makes me raise an eyebrow). anyway, make italy a kind AND hedonist person, 100% in love with lud (and him 100% in love with feli), but sadly finding their life styles at times clash too much. make feli a dom, whether he tops or bottoms 4 his big boyfriend. lud being tall doesn't mean he has to top or dom lol (same for ivan!! and sve!!). preferences aside, i love anything with gerita ;w;

germany x france (in any order): eu bros, both can learn a bit from each other (like somebody being more rebel lmao). enemies to lovers mandated from the state... for both surprise, it works! besides, both have a romantic side, as much as lud tries to pretend he doesn't lol. i don't see them being monogamous, which is a plus not a negative. an option when italy and england are too busy, or they are currently in bad terms w them etc... this does hurt both a bit: ainsi va la vie of their kin, better work around that than against it... (also add "i really really really wanted you dead" from fran @ ger lmao)... + frapru redux.

germany x russia (generally in this order): i never think too hard about this one. mmm, let ivan be pampered here? lud its a caring person (perhaps overcompensating for this case tho...). this ship doesn't seems (way too) imbalanced either, compared to other russia ships, without being rusame that has fruk vibes and vice versa (hope that makes sense lmaooo). its literally 2 tough guys that have a soft side.

america x germany (in that order): could be a thing... fuck buddies? can't see them as lovers... can't see america as anybody lover.

(germany as a drummer in england's band.)

when i joined the fandom i loved the gerbel fanart 🥺. can be a one night stand for bisexual homoromantic lud. maybe after a bet with monaco? lol. bel: "i kissed him in the mouth [big step in germany! similar to american soldiers in uk] and i slept with him? uhh...???? i lose a bet :("; germany: *doesn't show it but horny dude stuck in his early twenties*

...plus again any ships. i might not think about them as much as the ones listed, but i still appreciate almost anything that involves faves.

extra:

rusame/amerus; fruk/ukfr: rivals! enemies! "i hate/love you, you're the only person who understands/compliments me"

rochu! a classic. add rusamechu / black triangle to make this more unhinged.

like romechu, and i need to get into indchu (and perchu)

loving nedpan lately. japan ships: asakiku, itapan, turkpan, giripan

robul! whatever hima does with them it's cute (and funny) af.

lietpol (married and divorced but still technically together???). more liet ships: lietbela + rusliet.

(amebela)

velvet pair! so czechoslovakia lol

usuk IF committed to be a freaky ship (in other/more ways other than incest... tho what i dislike is cutesy incest, compared to in dark fiction). otherwise, boring 😴. often great AUs btw... guess my actual issue with the ship it's overexposure from ye olde days.

talking about that, what caname/amecan shippers are doing is fun.

spaus, spabel (cat!spain in that event 😭), spamano or romaspa more exactly (man people really hate this one too... mentee/mentor, anyone?)

cucan... i wish there was more latam charas but do i trust hima? (tags)

...dennor and sufin, i guess??

i don't know what else right now. too many characters (and too many blondes); edit: i really really like indo and viet! i could ship both with phil (by separate, or ot3?!), and her with taiwan is cute!

i don't feel thaaat super into BL to use fujin for myself (it's literally only hetalia)... that being said, yeah, look all of this. if this comes out(?) as a complete surprise, you didn't read my about *shrug*

[goldammerchen]

i'm tend(d)ero, didi, goldammer(chen), [insert here other nicks]. i used to have a quote here—kept on my about—but it felt pretentious in a heta sideblog. let's just say this is a DL;DR (don't like; don't read), SALS (ship and let ship) and YKINMK (your kink is not my kink) fan blog: profiction i guess, but...

[about] [ships] [fics] [tags]

aph-tired until may 2022 > tried if i already had mister-ddr, inspired in aph-/hws- urls. only "lurked" for most of the year, until i decided to make some own posts (and write fanfics). feb 2023, changed it for a last time to goldammerchen (little yellowhammer).

favorite or most used time period: post-war/cold war and the after, stopping 10-20 years ago for my sanity. but! my main focus is on characters rather than in mega exact historical accuracy: loosely historical, low fantasy, and meta.

rbed stuff has almost no tags! (sorry), i tag ships more than individuals.

How I interpret heta charas existence (+ the "houses")

(Remade) Prussia’s bird possible Species (my hc, obv see the url)

Gil was never a chaste character (+ related)

He was the DDR post (tl;dr + tag)

Navigation for posts like the ones above + custom Gil tag

please Send an Ask if you send a Message! (here or on the writing side-sideblog, teaedon!) MSG Notifications to this Sideblog rarely* work, probably because i don't use the mobile App.

(may 2026: tumblr keeps logging me off over and over since last month so i will be on hiatus every now and then. also i need to finish wips anyway)

*they only work in the old tumblr menu? when i'm reporting bots, or iirc also the last time i opened the "create a blog" thingy. btw, besides only using the site on desktop, i rarely use the Dashboard. ofc notifs also work when the bubbles are open (that's why i need a heads up!), but if i have no reasons to keep them open i will close them...

the app i actually have on mobile is discord.

