hi everyone!!
when i first joined last year on revelxing, i genuinely had no expectations. i don't think anyone knows this, but in 2022, i had another account on tumblr where i would post original short stories. none of them were fanfiction, so none of them did well, which led to me deleting the account pretty quickly.
i had already dabbled in making miscellaneous aesthetic things on scratch six years ago, and therefore had a little bit of experience with making moodboards. so when i started revelxing last year out of boredom and saw all of these amazing accounts posting moodboards, i wanted to try again! i still distinctly remember my first yeri cosmic moodboard... it was bad. please don't try to find it.
but even back then, even with my horrid moodboards, people showered me with so much love and support. it made me want to keep going, and for that, i appreciate this community so so much. you guys have given me a space where i could freely express myself, my creativity, and my love for kpop. when i joined discord, i met even more amazing people (shoutout to aegc, txtgc, and tumblrgc, my forever loves!!) and i genuinely do not think i could have gotten through junior year without any of you.
however, now, after a year, two separate accounts, and 767 followers (i could make a joke, but i will refrain), i believe it is time to say goodbye.
to be honest, i've been struggling for a while now... i won't go into detail about that here, because i don't like talking about myself, and also because i am definitely not a fan of talking about myself or my struggles in a public space such as tumblr. i'm doing okay and have a good support system, but i feel like i need more focus in my life, and as much as i hate to admit it, tumblr is definitely a sinkhole of my time. i need something drastic like this to really get me to focus. i wouldn't leave if i could handle it otherwise. there are huge, important things coming up that will affect my future, and tumblr simply cannot be a distraction.
i often have these moments of sudden impulses, like that time i deactivated revelxing, or all of those times i took a one-month long hiatus. previously, i wasn't sure if i really wanted to leave or not. now, i am certain that i want to.
i will be deactivating this account in a week, on monday, august 10th. i can't bring myself to delete my discord account yet, so you may find me on duckimisu. i think i have already deleted my instagram account, or at least, i put the process in motion today.
if you're still here, thank you all for the memories, the happiness, and all the love i have received! i never thought i was anything special, and i still don't, but you all made me feel like i am. i love you all lots and lots and i wish you all only the best life has to offer. truly, thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
sophia, signing off β‘









