#goodnight world.

[explodo-kills]

I'm sad. And this sadness, it runs so deep. It's seeped into my bones, my mind, seeped into my core. Every crevice of my soul is dipped in sadness.

And it's... So tiring. I can't fight it. I have no energy to fight it. Instead of scrambling and using all my strength to get out of this, I'm hesitating. Why bother? This feeling has been with me so long. It's been with me longer than my friends. It's a part of me.

If I just let it have me, maybe I'll be given a reprieve. Numbness, that's what I look forward to. True happiness is a far off dream.

[jeonangels]

jeon jungkook is an angel.

[oolathurman]

@tracinyad replied to your post: well i spent all day??? getting wanwo from chp 3...

whats a time out corner

it’s when parents put their kids in a corner, facing towards the wall, to think about what they’ve done because they’ve been behaving poorly. example, if you broke a vase or smth and tried to get away with it, parent may send you to the time out corner to think about what you’ve done.

why it’s called time out i’m not sure exactly, other than maybe something like “take time out of your day to think about what you’ve done” or smth????

anyway i’ve joked about my main toon, Azukni, sending various people to the time out corner in the past, since she’s “the only one who acts like an adult around here!!!!” despite everyone else in the time out corner being older than she is??? just cuz a tiny 25yo. zabrak woman acting like a mom over everyone else is hilarious to me :’D

[internmarce]

Deadass was panicking because I stayed up so late and I thought I had work tomorrow until I remembered it’s Saturday and I can sleep in as late as I want.

[abnormalparadox]

Whatever.

[everythingfallsintoplace]

Goodnight room, and goodnight moon....

[j-ckiie-blog]

Hhhh.... I'm so lucky.

[theanonymousreader]

…attached to my heart is a heavy burden.

upon my life is a huge responsibility - it’s too big to carry alone, but that’s exactly what i’m doing.

something got added to that burden.

I am my own doctor for my intrapersonal thoughts.

“back then, was I the only one having fun…?”

when I realized I was going to be alone from March - September, I felt a sudden sadness rush over my heart. I felt so lonely. I’m 20 years old; I’m okay with feeling alone, but lonely is the worst. I haven’t felt this lonely in such a long, long time. 

I cried, but like always, I cried silently. And then I fell asleep tired, and then I woke up the next morning feeling the same way I always feel.

tired.