Why are your Hetalia AO3 fics currently on anon? I want to troll surprise my subscribers, while also the progress on my main projects has been slow.

[DW account]

copypasting the fics list post here (same link as above but reblogable):

Fics list [#fanfic tag 🪶] (Fics only sideblog)

Hate me a little and come back to me [AO3], Explicit! PruHun. In progress [More works in that series]

Au pas, au pas, au pas [AO3], GerFra(Ger). Completed + Extra: Cuando tienes dos cabrones de amigos (BTT)

Fotosynthese, CRACK ficlet :), starring Alfred and...

Harvest [AO3] (2/2), Mature or Explicit (idk help) Horror ficlet (Solo Gil)

My #polpruweek2023 5/7 fics [AO3 links]. CWs: Violence, Blood, Strong Language, Religion Mention.

Inevitable [AO3], One-sided GerPru (Blood, Drama, Near Death...)

(I saw this in a dream) [AO3], PruAus, Zombie au.

“a cold war bizarre cooperation” One sided Bela.rus x Russ.ia; Rusprus (yukiusagi). Hints to AmeBela, Rusame (AmeRus), AmeGer. Some ableist language. [AO3].

My #hetahorrorweek 7/7 fics [AO3 links]… A lot of CWs.

A good day in between many bad days [AO3], HRE & Pru Angst and Humor

[Afterlife Idea/WIP, Tumblr only]

going under [AO3], dreamy German bros angst, pay atention to tags.

Thanatos, my Mythalia March fic. FrAus, SpAus, PruAus and more. Explicit! And on going (6/7)

Ghosts [AO3], sad FraPru(Fra)

Playmate (2/2) [AO3], PolPru Week Day 1, Commonwealth…

The Next Me [AO3], German bros having an argument.

Stolen from a movie [AO3], It happened out of nowhere; not everybody came back.

Follow the Streams [AO3], Neustart (#Cold Boot AU) Spinoff. Pru+HRE, dreamlike.

Träumerei [AO3], more Pru+HRE, different project…

#gerpru week 2024 5/7 fics [AO3 links]

#hetahorror24 7/7 fics [AO3 links]

Same birthday, two decades (2/2) [AO3]

Before The End [AO3], pre-Valentine's Frying Pangle.

Things are changing (and I didn't know) [AO3], Gil living.

The Return (old intro) / [AO3, new intro]

Phonecall [AO3], PruAus.

Charging Dragon [AO3], solo Gil, but German bros background.

Worrisome peace [AO3], Fluff and Angst Pangle + Lud.

In a blink of an eye, together [AO3], another PruHun in progress (help)

The Only Way Out is Up [AO3], Gil whump (Castle WIP).

Frying Pangle in Pyjamas [AO3], Hotel, established. [I hit the links limit ;o;! Please go to the Fics link at the start]

Finding you [AO3], (Forest WIP)

(No) Trouble in Paradise [AO3], Established Modern PruHun (h/c)

through your body [AO3 link]

The fight never ends Dragged back to the cycle [AO3]

#aphnichepairweek2026 [AO3 links]

Police Station [AO3]

Karbirkózás [AO3]

Don't come back for Me [AO3]

(+WIP I don’t know when I’ll bother to write properly)

WIPs List (September 2024)

also: #outlines/drafts 🪶; #fic wips, #fic notes and #fic ideas

Also (talking about wips): One-shot 1 (👻); One-shot 2 (AU); Lud&Gil centric series (+extra / canon-divergence); Historical GDR Prussia centric (90s +post-war flashbacks), and… Everything on anon until I’m done with a fucking Crossover 🤪, that will be polished compared to NGE and CSM ones.

Do I know what I am doing? No.

Will that stop me? No, it hasn’t before. Besides we are talking about He(ll)talia fanfictions (<3), already unhinged (<333), stranger that most other media (+ inherently dealing with some touchy subjects), that’s why the separation. I’m writing what I should have done many years ago so now you will have to deal with me (or not).

[goldammerchen]

Alternative lazy fic list that misses the TumbIr only stuff (also no explanations nor CWs). Sort by Word Count instead of Date.

Thanatos (14,920 words)

Klavier (4,475 words)

Der jäger (3,040 words)

A good day in between many bad days (2,338 words)

(I saw this in a dream) (2,252 words)

Weekend (2,235 words)

The Trickster (1,855 words)

For the old times (1,634 words)

Thorn (1,440 words)

Playmate (1,368 words)

Fool's blood (1,349 words)

Au pas, au pas, au pas (1,185 words)

Hate me a little and come back to me (1,053 words)

No dejar títere con cabeza (977 words)

a bizarre cold war cooperation (905 words)

The Next Me (886 words)

Inevitable (864 words)

Harvest (773 words)

Feliks’ Tea (760 words)

going under (578 words)

Ghosts (503 words)

i don't want you anymore: so i put your head up on my wall (316 words)

Film crew (300 words)

July 24 2024